unionjackk Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2383 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 8 Topic Count: 42 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 210 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 85 Achievement Points: 1562 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/10/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 25, 2012 Birthday: 01/25/1970 Share Posted October 10, 2012 its just after 3 am here and i cant sleep hospitals suck for getting any rest. im still preety doped up from the medication and grogy from the anestitc . my throats numb but doctors say itll hurt like hell tomorrow. I can no longer talk so they gave me a pad and a pen to write things down. i guess the operation went well i guess the pneumonia and cancer did a number on my insides. my larynx and vocal cords were preety messed up so they removed my vocal cords so I wont be able to do my imitation of wardragon ever again lol. on a positive note my lungs are odd as it sems preety healthy wish my stomach and the rest of me were. I dont know if or ever ill be able to play online again no one wants a mime on their team .i wont lie for all those of you that have been wonderring how im doing there is a real strong possibility that I might not make it to christmas even the doctors said they just bought me and Miranda sometime.5 months ago I was realatively healthy now my liver and larynx are damaged i had my apendix. part of my stomach wall and lower intestine removed as well as my vocal cords so thats it in a nut shell. while i am still able I wish to thank and awknowleadge those I consider friends and in case i dont later I wish to say goodbye now whie I still can. boomer (I am glad your fight sems to be going better then mine) mr bubbles (Keep the faith and youll be just fine Chris (BUDDY) I got your e-mail it meant alot to me and thank you and yes miranda got our affairs in order meek.weednfeed,Badger and Johnnyquest you crazy canucks its been a blast playing with u guys and johnny tell Badger i very truly regret we didnt hook up when I moved out east.i feel bad about that Dadda u take care of miranda when shes in game and go easy on her shes been through alot Roxy,dayton and DG you guys r simply put the nicest ppl to play with myslave besides miranda your one of the last girls i actually talked to and dont worry i wont let anyone know how nice you really are. ill miss u MR T RAt I read your pm yes it would be nice to chat online with you again but in all honesty it probably wont happen just do 1 favor for me I downloaded my map files on a dsk miranda knows how to upload it help her get my map online a little somethin id like to leave behind GOd BLESS YOU thanks for your messages of concern but this horse is in the home stretch of its final race soon ill be out of the race . thanks everyone ill miss u all cheers Jack WeednFeed and DAYTONSGIRL 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Call of Dirty Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 1355 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 14 Topic Count: 22 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 180 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 120 Achievement Points: 1433 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/20/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 27, 2018 Birthday: 01/21/1980 Share Posted October 10, 2012 Hi jack never stop fighting , never give up u are in our prayers greetz Call of Dirty Boomer 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tristan Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 3157 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 6 Topic Count: 11 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 221 Content Per Day: 0.05 Reputation: 160 Achievement Points: 1489 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/25/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: August 31, 2017 Birthday: 11/09/1977 Share Posted October 10, 2012 I dont pray to any gods, but wish you all the best..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sonovabich Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 82 Group: ** Registered Users Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1534 Topics Per Day: 0.29 Content Count: 5020 Content Per Day: 0.94 Reputation: 5171 Achievement Points: 131490 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 116 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Monday at 10:10 AM Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 When things like this happen people don't quite know what to say, it's easy for us who are not suffering an illness to say "keep your chin up" and "never stop fighting" but that's all we can really say sometimes, i really do wish you all the best luck in the world unionjackk. drunksniper, vipersniper, Call of Dirty and 9 others 12 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Power! Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 3543 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 24 Topic Count: 87 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 905 Content Per Day: 0.21 Reputation: 664 Achievement Points: 9085 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/15/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 8 Birthday: 07/09/1981 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 never give up, you are still young, whole life before thee, we believe in you, you manage to win! hold on, and I wish you would you get back to health quickly unionjackk. DAYTONSGIRL and Boomer 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Kisses4You Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 1251 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 31 Topic Count: 5 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 143 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 78 Achievement Points: 1055 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 03/16/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 11 Birthday: 02/26/1984 Device: Android Share Posted October 10, 2012 Don´t give up, i wish you and your family all the best. Hope you can play again, i will be proud to play in the same team with you. Boomer 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
HarryWeezer Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 20166 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 611 Topics Per Day: 0.16 Content Count: 7652 Content Per Day: 1.99 Reputation: 7228 Achievement Points: 53663 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 36 Joined: 10/04/13 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 16 Birthday: 10/16/1946 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 Please know that we all are thinking of you and your family and are with you in spirit!! Boomer and drunksniper 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Gatorgirl Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2986 Group: ++++ Senior Admin Followers: 206 Topic Count: 384 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6453 Content Per Day: 1.42 Reputation: 7140 Achievement Points: 50693 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 21 Joined: 11/13/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: 23 hours ago Birthday: 12/19/1967 Device: iPhone Share Posted October 10, 2012 Never give up!! Miracles do happen Jack. You are in my prayers each day. drunksniper and Boomer 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
loaderXI Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 252 Group: +++ COD2 Head Admin Followers: 71 Topic Count: 392 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 6417 Content Per Day: 1.20 Reputation: 6494 Achievement Points: 54334 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 30 Joined: 09/05/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: Yesterday at 08:49 PM Birthday: 03/22/1965 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 Great to hear your operation went as well as could be.... Jack keep your faith we will all keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers... All the Best loADER>XI< drunksniper and Boomer 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Hunter1948 Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 1850 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 98 Topic Count: 328 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 8620 Content Per Day: 1.74 Reputation: 4222 Achievement Points: 55994 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 09/29/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 29, 2023 Birthday: 06/19/1948 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 Try to be the best you can and you can still play we all play with people who don't use a mic or can't speak English. Get yourself back to the game as soon as you can. Boomer 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Boomer Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2083 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 42 Topic Count: 172 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 3554 Content Per Day: 0.73 Reputation: 4992 Achievement Points: 23761 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 6 Joined: 12/31/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: May 14, 2014 Birthday: 10/20/1962 Share Posted October 10, 2012 As everyone else has already said, don't give up! One thing I have learned from my bout is that there is a reason for everything, we never see the bigger picture and we never understand why me! As I kissed my family good-bye I wasn't sure I'd ever see them again, and I sure didn't want them to see me fade away! I think one thing that kept me going, was that I never lost hope, even when all I felt like it was already gone, 3 years ago my doctor told me that oneday I would go deaf from an inner ear infection I have, well I'm still not losing hope even for that! I beat it with my blessings from God and so can you ( much prayer from my family and xi family). Jackk when your down this low, there is only one place you can look too & THATS UP! If you want to help yourself, pray for others, its a powerful thing man! You lost your voice and I'll lose my hearing.... we'll web cam and freaking sign to one another as we continue on, if thats what it takes! Love & Prayers from the Boom Family! simplemod, ChknFngr, baldie and 5 others 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunkster Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 1374 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 60 Topic Count: 183 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 1354 Content Per Day: 0.27 Reputation: 1726 Achievement Points: 10683 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 04/26/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: 7 hours ago Birthday: 12/10/1971 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 Thanks a lot Union... 220lb bald guy now sat in room bawling his head off... Wife just looked at me as if I was some kinda looney (Nothing new there then before you all say it!!) Even though we've never met in person I feel as if we have become friends through playing CoD together. Take care of yourself the best you can and we'll all see you real soon in game - Don't you fuckin dare go anywhere without one last hurrah. As for Miranda you know full fuckin well she's got the best set of friends in here that any one could ask for and we all know that if and when the time comes someone from here will be on the doorstep in person with a hamper full of >XI< love, food and what ever else that little woman wants or needs, even if it's just a chat we're all here for both of you guys. Gotta go cos I blubbing on my keyboard now... Take care mate Peace & love from across the pond Lunk Boomer, drunksniper, DAYTONSGIRL and 4 others 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Woody_Ger Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 419 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 19 Topic Count: 32 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 420 Content Per Day: 0.08 Reputation: 264 Achievement Points: 3563 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/17/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 5 hours ago Birthday: 10/26/1968 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 (edited) To read that makes me very sad. And that happened to my brother that makes me even sadder. We have never played each other, and I know you only read from. But I still think of you. And believe me, the cancer I have encountered in my family many times. Hold up the flag high, XI never give up .... See you later Woody Edited October 10, 2012 by Woody_Ger DAYTONSGIRL 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
unionjackk Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2383 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 8 Topic Count: 42 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 210 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 85 Achievement Points: 1562 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/10/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 25, 2012 Birthday: 01/25/1970 Author Share Posted October 10, 2012 Don´t give up, i wish you and your family all the best. Hope you can play again, i will be proud to play in the same team with you. Ty kisses Believe me when I say that whenever you and i were in game together the honour was all mine whether against or on same team. cheers jack Boomer, Kisses4You and Call of Dirty 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
unionjackk Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2383 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 8 Topic Count: 42 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 210 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 85 Achievement Points: 1562 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/10/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 25, 2012 Birthday: 01/25/1970 Author Share Posted October 10, 2012 As everyone else has already said, don't give up! One thing I have learned from my bout is that there is a reason for everything, we never see the bigger picture and we never understand why me! As I kissed my family good-bye I wasn't sure I'd ever see them again, and I sure didn't want them to see me fade away! I think one thing that kept me going, was that I never lost hope, even when all I felt like it was already gone, 3 years ago my doctor told me that oneday I would go deaf from an inner ear infection I have, well I'm still not losing hope even for that! I beat it with my blessings from God and so can you ( much prayer from my family and xi family). Jackk when your down this low, there is only one place you can look too & THATS UP! If you want to help yourself, pray for others, its a powerful thing man! You lost your voice and I'll lose my hearing.... we'll web cam and freaking sign to one another as we continue on, if thats what it takes! Love & Prayers from the Boom Family! actually boomer Miranda got me a dvd on how to sign language for idiots apparently flipping the bird is good for picking up girls and grabbing your crotch means im a proud kilt wearring scotsman who knew..lo seriously she did get a dvd though sign language made easy so we can communicate faster im at the hand waveing section.. Boomer 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
unionjackk Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2383 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 8 Topic Count: 42 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 210 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 85 Achievement Points: 1562 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/10/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 25, 2012 Birthday: 01/25/1970 Author Share Posted October 10, 2012 (edited) Thanks a lot Union... 220lb bald guy now sat in room bawling his head off... Wife just looked at me as if I was some kinda looney (Nothing new there then before you all say it!!) Even though we've never met in person I feel as if we have become friends through playing CoD together. Take care of yourself the best you can and we'll all see you real soon in game - Don't you fuckin dare go anywhere without one last hurrah. As for Miranda you know full fuckin well she's got the best set of friends in here that any one could ask for and we all know that if and when the time comes someone from here will be on the doorstep in person with a hamper full of >XI< love, food and what ever else that little woman wants or needs, even if it's just a chat we're all here for both of you guys. Gotta go cos I blubbing on my keyboard now... Take care mate Peace & love from across the pond Lunk Im sorry lunky didnt mean to turn u into a 220lb blubbering butter ball i was simply venting. But no one know really how they would react to the same news I got.it changes your perspective on life more then anyone can imagine when things we take for granted no matter how insignificant they seem are suddenly taken away from you. sense of taste. voice a painfree day well you realise what truly matters in this life and world. cheers P.S. I have one regret lunky as silly as it may sound i know I will probably never see the fife again the place where i was born raised lord i miss scotland so much right now have alot of family there in fife glasgow and aberdeen maybe the next life ill set foot upon scotias soil again. Edited October 10, 2012 by unionjackk Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
unionjackk Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2383 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 8 Topic Count: 42 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 210 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 85 Achievement Points: 1562 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/10/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 25, 2012 Birthday: 01/25/1970 Author Share Posted October 10, 2012 (edited) I feel I should make 1 thing clear here.. We believe everything in life is connected to each other one cannot survive without the other the circle of life. so death and the prospect of dying does not scare me it is simply a door that each and every living thing must go through at one point or another.i know that those I have loved and shared my life with who have passed on before will be holding the door open for me. I admit i feel down about this whole awful experience so I cover it up with a sense of humor but I have absolutely no regrets with how I spent my life it was not a perfect life but it wasnt a life not lived either. my greates accomplishments and enduring legacy will be my children I believe that i will not truly be dead as long as my memory lives within them. if you have children then dont put them to bed without hugging them and telling them how much you love them time is short and everyday we should tell we love you to those that mean the most to us. cheers jack Edited October 10, 2012 by unionjackk Blackbart, little_old_man, Sonovabich and 3 others 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
little_old_man Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 1194 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 40 Topic Count: 436 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 6692 Content Per Day: 1.30 Reputation: 11691 Achievement Points: 53094 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 76 Joined: 02/27/10 Status: Offline Last Seen: April 16, 2023 Birthday: 04/15/1960 Share Posted October 10, 2012 Jack, few here can imagine what you and your family must be going through right now. Your words are inspiring to us all and whatever the immediate future holds for you, know that your presence has made a difference in this world and has definitly made a big impression on your XI family. Eventually we will all face what you are now, and I only hope that I can some day face my own mortality in the same dignified manner as you have. Our thoughts will always be with you. Blackbart, Sonovabich, loaderXI and 3 others 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Unchileno Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 101 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 109 Topic Count: 764 Topics Per Day: 0.14 Content Count: 8133 Content Per Day: 1.52 Reputation: 6747 Achievement Points: 61498 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 13 Joined: 09/02/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: March 15 Birthday: 01/23/1974 Device: iPhone Share Posted October 10, 2012 May GOD give you the strenght you need to fight this battle..NEVER give up until he says so..We will ALWAYS be here for you and your family..PLEASE fight.. God Bless brother..FAITH can move mountains.. Gatorgirl, Boomer, Sonovabich and 2 others 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
hxtr Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 220 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 147 Topic Count: 595 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 16950 Content Per Day: 3.17 Reputation: 13538 Achievement Points: 129713 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 120 Joined: 09/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: October 26, 2023 Birthday: 04/05/1970 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 just know we are here for you Union so keep that in mind. Fight this as hard as you can. If you can stay positive... you are winning. im very sorry your are going through this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
baldie Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 607 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 75 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 3337 Content Per Day: 0.63 Reputation: 2557 Achievement Points: 33616 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 5 Joined: 10/21/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 2 hours ago Birthday: 09/16/1966 Device: Windows Share Posted October 10, 2012 Jack I wish there was more we could do for you and Miranda. Like many of the guy's here I can not imagine what you and your family are going through and feel hopeless that the only thing we can offer is our thoughts and prayers. But I admire the way you have handled this and only have one thing to say.......Fight like a scotsman chasing Haggis over the hils and never give up my friend. Even if after you fight the good fight and eventually lose you have left a lasting Impression on all of us and will live on long after you are gone.. Good luck, God Bless and take care... . ROB....Baldie Sonovabich, drunksniper and DAYTONSGIRL 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
MANTHIS Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 3066 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 16 Topic Count: 30 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 122 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 151 Achievement Points: 1096 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 12/09/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: November 7, 2012 Birthday: 10/08/1974 Share Posted October 10, 2012 i know jackk has probably already said this but thank you for your kind words and general concearn .jackk when u come home i have a surprisse for you. love miranda Call of Dirty, Sonovabich, StormCrow and 2 others 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DAYTONSGIRL Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2906 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 55 Topic Count: 26 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 207 Content Per Day: 0.05 Reputation: 107 Achievement Points: 1869 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/18/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: August 29, 2016 Birthday: 04/12/1984 Share Posted October 10, 2012 With tears in my eyes I say to you Jack, thank you from the bottom of my heart for your wonderful comments and thx for giving us one last goodbye... We both (Dayton and I) have always had fun when you were in game and I mean that, (always kept us laughin ) oh and btw, WE PLAY WITH MUTES ALL THE TIME lol Gatorgirl and drunksniper 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drunksniper Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 2347 Group: **- Inactive Registered Users Followers: 26 Topic Count: 45 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 562 Content Per Day: 0.12 Reputation: 107 Achievement Points: 3685 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 03/28/11 Status: Offline Last Seen: June 14, 2022 Birthday: 02/07/1970 Share Posted October 10, 2012 My thoughts are with you and your family and hope you get through this unionjackk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StormCrow Posted October 10, 2012 Member ID: 480 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 72 Topic Count: 250 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 2643 Content Per Day: 0.50 Reputation: 4817 Achievement Points: 45823 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 28 Joined: 09/21/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 3 hours ago Birthday: 03/11/1975 Device: Android Share Posted October 10, 2012 Jack bro, i cant even begin to imagine what is going through your or your family's minds. I am sorry you and yours have to go through this. Fight till the end bro and hold those close to you as close as possible in this time. Know you have hundreds of prayers from every corner of the earth from your FAMILY here at XI hopefully to lend you strength in your battle. BUDMAN, baldie and Unchileno 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
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