BigPapaDean

I just want to say one more time for those of you who missed it the first time. This is my facebook page and I will put what I want on it. I will not ask permission from anyone ar anything. If you don't particularly care for it then by all means delete me as your friend. I don't have to explain myself and I won't for that matter. If you think I need prayers then go ahead and pray for me because i NEED THE PRAYERS AND YOU IF THIS BOTHERS YOU SURE NEED THE PRACTICE PRAYING! i LOVE EVERYONE BUT...

I just wish that I could be normal again. I know its not likely to happen but I can still dream about it. That feeling of waking up wondering what I will be like today and wondering if I run into someone that draws a reaction from me that may be very tense and me feeling like a lion about to pounce on its prey and ripping them to shreds. My friends this is the way I feel when someone decides they are going to get in my face and tell me the what for without even a reason. Thank God I have fri...

I keep saying to myself, "remember when?" I think it would be cool to start a conversation with this and let everyone chime in and put their thought on their memories and you would be surprised how many other memories you have from reading them all! I remember when we only had radio and stereo was the "IN" thing!

I know nobody will read my status but sometimes, when I'm bored, I get wrapped up in a sleeping bag and lather butter all over myself and slide around the kitchen floor pretending I'm a slug!

I made a special bedstead for my daughter for when she both turned 18 and grraduated from high school. I told a certain man about it and when he heard about it he nearly flipped out. You see she loved Gothic styled things. You see not every kid who likes this kinds of things get in with the wrong people and do dumb crazy things. He told me he was a believer and while he was having a whole lot of troubles he wanted to come over to MY home and pray over my home because that bed was in her room...

I need my friends to send me some very positive energy right now whether it is prayers or whether its just positive thoughts or what ever you do. I am sad and I need to be lifted up!

I need some assistance where I can locate some kind of pillow that I can sleep with between my legs! I sleep on my left side and my right leg needs to be elevated abve my heart so I need a pillow to accomplish this! Any help would be much appreciated!

I need some Idiot time desperately! Any takers?

I need someone with Medicare experience to answer some questions for me. As I am on disability and have waited my time to qualify for Medicare both Plan A and Plan B. My question is how much are the premiums on the Plan Band is it worth it? I am not sure what to do what with the Obamacare these days! Please respond if you have any information for me to clarify these questions so I make the right choice! Thank you!

I need to breathe and let it go! Just let it go!

I need to say something that God has been doing for me! To all my lifetime long friends you all know I love each and every one. I have memories that at one time I lost but am now regaining them and those memories are like a life line of their own to me. They come when I need them to give me hope and encouragement at the times no one else is around. Today in this world we live in we have a thing commonly called "social media". Because it is a world wide access thing we can meet people across the globe we would never have know existed before, but they can also be in our own home town and because we are from different generational times we never met. This "social media" has given me opportunities to have friends world wide. Many who I have become quite fond of as we interact and I see how much we have in common.Most of you know the challenges I deal with daily as I share so others know if they have like challenges they are not alone. In doing so I have been lead to some amazing people that my intentions were to help them, but in so doing I have been blessed beyond measure. Some of these people have been very much a God send to me not me to them. They all know who they are and I want to say thank you for being there when I needed you most! If the opportunity ever arises I would love to meet each and everyone of you in person and give you a big hug for being my friend! Who would have ever thought that an online gaming community would provide the chance for me to make some life long friends! Some whom in the last few years have since passed on to the next life. I trust they are now safe and wrapped in that heavenly blanket of love as only He can give! In parting I want to say I have had two opportunities to have two wonderful lives and I have and still am making memories in both! God is so good! God bless you all with His precious love as only He can do!

I often wander why any individual let alone any group would desire to dominate another individual or group? It is like they are born with the need to impede their will on others whether invited or by force. This seems to be applicable at all levels of society. Countries do the same to other countries and dictators do it to whole countries. Have you ever wondered "what if" we all had respect and love for our fellow human beings whether they believe like us or their skins is like ours or whethe...

I often wonder am I the guy that others says, "you are sure stupid"! I think its a reasonable question so I may improve myself!

I remember as a child growing up around my father. I remember I use to think he was weird. Now after I have raised 3 of my own I realize that is not so uncommon. Today some 45 years later I can see so much of his mannerism in the way I do things and the way I carry myself. I like to think of it that I am paying tribute and homage to him by being so much like him. These are just a few things I see where I am him all over again. I love you Dad. I miss you so much and would give anything to just...

I remember as a child growing up on the farm how that you could leave everything out all year and nobody would steal anything. If you were out on the road somewhere and you needed a tool or something to fix something you were welcomed to use anything you needed as long as you put it back where you found it. Then came the time when we were all shocked that one of our own members of the farming community was going around stealing from others while they were gone. The whole idea of trust seemed...

I remember as a child I rarely was allowed to stay up let alone able to stay up all night. Now I rarely don't see the light of day on both ends of the night. Night time is rather peaceful though lonely at times. Though most of the time I try to keep my mind busy enough to not have that as a problem. If anybody wants to video chat am always willing here. A nice friendly voice is a wonderful companion and comforting thing to hear. Just saying!

I remember when I was a child growing up on the farm. We were taught principles that I still count as important to me today. Respect for others was high on the list but also something that goes with it and that is trust! I remember we never ever locked our home and if a neighbor or friend or family member came by and needed to use the phone it was fine to do so. Now in those same farming neighborhoods you double check to see if the whole place is secure. People you think are your friends just...

I thought it was all a bad dream, but then you woke me and I wasn't dreaming. It's for real! Next time just let me sleep.

I want to congratulate the Seattle Seahawks for an amazing season capped by a very impressive win over the record holding Denver Broncos. From my perspective the Seahawks came to play and never gave the Broncos a chance to get started! I really like the Seahawk organization now that Paul Allen has brought respectability back to this organization. They have concentrated on good people who play good sound football and not thugs. To the Bronco fans this day we were beaten by a much better oppone...

I want to wish each and everyone of you a merry Christmas and may you have a safe wonderful time with your family!

I was a supporter when The Broncos signed Payton and now that he is settling in to the job it feels like they are a contender. Tonight they kicked butt but soundly! I know its only the 5th game of the yr but, They are playing better and better. Way to go Broncos!

I was assigned the letter S by a friend. Can you use that as the first letter of a word to describe me? I'll give you a letter.

I was just reading the comments to the original story that yahoo had about the horrible event of yesterday. It seems most everyone is of the opinion that this was the most horrific tragedy of this kind for some time as its toward children! I am glad that we as a people here in America have the heart to show compassion when things like this happens! Thank God for that!

I was made to smile tonight! The turkey dinner went very well! Thanks Stephen you are a wonderful son!

I went for my weekly re-wrap yesterday and I found out that my leg is looking better all the time. There are 4 open sores but two of them are the size of an eraser on a pencil and are feeling in with new skin growing! The third is about the size of a quarter and getting better. If you remember that horrible picture of my leg back in the beginning you wouldn't know it's the same leg! They told me it looks even better than last week with no sign of infection so I am feeling pretty good about th...