Rage

My thoughts and prayers are with you man. I lost my mom just this past August after a long fight with cancer. I know exactly what youre going through and im right there with you brother.

This last Sunday I received some bad news that I knew was coming. My mom who has battled dementia quite badly for a few years lost her fight and crossed over. While I was expecting this call I still wasn't prepared for the finality it brings to my life. If I sound kind of lost it's because I feel lost. The woman that taught me most of everything I know about life is gone. She taught me the love of hard work and growing things. She showed me how to love the land that provided me food! Most of all she taught me how to love my family to the end!  
 
I can't go back for the service so I asked them to record it for me and my niece volunteered. I did go back and spent a week with her in August knowing this time was coming soon. Even then it's still a shock when it finally does! I am coping with it so far but if you feel like it please send me some positive vibes when you think of me! Love you Idiots!

This helped my Daughter ALOT when we lost out dog. Hope it helps
 
I explained it to St. Peter,
I’d rather stay here
Outside the pearly gate.
I won’t be a nuisance,
I won’t even bark, I’ll be very patient and wait,
I’ll be here, chewing on a celestial bone,
No matter how long you may be.
I’d miss you so much, if I went in alone,
It wouldn’t be heaven for me.

This helped my Daughter ALOT when we lost out dog. Hope it helps
 
I explained it to St. Peter,
I’d rather stay here
Outside the pearly gate.
I won’t be a nuisance,
I won’t even bark, I’ll be very patient and wait,
I’ll be here, chewing on a celestial bone,
No matter how long you may be.
I’d miss you so much, if I went in alone,
It wouldn’t be heaven for me.

This helped my Daughter ALOT when we lost out dog. Hope it helps
 
I explained it to St. Peter,
I’d rather stay here
Outside the pearly gate.
I won’t be a nuisance,
I won’t even bark, I’ll be very patient and wait,
I’ll be here, chewing on a celestial bone,
No matter how long you may be.
I’d miss you so much, if I went in alone,
It wouldn’t be heaven for me.