customs47

guys... i did one thing, literally one thing, and it wasn't even hateful, and im literally of that race... I get it, i really do but it was one time with one person in the game who i thought would understand it was playful. Its not like i was warned or anything. I see people talk shit in the server all the time and im getting singled out for a word that isn't any more offensive then fuck. I get it i was white calling people all the racist names there are every time i die. But im screwing around with one other person with a word i hear daily... not even more then 3 people in the lobby. I just want to play freeze tag, im not going to say a word.

To be completely honest i use that word every day like its nothing weather with my friends in real life, Cod Online Friends, Promod Friends cause i personally never took offense to it. Its just what i grew up with in New York. In retrospect, I am in YOUR guys server so i definitely should have given it more thought to what i said. But you are right big deal for me or not it wasn't okay to say it in your guys server and i understand the cautiousness when deciding to let me back in. I just hope you guys can see i truly had no bad intentions when saying it but i did say it. You guys can talk it over, but you wont be hearing a peep out of me if let back in the server. -Thank you

Completely Understandable. Thank you for the possible reconsideration, in the slight chance I am let back in I will watch how I act when in your servers. Thank you!

This appeal and its replies are in a public forum and can be seen by all. What server were you banned from?: cod4 XI Freezetag When did you get banned?: 7/14/19 What was your in-game name?: customs What is your game GUID (if known): Why do you think you were banned?: Hey guys, look, I think I got off on the wrong foot and underestimated the magnitude of the situation. I know how toxic gaming communities can get with racism, and appreciate the rules you have in place to prevent that from happening. I want to make one thing clear--I'm mixed race in real life, and grew up in a culture that embraces the term endearingly on my dads side. Upon reflection, I realize that there's no way for my race to be apparent over the internet, nor would it change the standards your server operates on, and it could absolutely offend others. If you consider letting me join again, you won't hear any offensive comments from me again. I've experienced the implications of racism and the hurt it causes, and offer my deepest apologies to everyone present Thought it would be best to make a new, more formal appeal to address what happened appropriately. Thanks in advance for your reconsideration: -customs

like im sorry i shouldnt have said it, i considered it the same as any other swear and i wouldnt have thought saying it once would get me perm banned. i didnt think it would be a big deal, especially since theres no racist implication but cmon a permanent ban?Sorry for saying it, my fault but i really enjoy the hell out of this server.

really.. its all fun. is there really that much of a difference? i rarley ever even talk in chat to begin with. Its one time im literally not even gonna talk in game i just wanna play freeze tag... Its literally no different then fuck or bitch.

you gotta do what you gotta do for your server i feel you but i really wasnt trying to make it serious

Yes honestly it wasnt anything serious or hateful i was just going really hard, i shouldnt have sworn but im so youst to it not being a big deal especially in some of my promod servers thats how we all talk to each other. it was more playful shit talk but i guess still shit talk. I usually wont even talk in the server, but i understand what it is. If theres a chance my ban can be lifted ill watch my language in the server. Its just my favorite server lol. (not that this matters much but in remarks of the n-word im mixed so it wasnt much racism but playful shit talk)

This appeal and its replies are in a public forum and can be seen by all. What server were you banned from?: XI Freeez TagWhen did you get banned?: 7/13/19What was your in-game name?: customsWhat is your game GUID (if known): UYT42DP4MTL2QJUUA2CPWhy do you think you were banned?: I think it was for bouncing but people have also accused me of hacking so im not too sure. if it was for bouncing i only tried to do it when noone else was playing or when people agreed. My bad