OK as you say its one of them bad years an a lot of things at mo are winding me up .
As most of you probably know Me and my Mrs split up not long back an hoping above all that we will get back together, Also to top it all She has terminal cancer which makes it even harder. After all weve been through with hospital kimo and the likes and 3 major ops, This had to happen. The main reson for the split was the fact that She wanted to go it alone an under the circumstances I didint think that was a good idea an so a major argument started, Plus the fact that i lost My job in feb and still trying to find work of any sort, And She was on my back about that all the time which didnt do my self esteme much good either.