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How the holidays make me feel these days!
KaptCrunch and 6 others reacted to BigPapaDean for a topic
There are some questions that when I start asking them in my mind that I know that I am walking on then ice. There is a feeling that precedes those questions that tells me I am skating in a no skate zone. These feelings and questions sneak up on me and when I realize that they have, I must tell myself that I have no reason to go there. I have been down that path and all I have ever found there is pain beyond pain. If you ever feel those feelings and ask those questions and don't know what to do about them there is help. I know where to send you for that help. This time of year is the most dangerous for me because I spend so much time alone. This last week I came to realize that if something doesn't work out I will miss my next family reunion. That hurts but I do not want to be a burden to anyone and so I may have to stay home. These kinds of realizations are what brings the feelings and questions on. It's not anyone else's fault it's just the way it is. Know this this is not a plea for help it's just me putting it down so I can begin the long process of making it make sense to a brain that doesn't want to have to fight any more. Emotionally I am fine but socially I am not. I have always loved to socialize until the last 10-12 years. Now all I seem comfortable doing is sitting in my room alone and playing games on my computer. Don't feel sorry for me but if you want to help came see me and make me venture out from these four walls that keep me separated from the world I once knew and lived in. I need empathy more than someone to feel sorry for me. If you think this different for me then you may not know or understand anything I have said. This is a daily struggle and some days are better than others. This time of year always makes it much more challenging than any other time. I dread the holidays now at this age because I know how the elderly felt when I was young. Somehow I will find the strength to fight on but you may never know my struggle. Count that as a blessing because life is hard enough by itself. There are some special blessings I have been granted though I rarely get to be around or see them. Remember those that are tied down behind four walls.7 points -
How the holidays make me feel these days!
KaptCrunch and 4 others reacted to ViPRZ for a topic
You are not alone Buddy! That is the best part about this big gaming family. We can go into our games with all these other crazy idiots and forget about all the troubles life is and has been throwing at us. At least for a while. Just know that you have soo much to hold on to and your story is not over yet. I attempted to end my story, way to soon, a couple years back. Now I know I can find at least one thing every day that reminds me just how extremely lucky I am to not have been successful at ending my story too early. Keep writing your story buddy! I'm sure you have many, many, many more chapters that soo many of us, in this big gaming family, are looking forward to reading! We are all rooting for ya brother! Take care of yourself!5 points -
How the holidays make me feel these days!
KaptCrunch and 3 others reacted to TheLastColdBeer for a topic
Viprz is right, find one thing, just one, to make the day worthwhile. This life is a gift, treasure it as a gift, and appreciate everything you've experienced, good and sad. Only one you're going to get Dean. We're not here forever, and this life is over all too soon.4 points -
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mw2 146b9 map rotation #13
Roxy! and one other reacted to WldPenguin for a topic
Rotation #13 24 maps by Cobrabites put in rotation 01/03/22 by Pengy map mp_4t4scrap map mp_ancient_ultimate map mp_borisbeta map mp_backlotair_b1 map mp_chateau4 map mp_bjwifi_port map mp_deserttown_v1 map mp_docks_n map mp_dustcod4 map mp_shipment map mp_fart_house_v2 map mp_fubar map mp_ffctaksim map mp_hob_second_c map mp_blue_country map mp_homelandsecurity map mp_kamakura map mp_blue_italy map mp_mirage_b3 map mp_overgrown map mp_mohdv4 map mp_nvabase2008_final map mp_powcamp_v2 map mp_qmx_matmata Server restarted @ 9:18 a.m. EST by Pengy Enjoy!2 points -
I have a gambling problem
GhostfaceJim and one other reacted to Shadow for a topic
Blackjack keeps taking all my points2 points -
How the holidays make me feel these days!
BigPapaDean and one other reacted to YACCster for a topic
Just an occasional... return... please...2 points -
How the holidays make me feel these days!
KaptCrunch and one other reacted to Labob for a topic
Live every day like it's your last. Anybody who ever died would give you that piece of advice.2 points -
thank you Skuz and happy new year2 points
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Hoping for some good results from my surgery
Painsponge and one other reacted to Smeggie for a topic
So happy to hear this @Ruggerxi!2 points -
New Rotation for OWFT
lazymarcky and one other reacted to E-raser for a topic
Skuz- there seems to be an issue with this rotation.. Trying to play mp_82ab_crossing , after round, map was freezing.. I also could not get the admin panel to work (go to the next map). Not sure what's wrong. Others evidently having issues as they are in the Nam Ft server instead today. Cheers 'E' @skuzapo@Merlin0072 points -
The next rotation for DM3 is loaded, server needs restart. Small map rotation map mp_agx_shinu map mp_cw_abandoned map mp_egn map mp_give_up map mp_leningrad map mp_opera map mp_sandbox Medium map rotation map mp_506th map mp_agx_abusimbel map mp_agx_eindhoven map mp_argentan map mp_xi_halloween map mp_bf1942_berlin map mp_clum map mp_cw_neuville map mp_decoytrenches map mp_dinant map mp_eindhoven2 map mp_hob_mohdv2 map mp_lao_cai map mp_mohdm1 map mp_murmansk map mp_newvillers2 map mp_pds map mp_remagen map mp_snr_matmata map mp_the_cube map mp_waw_chateau Large map rotation map mp_1078carentan map mp_82ab_nomonha map mp_altered map mp_ax_trainwreck map mp_xi_halloween map mp_bocage3 map mp_castle map mp_cw_bocage map mp_downfall map mp_gb_karkand map mp_industrial map mp_kiev map mp_little_village map mp_nazaire map mp_panzerfact map mp_rhinevalleygits map mp_shallowgrave map mp_southfrance map mp_stanjel map mp_trenchtoast map mp_vm_river map mp_xi_shiro Happy New Year1 point
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Tried To Beat The Light
Timmah! reacted to KaptCrunch for a topic
seems TN is lower Tip : Always check with local county laws in Tennessee to make sure you are following any municipal noise ordinances that may be more stringent than state-level laws. i thinks Tim is in new york ordinance not say level but for stae wide is 74dB D.O.T. Tennessee Code 55-9-202 – Mufflers — Muffler cutouts prohibited — Penalty. (a) No person shall drive a motor vehicle on any road, street or highway unless the motor vehicle is equipped with a muffler in good working order and in constant operation to prevent excessive or unusual noise and annoying smoke.1 point -
he lives in TN and TN says Fuck CA we do not have codes to stop straight pipes or mods, so i think if he wants to make it less loud he should add a garret T-65 Turbo zoom zoom Timmah!1 point
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Tough. Doing Grubhub & Doordash, I pass cops all day. Good to go.1 point
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freeze tag 1 map rotation #6
AthenA reacted to WldPenguin for a topic
Rotation #6 22 maps put in rotation 01/03/22 by Pengy map mp_argel map mp_ava_crossroads map mp_beltot map mp_bjwifi_toujane map mp_caen map mp_carentan map mp_chateau4 map mp_ctan map mp_docks map mp_dooerte map mp_dustcod4 map mp_ghettostomp map mp_hob_second_c map mp_kabul_moh map mp_lake map mp_lut_gholein map mp_mbdepot map mp_mohaa_dv map mp_montargis4 map mp_nmirage map mp_offices_v3 map mp_osg_studio_2 Server restarted @ 12:53 a.m. EST by Pengy Enjoy!1 point -
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Love A Nice Ribeye!
Timmah! reacted to major-mark63 for a topic
HMMMM good breakfast also!! staek n eggs1 point -
New rotation maps are map mp_82ab_crossing map mp_82ab_chateau map mp_anzio map mp_bellicourt map mp_bridge map mp_cityhall2 map mp_cw_brecourt map mp_eindhoven2 map mp_hill78 map mp_kwanriver map mp_mohdm3 map mp_reichattack map mp_snr_arnhem44 map mp_streets map mp_turm map mp_vm_maichau map mp_wolfsquare1 point
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Love A Nice Ribeye!
major-mark63 reacted to KaptCrunch for a topic
lol Tim was going to say wheres the ounions any left over for company coming over with beer to wash it down1 point -
It's a Honda Civic LX 5 speed manual. The previous owner was a mechanic & did some modifications. It's not obnoxiously loud & Hondas rev high; their motors are designed to rev high; which lets you jump around through the gears in many fun ways.1 point
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Tried To Beat The Light
rexbowan reacted to lTplkey336 for a topic
I hear you still havent fixed that noisy muffler lol.1 point -
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New rotation maps are map mp_1078carentan map mp_agx_eindhoven map mp_algiers map mp_ax_brecourt map mp_ax_trainwreck map mp_broadcast map mp_downtown map mp_dropzone map mp_erdingtonoff map mp_owatatsumi map mp_hangar map mp_jsvacant map mp_lolv2 map mp_nighthound map mp_feba map mp_powcamp_n map mp_republic_1 map mp_rhinevalleygits map mp_tge map mp_townville map mp_waw_chateau1 point
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The next rotation for DM2 is now running. Small map rotation map mp_agx_shinu map mp_cw_abandoned map mp_hhk_yokora map mp_killhouse map mp_maquina_viet map mp_republic_1 map mp_snr_seals_2 Medium map rotation map mp_506th map mp_78deadsville map mp_agx_depot1 map mp_agxstlo map mp_beuvron map mp_byalistok map mp_canal2 map mp_crash_day map mp_dawnville map mp_downtown2 map mp_dug_in78 map mp_frenchvillage map mp_hob_mohdv2 map mp_mohdm3 map mp_newvillers map mp_paresu map mp_snr_carentan map mp_tankhuntwaw map mp_waw_arnhem Large map rotation map mp_78townville map mp_altered map mp_beertruck map mp_beltot map mp_city map mp_dogville map mp_foy_nite map mp_hill78 map mp_konigsberg map mp_little_village map mp_montargis map mp_panzerfact_winter map mp_rtcwchateau map mp_silesia map mp_sps_xian map mp_townville2 map mp_v2bunker map mp_waw_caen map mp_wdocks Happy New Year1 point
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Thanks Merlin and Happy New Year to you and your family too !1 point
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Found a bug in my script for this rotation, sorry about that.1 point
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@E-raser @skuzapo Missing a few maps on the server. These have been added and server restarted. E, don't see any reason why you can't access the panel. PM me if you still having issue. Merlin1 point
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Redirected again.....
Mule reacted to WldPenguin for a topic
You are not a clan member currently, you will get re-directed to make room for clan members when the server is full. If you are interested in getting your XI tags back, then please send a pm to ROCKAPE.1 point -
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I have a gambling problem
GhostfaceJim reacted to Timmah! for a topic
That motherfucker's rigged; get better odds at a real casino.1 point -
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Hoping for some good results from my surgery
Painsponge reacted to Ruggerxi for a topic
They were negative1 point -
I still love the smile of the fella in the background, he wasn't even with our group LOL1 point
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Here it is Daughter
piglo reacted to WldPenguin for a topic
Same, and it's something you can never unsee1 point -
Hoping for some good results from my surgery
WldPenguin reacted to Izumi for a topic
Congrats man! It definitely did not affect your bowling game. I mean who chats on a Zoom meeting and hears "Hey Rugger... go bowl a strike", then takes 5 seconds to do it? Boss!1 point -
The results came back negative for any cancer! Happy Dance!!! I'm so glad they came back before the long weekend. Thank you everyone for the posts, it meant a lot reading them. Exhale.......1 point
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Here it is Daughter
piglo reacted to MHsDaughter for a topic
This is perfect, better than I expected! Thanks for sharing1 point -
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Tried To Beat The Light
rexbowan reacted to lTplkey336 for a topic
Haha! I had an eagle talon with an after market muffler on it . Sounded just like yours. When I was stopped by the cop I told him I bought the car with that muffler system on it already. He didnt see it my way 200 dollars later lol! Did sound nice though.0 points -
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