Fire Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 496 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 282 Topic Count: 227 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 3249 Content Per Day: 0.61 Reputation: 1083 Achievement Points: 22334 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/23/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 5, 2017 Birthday: 10/26/1969 Share Posted February 4, 2016 Just to let everyone know that i,m back on line and i won,t be going through that again as i missed being on line as i coulden,t do anything like come on the site or speak to my friends or anything anyway my life is getting a wee bit better as i,m on anti depression tablets but might need to see the doctor again as i feel there not doing anything.Got my divorce through back in November and i thought i would be happy but i feel num don,t know why anyway enough of that as i,m just glad that i,m back on here with you guys as i missed you all so much now all i need to do is sort out how to join in the serves as we don,t have xfire anymore Speak to you all soon Ruggerxi and Mule 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
reddog955i Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 691 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 4 Topic Count: 9 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 292 Content Per Day: 0.06 Reputation: 152 Achievement Points: 2273 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/04/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 16 Birthday: 02/27/1953 Device: Windows Share Posted February 4, 2016 hi fire nice to hear from ya , see you in the games , hang in their it can only get better, stick with the meds , it takes a while ,, to work ,,, Fire 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Fire Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 496 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 282 Topic Count: 227 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 3249 Content Per Day: 0.61 Reputation: 1083 Achievement Points: 22334 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/23/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 5, 2017 Birthday: 10/26/1969 Author Share Posted February 4, 2016 LOL Reddog9551 i have been on them for over a year now since my split from my x husband outside i,m fine but inside am num want to cry don,t get me wrong i do cry when i,m on my own watching tv.I hate the flat i,m in so might be moving out in a few weeks because when i,m in and my door is locked no 1 but me in the flat apart from my cat and i fall asleep but when i,m sleeping i feel that someone is in the flat and i want to scream but can,t so i wake up because once i thought someone was trying to choke me. IS IT JUST ME OR IS MY HEAD JUST PLAYING GAMES WITH ME i don,t know i guess i,m just losing the plot or my mind. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Ruggerxi Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 6 Group: ++++ Senior Admin Followers: 184 Topic Count: 2827 Topics Per Day: 0.53 Content Count: 11852 Content Per Day: 2.22 Reputation: 12916 Achievement Points: 106392 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 123 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: 14 hours ago Birthday: 08/25/1976 Device: iPhone Share Posted February 4, 2016 Download this https://www.xtremeidiots.com/files/file/2282-hlsw/ You don't need to create an account, when you login just hit use offline. Then you can enter in your servers by typing in the IP and port here and hitting enter When you wanna join a server, right click on the server and hit join. Glad to have you back! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
LaRSin Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 45 Group: *** Clan Members Followers: 68 Topic Count: 981 Topics Per Day: 0.18 Content Count: 9011 Content Per Day: 1.69 Reputation: 3548 Achievement Points: 65838 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/01/09 Status: Online Last Seen: 10 minutes ago Birthday: 02/25/1951 Device: Windows Share Posted February 4, 2016 Glad to see you back.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
Fire Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 496 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 282 Topic Count: 227 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 3249 Content Per Day: 0.61 Reputation: 1083 Achievement Points: 22334 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/23/09 Status: Offline Last Seen: July 5, 2017 Birthday: 10/26/1969 Author Share Posted February 4, 2016 Thanks Rugger thanks Larsin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
AyaqGuyaq Posted February 4, 2016 Member ID: 3773 Group: ***- Inactive Clan Members Followers: 39 Topic Count: 30 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 3138 Content Per Day: 0.74 Reputation: 2983 Achievement Points: 24456 Solved Content: 0 Days Won: 10 Joined: 10/06/12 Status: Offline Last Seen: January 29, 2022 Birthday: 11/03/1966 Share Posted February 4, 2016 (edited) Fire, like the lyrics of the Michael Jackson song goes, "You are not alone . . ." I got divorced last year, too, so I know the pain. It's not so much the pain of not having her here, it's the pain of not seeing my 17-year old son and 13-year old daughter on a daily, regular basis, and not sleeping under the same roof that they are so I know they're absolutely safe. It was my (hard liquor) drinking that caused the split. Her hormonal changes, especially after her hysterectomy, may have been the ember that sparked a flame, but I was the stupid jerk throwing tablespoons of gasoline on that flame. Alcohol solves nothing, except maybe to disinfect a scratch. I was so depressed that I drank way too heavily, as much as 3, 750-mL bottles of 80-proof rum a day. A day. I was even drinking at work, and was either too drunk or too depressed to even go to work. Of course, I eventually lost my job that paid over six figures. I'm not blaming my ex-wife, totally (I say "totally" because she absolutely robbed me blind!!!), because I know my voluminous consumption of distilled spirits was the root cause. Many, many people in my situation have done disastrous things, either to themselves or others, in a similar situation. My faith in God and His plan, as well as my love for my children and my core family, are why the "easy" options are never an option. Regarding your "night terrors," I'm going to relay a personal story to you, and it goes like this: I was 24-years old when I moved here to Anchorage, Alaska, and the apartment I moved into was the cat's meow in 1990; i.e., top floor, fireplace, furnished, etc. Little did I know that the place was haunted, which it sounds to me like yours is. I kept my Remington Model 870 pump-action 12-gauge shotgun in the corner of my bedroom to deal with anyone that tried to break in. My deadbolt, key-chain lock, and door lock were secured each night, religiously. One night, I heard a thumping noise in the living room, so I quietly got outta bed, crept to the bedroom door entrance, leaned out, and turned on the light switch next to the door. From that position, I've practiced taking one leap, bouncing off the bed off my back, and grabbing my shotgun. There was no one in the living room, so I checked the bathroom and closets, then finally the door, which was still secured. So, I went back to bed, attributing the loud thumping noises to a figment of my imagination. At the time, I liked to sleep with a pillow under my belly and pillow under my head. Just when I started to doze off, the other side of the queen-sized bed sunk, like when someone sits there. I could even hear the springs going down. I leapt offa my side of the bed and got ready for mortal combat. But, there was no one there. I checked the bathroom, closets, and door locks again, and everything was in order. "Strange," I thought, "I knew someone sat on the edge of the bed." This was at about 2:00 a.m. in the morning (Alaska Standard Time). After I finally settled back down and resumed my sleeping position, my body froze. I was facing to the left side of the bed, and my eyelids were cracked open just a little. There was a very tall, skinny, well-dressed, and mostly-bald Caucasian man standing next to me, with a wicked smile on his face. He leaned forward so that he was hovering over me, and I felt my body being pushed down into the mattress. I chuckled to myself, "Oh, this is what it feels like to be visited by a ghost. Now I can tell my friends." The apparition leaned even farther over me, and I felt myself being pushed down into the mattress even further. I told myself over and over again, "It's only a ghost, he can't hurt me. It's only a ghost, he can't hurt me . . . " However, I realized that he was indeed hurting me. I couldn't breathe, couldn't move. By then, his face was only about a foot above my head, and I was almost out of oxygen. Just before I blacked out, right before I blacked out, my last thought was, "Please, God help me!!!!" Whoosh!!!!! The apparition and pressure instantaneously disappeared, and I literally sprung outta bed. I put my feet on the floor and was gasping for breath. I almost died at 24. I'm not a preacher, but if you, Face, or any of you others reading this, are faced with a similar situation, give it a try. Just ask God for help. That's why I haven't taken the "easy" way out; I exist to help carry out His plan. I've heard many stories of people in such very--and let's face it, scary--situations, so I tell my story whenever I can. Paul (aka "AyaqGuyaq") Edited February 4, 2016 by AyaqGuyaq Fire, Mule and Angel 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options... Awards
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