BigPapaDean

I have some things I will be saying on here in the near future that may make some of you my friends wonder what is going on but just remember what my calling was back in my younger days and you will understand why I say these things. I don't want to sound preachy but I have some things on my mind and heart that I must say. So when you read them just remember its from the ole crazy Dean, but they are from his heart!

Hebrews 9:22And almost all things are by the law purged with blood; and without shedding of blood is no remission. What does this mean in light of what happened on Calvary?

It seems some people just can't be happy unless they are irritating someone!

inanimate things are powerless on their own. This includes guns, cars, alcohol, weed, and even dynamite. I dare you to show me one of these that harms on their own. For any to do damage there must be first a human being using or abusing them without restraint. Remove the animate problem and the "things" remain inanimate!

Have you ever missed someone so bad you just felt totally lost with out them?

When I was trying hard to go to college and improve my lot in life and I met a couple of women who had been going through some very tough times, with broken relationships and were also struggling financially to boot. I had this very cool thought about if I could set up a halfway house where women who were from broken relationships and trying to get their lives together could come there and live and go to school and not have to worry about the roof over their heads and a bed to sleep in nor th...

I have my moments, but just wish they were good ones! Lol!

When, where, how, and why did I stop being me?

Hard to explain to someone who has no clue. It's a daily struggle being in pain or feeling sick on the inside while you look fine on the outside. Please put this as your status for at least 1 hour if you or someone you know has an invisible illness (Crohn's, PTSD, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Diabetes, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, MS, ME, Arthritis, Cancer, HEART DISEASE, EPILEPSY, Autism,M.D. etc.) " Never judge what you don't understand!Iknow just a few! I love you all and God bless you!

this last two days am having a very hard time staying awake! Even when I am awake its only an hour or so if that!

There are times I have all these things I want to say, but when the opportunity arises I don't have enough drive to say them. Then there are days that everything I say and think just sounds all rambled and jumbled up, even to myself!

Ya know something? I just witnessed two grown men having an altercation over a stupid video game. Yeah one was right and one was wrong but still it was a stupid video game. I play them to relax and rid myself of all that pent up tension and then this. I wander what their kids are like playing video games. Mine act just like I do and have screaming fits if they can't win! Lol! Oh well it was good to let my stress go just a little! Lol! Thanks for enduring my world for another 3 minutes! Lol!

I got "Friendly." on the What does your name mean? quiz! http://apps.quizbone.com/portal/541157/1348294143?ref2=f_asp

Yesterday was a day of way to many highs and way to many lows, but by the time it was over it was a great day and God blessed me!

GUILTY? You are sentenced to be my friend for life ! NO BAIL! Copy and paste to all your friends, including me if you get 3 back your friendship is worth keeping...!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

For some everyday living is not according to normal society standards. Its more like driving on this very curvy mountainous road and never having been there before. The ups and downs and ins and outs of daily living are tough for them because they see the world through eyes of what if?

Friday! It is the universal symbol of freedom to come. Yet in my world I really never see Fridays anymore as they are all hump days!

It's been one of those days! Where do I start?

It's such a sad life when someone lets drugs run their life! The following is just one of those situations and she died!

I remember as a child growing up around my father. I remember I use to think he was weird. Now after I have raised 3 of my own I realize that is not so uncommon. Today some 45 years later I can see so much of his mannerism in the way I do things and the way I carry myself. I like to think of it that I am paying tribute and homage to him by being so much like him. These are just a few things I see where I am him all over again. I love you Dad. I miss you so much and would give anything to just...

I am feeling extremely edgy tonight. I am so irritable and I really have no reason to feel this way. Things are for the most part going along good! My friends just send me some very positive energy when you can! Thank you!

It seems like in these days that society has become a throw away society. We live such that if we don't like what we have we just throw it away and get another one we do like, at least for the moment. Even families do this with one another until the family unit is no longer there. If we don't like our marriage we just throw it away and get another. I know I am somewhere in the middle of this. I believe this all started with the idea that convenience was better than quality. Our automobiles ha...

I guess I am just weak as I can't seem to fight the mood swings because my body has a chemicle imbalance and will have from now on! I have tried to fight so many days and sometimes I just plain ole get tired of fighting! I ain't saying it's not worth it but it sure does get hard to keep fighting the loosing sensation I have when I feel this way! This is just one of many days I feel this way but most often than not I approach it as a-matter-of-fact situation for me! there thats all the smi...

I remember as a child I rarely was allowed to stay up let alone able to stay up all night. Now I rarely don't see the light of day on both ends of the night. Night time is rather peaceful though lonely at times. Though most of the time I try to keep my mind busy enough to not have that as a problem. If anybody wants to video chat am always willing here. A nice friendly voice is a wonderful companion and comforting thing to hear. Just saying!

Did you know that the bible we have today wasn't all that common just a couple hundred years ago. I was written over about 1500 yrs. The first printing was about 1454 AD and was the first book ever printed. It was written in 3 languages and interpreted into English in 1382 AD. Western Christians teach that if you are not a Christian you are doomed to hell. My question in light of that is, what about all those people through all those years that had no way of learning about Jesus and why He ca...