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  1. There are some questions that when I start asking them in my mind that I know that I am walking on then ice. There is a feeling that precedes those questions that tells me I am skating in a no skate zone. These feelings and questions sneak up on me and when I realize that they have, I must tell myself that I have no reason to go there. I have been down that path and all I have ever found there is pain beyond pain. If you ever feel those feelings and ask those questions and don't know what to do about them there is help. I know where to send you for that help. This time of year is the most dangerous for me because I spend so much time alone. This last week I came to realize that if something doesn't work out I will miss my next family reunion. That hurts but I do not want to be a burden to anyone and so I may have to stay home. These kinds of realizations are what brings the feelings and questions on. It's not anyone else's fault it's just the way it is. Know this this is not a plea for help it's just me putting it down so I can begin the long process of making it make sense to a brain that doesn't want to have to fight any more. Emotionally I am fine but socially I am not. I have always loved to socialize until the last 10-12 years. Now all I seem comfortable doing is sitting in my room alone and playing games on my computer. Don't feel sorry for me but if you want to help came see me and make me venture out from these four walls that keep me separated from the world I once knew and lived in. I need empathy more than someone to feel sorry for me. If you think this different for me then you may not know or understand anything I have said. This is a daily struggle and some days are better than others. This time of year always makes it much more challenging than any other time. I dread the holidays now at this age because I know how the elderly felt when I was young. Somehow I will find the strength to fight on but you may never know my struggle. Count that as a blessing because life is hard enough by itself. There are some special blessings I have been granted though I rarely get to be around or see them. Remember those that are tied down behind four walls.
    7 points
  2. You are not alone Buddy! That is the best part about this big gaming family. We can go into our games with all these other crazy idiots and forget about all the troubles life is and has been throwing at us. At least for a while. Just know that you have soo much to hold on to and your story is not over yet. I attempted to end my story, way to soon, a couple years back. Now I know I can find at least one thing every day that reminds me just how extremely lucky I am to not have been successful at ending my story too early. Keep writing your story buddy! I'm sure you have many, many, many more chapters that soo many of us, in this big gaming family, are looking forward to reading! We are all rooting for ya brother! Take care of yourself!
    5 points
  3. Viprz is right, find one thing, just one, to make the day worthwhile. This life is a gift, treasure it as a gift, and appreciate everything you've experienced, good and sad. Only one you're going to get Dean. We're not here forever, and this life is over all too soon.
    4 points
  4. piglo

    PigLoRen

    thanks @Hawk
    3 points
  5. Timmah!

    Love A Nice Ribeye!

    , , , , , , , , Needs some onions . MMMMM.... . . . Gotta have some eggs!! . .
    2 points
  6. Rotation #13 24 maps by Cobrabites put in rotation 01/03/22 by Pengy map mp_4t4scrap map mp_ancient_ultimate map mp_borisbeta map mp_backlotair_b1 map mp_chateau4 map mp_bjwifi_port map mp_deserttown_v1 map mp_docks_n map mp_dustcod4 map mp_shipment map mp_fart_house_v2 map mp_fubar map mp_ffctaksim map mp_hob_second_c map mp_blue_country map mp_homelandsecurity map mp_kamakura map mp_blue_italy map mp_mirage_b3 map mp_overgrown map mp_mohdv4 map mp_nvabase2008_final map mp_powcamp_v2 map mp_qmx_matmata Server restarted @ 9:18 a.m. EST by Pengy Enjoy!
    2 points
  7. Blackjack keeps taking all my points
    2 points
  8. Just an occasional... return... please...
    2 points
  9. Live every day like it's your last. Anybody who ever died would give you that piece of advice.
    2 points
  10. Biotech

    New Rotation for OWFT

    thank you Skuz and happy new year
    2 points
  11. So happy to hear this @Ruggerxi!
    2 points
  12. Skuz- there seems to be an issue with this rotation.. Trying to play mp_82ab_crossing , after round, map was freezing.. I also could not get the admin panel to work (go to the next map). Not sure what's wrong. Others evidently having issues as they are in the Nam Ft server instead today. Cheers 'E' @skuzapo@Merlin007
    2 points
  13. Merlin007

    New Rotation for DM3

    The next rotation for DM3 is loaded, server needs restart. Small map rotation map mp_agx_shinu map mp_cw_abandoned map mp_egn map mp_give_up map mp_leningrad map mp_opera map mp_sandbox Medium map rotation map mp_506th map mp_agx_abusimbel map mp_agx_eindhoven map mp_argentan map mp_xi_halloween map mp_bf1942_berlin map mp_clum map mp_cw_neuville map mp_decoytrenches map mp_dinant map mp_eindhoven2 map mp_hob_mohdv2 map mp_lao_cai map mp_mohdm1 map mp_murmansk map mp_newvillers2 map mp_pds map mp_remagen map mp_snr_matmata map mp_the_cube map mp_waw_chateau Large map rotation map mp_1078carentan map mp_82ab_nomonha map mp_altered map mp_ax_trainwreck map mp_xi_halloween map mp_bocage3 map mp_castle map mp_cw_bocage map mp_downfall map mp_gb_karkand map mp_industrial map mp_kiev map mp_little_village map mp_nazaire map mp_panzerfact map mp_rhinevalleygits map mp_shallowgrave map mp_southfrance map mp_stanjel map mp_trenchtoast map mp_vm_river map mp_xi_shiro Happy New Year
    1 point
  14. Labob

    Redirected again.....

    Lucky basturd
    1 point
  15. seems TN is lower Tip : Always check with local county laws in Tennessee to make sure you are following any municipal noise ordinances that may be more stringent than state-level laws. i thinks Tim is in new york ordinance not say level but for stae wide is 74dB D.O.T. Tennessee Code 55-9-202 – Mufflers — Muffler cutouts prohibited — Penalty. (a) No person shall drive a motor vehicle on any road, street or highway unless the motor vehicle is equipped with a muffler in good working order and in constant operation to prevent excessive or unusual noise and annoying smoke.
    1 point
  16. MtDeW

    Tried To Beat The Light

    he lives in TN and TN says Fuck CA we do not have codes to stop straight pipes or mods, so i think if he wants to make it less loud he should add a garret T-65 Turbo zoom zoom Timmah!
    1 point
  17. Timmah!

    Tried To Beat The Light

    Tough. Doing Grubhub & Doordash, I pass cops all day. Good to go.
    1 point
  18. Rotation #6 22 maps put in rotation 01/03/22 by Pengy map mp_argel map mp_ava_crossroads map mp_beltot map mp_bjwifi_toujane map mp_caen map mp_carentan map mp_chateau4 map mp_ctan map mp_docks map mp_dooerte map mp_dustcod4 map mp_ghettostomp map mp_hob_second_c map mp_kabul_moh map mp_lake map mp_lut_gholein map mp_mbdepot map mp_mohaa_dv map mp_montargis4 map mp_nmirage map mp_offices_v3 map mp_osg_studio_2 Server restarted @ 12:53 a.m. EST by Pengy Enjoy!
    1 point
  19. Thank you @WldPenguin
    1 point
  20. major-mark63

    Love A Nice Ribeye!

    HMMMM good breakfast also!! staek n eggs
    1 point
  21. skuzapo

    New Rotation for OWFT

    New rotation maps are map mp_82ab_crossing map mp_82ab_chateau map mp_anzio map mp_bellicourt map mp_bridge map mp_cityhall2 map mp_cw_brecourt map mp_eindhoven2 map mp_hill78 map mp_kwanriver map mp_mohdm3 map mp_reichattack map mp_snr_arnhem44 map mp_streets map mp_turm map mp_vm_maichau map mp_wolfsquare
    1 point
  22. lol Tim was going to say wheres the ounions any left over for company coming over with beer to wash it down
    1 point
  23. Timmah!

    Tried To Beat The Light

    It's a Honda Civic LX 5 speed manual. The previous owner was a mechanic & did some modifications. It's not obnoxiously loud & Hondas rev high; their motors are designed to rev high; which lets you jump around through the gears in many fun ways.
    1 point
  24. I hear you still havent fixed that noisy muffler lol.
    1 point
  25. AthenA

    New Rotation for OWFT

    Thank you Skuzy, E and Merlin !
    1 point
  26. skuzapo

    New Rotation For NamFT

    New rotation maps are map mp_1078carentan map mp_agx_eindhoven map mp_algiers map mp_ax_brecourt map mp_ax_trainwreck map mp_broadcast map mp_downtown map mp_dropzone map mp_erdingtonoff map mp_owatatsumi map mp_hangar map mp_jsvacant map mp_lolv2 map mp_nighthound map mp_feba map mp_powcamp_n map mp_republic_1 map mp_rhinevalleygits map mp_tge map mp_townville map mp_waw_chateau
    1 point
  27. AthenA

    New Rotation For NamFT

    Thanks Skuz !
    1 point
  28. Merlin007

    New Rotation for DM2

    The next rotation for DM2 is now running. Small map rotation map mp_agx_shinu map mp_cw_abandoned map mp_hhk_yokora map mp_killhouse map mp_maquina_viet map mp_republic_1 map mp_snr_seals_2 Medium map rotation map mp_506th map mp_78deadsville map mp_agx_depot1 map mp_agxstlo map mp_beuvron map mp_byalistok map mp_canal2 map mp_crash_day map mp_dawnville map mp_downtown2 map mp_dug_in78 map mp_frenchvillage map mp_hob_mohdv2 map mp_mohdm3 map mp_newvillers map mp_paresu map mp_snr_carentan map mp_tankhuntwaw map mp_waw_arnhem Large map rotation map mp_78townville map mp_altered map mp_beertruck map mp_beltot map mp_city map mp_dogville map mp_foy_nite map mp_hill78 map mp_konigsberg map mp_little_village map mp_montargis map mp_panzerfact_winter map mp_rtcwchateau map mp_silesia map mp_sps_xian map mp_townville2 map mp_v2bunker map mp_waw_caen map mp_wdocks Happy New Year
    1 point
  29. AthenA

    New Rotation for DM2

    Thanks Merlin and Happy New Year to you and your family too !
    1 point
  30. AthenA

    New Rotation for DM3

    Thank you Merlin !
    1 point
  31. Thanks, read and noted!
    1 point
  32. skuzapo

    New Rotation for OWFT

    Found a bug in my script for this rotation, sorry about that.
    1 point
  33. Merlin007

    New Rotation For NamFT

    Thanks Skuz.
    1 point
  34. Merlin007

    New Rotation for OWFT

    @E-raser @skuzapo Missing a few maps on the server. These have been added and server restarted. E, don't see any reason why you can't access the panel. PM me if you still having issue. Merlin
    1 point
  35. WldPenguin

    Redirected again.....

    You are not a clan member currently, you will get re-directed to make room for clan members when the server is full. If you are interested in getting your XI tags back, then please send a pm to ROCKAPE.
    1 point
  36. LaRSin

    New Rotation for DM2

    Thanks Merlin.......
    1 point
  37. LaRSin

    New Rotation for DM3

    Thanks Merlin.......
    1 point
  38. That motherfucker's rigged; get better odds at a real casino.
    1 point
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  42. StormCrow

    Here it is Daughter

    I still love the smile of the fella in the background, he wasn't even with our group LOL
    1 point
  43. WldPenguin

    Here it is Daughter

    Same, and it's something you can never unsee
    1 point
  44. Congrats man! It definitely did not affect your bowling game. I mean who chats on a Zoom meeting and hears "Hey Rugger... go bowl a strike", then takes 5 seconds to do it? Boss!
    1 point
  45. The results came back negative for any cancer! Happy Dance!!! I'm so glad they came back before the long weekend. Thank you everyone for the posts, it meant a lot reading them. Exhale.......
    1 point
  46. MHsDaughter

    Here it is Daughter

    This is perfect, better than I expected! Thanks for sharing
    1 point
  47. Hunter1948

    Here it is Daughter

    I was there and saw that LOL.
    1 point
  48. Haha! I had an eagle talon with an after market muffler on it . Sounded just like yours. When I was stopped by the cop I told him I bought the car with that muffler system on it already. He didnt see it my way 200 dollars later lol! Did sound nice though.
    0 points
  49. PHUCKITMAN

    Here it is Daughter

    Was he squealing like a @piglo ???
    0 points
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