Reality for Kush

[AyeAyeRon]

Although i may seem happy and what not in game and in vent in reality, outside of XI shit really sucks. Im in a similar boat to wildthing now, im about to lose my apartment, the owner wont help me so i will be forced to move to my moms house. On top of that which already sucks is i have been helping her with about 1/3 of her bills because she is 55 and works 50 hrs aweek and tries to go to school. Whats even worse is if i dont find something to help pay the bills by christmas ill be on the street. I wouldnt want to drag my mom down with me. So if im not as active as usual im very sorry, or if i dont seem like the same ol "kush" you know why. Its just not fair how 2 people did all of this ruin to me for absolutely nothing. I dont deserve this, im losing my faith in everything and quickly falling back into my depression. It just feels like every step i take forward ill take 3 back. its never ending and its straining on me to make ends meet. Alls i wanted to do was go to college and i almost had the money for it, now i look at my accounts ones over withdrawn by $50 and the other has $150 and thats it, thats all i have now. So like i said if i dont seem so cheery or the same me its because these burdens are taking their toll on my personality along with my sanity.

[FunStick]

Ditto.  but remain positive.  There is always a brigher side.