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no worries dirty I understan what your saying cheers

i just got home after being in hospital yet again. i have read all your well wishes and am very gratefull that I did. i cant use a laptop in hospital but miranda aka manthis has an ipad so ive been keeping up with forums. anyways I collapsed late one night i cant remember when woke up 3 days later in the hospital. i dont remember much i was sorta in and out of it. I was kinda bummed cause i had the same nurse lo I wlanted the cute 1. i had a high fever and the docs were worried it was phnemonia but my fever went down . my wifes a nurse which helps i knew i married her for some reason. i have yet to start treatment as the doctors want me to gain more weight back i've lost 22 pounds in the last month. I will be home for a couple of days then its back to the hospital for 3 to 4 weeks as they try n get me to gain weight. eating has become very difficult for me but what hasnt. I am in constant pain and just want it to all end . i just want the pain to go away so i can rest im so fuckin tired all the time. even death would be a relief right now. sorry for the bluntness but its how im feeling at this particular moment . just want it all to go away so i wouldnt have to see mysekf wither. jack

welcome GBU glad to see were letting ppl with good sportmanship in but then they let me in. Always ahve fun when your on congrats cheers jack

welcome kiwi I always have fun when your on even though im not on that much anymore manthis says you have a great sense of humor n she must she married me. lol anyways glad your in XI cheers jack

after much thinking and especially talking with the grand puba aka t Rat i have decided that their right now is not the time to isolate myslef. I need to be able to tal k and laugh with my friends even though laughing hurts its what i need. So ill keep my tags a while longer might not be in game very much but ill check in on website. Next week I start chemo so Im guessing ill be a glow worm for a bit but whats not to look forward to right months of being turned into a human lab mouse could be interssting as long as they dont stick me in a maze ill be ok i dont do well on tests. Thank u so much everyone for your concearn through this tough time im gonna make cancer sorry it picked a stubborn scottsman to attack.a special thank u goes to assan8tor buddy your 1 of a kind I took your advice and am searcing cancer groups online for extra support. also I want to thank the toughest chick I know my wife and honey I think it would be good if we renewed our wedding vows with our children and familly there and friends .manny u r the sunshine in my darkened skies a beakon in my darkest hours and i would love to marry u all over again what do u think Miranda u wanta marry me for the 2nd time cheers jack

Im always postive even in my darkest moments i dont believe in freting over things we cant control I mean life is basically like a crap shoot u roll the dice and make the best with what u get thnk you for your compassioncheers

Thank you n know my mother in law cant sing. and i my wife will make sure i follow doctors orderscheers

I am home finally after a week or so in the hospital. So this is what I know for sure. My appendix ruptured and had it removed i also unfortunately lost part of my abdomen and part of my lower intestine.I had a small molignant tumor removed. I also have been told that i can no longer drink alohol so they gave me a buch a pills to cope with pain .I have 2 optons 1 I can go through extensive chemo and radiation therapy or wait it out and hope my body is strong enough to fight the good fight.I also can not return to work anytime soon and depeding on well I cope it could be indefinately.I wont miss the alcohol as much as i'll miss work..I have lost so much in my life and lord knows it hasnt been a good and easy life but it's mine and damnit im gonna fight for it every misserabl litle inch of it.My dailly routine will consist of rest and pills with occasional clinic vissits. It's ironic we can spend millions of dollars to send a robot to mars but we cant find cures for the things that affect us down here on earth. For those of u that have kids or wives and husbands u should hug them and say you love them no one know what tommorow brings or exactly when our last moments may be so do all the things you want to do today. To my freinds Rat Chris sgt scott and especially Boomer I just want to say thank you I know I can be annoying in games at times and say smartass comments but you guys have always been there for me just by listening and asking how I am. I appreciate it .I hugged my baby girl today and litteraly started crying to me familly is everything and its not fair for her not to understand how much i love her I hope I can stick it out long enough for her to be old enough to thats what I wish for well we will see how hard I can fight when have to Cheers and thank you for your kind words

Yeah its a valley wit spawns on top of hillside 1 team and the other side is lower still working on the pathways and slope anlges not worried about texture and lighting yet i usually do that last. still i will be adding tunnels for those of you that like them it will give cover to those who spawn on botom plus sniper perches in trees and some shacks. tunnels are the worst to do by far the hardest. cheers

Here r some screem shots of new nam map im working on. oh and boomer i will let u know about those tunnels i need.The progrm im useing is radiant. still working out avatar characters got a shot of 1 i might go with. hopefully this map will be done soon. cheers

looks good boomer if they run it on svr1 I might even consider comeing bact to that svr. I have to get some tunnel layouts from you my new map is a vietnam map spider holes and tunnels and sniper perches in trees set on hillsideK so mine isnt as good got 1 shack and some trees lol

tlol sounds good bomer havent played svr 1 that much for awhile i try to avoid my wife as much as possibe but im sure gonna check your map out bud cheers

naw Dayton the first picture is when we brought her home first day a few days later when the hairless baby appeared gota love cradle cap

me and manthis saw them when they played in toronto canada good show but david lee roth seemed to forget lyrics then to i agree they r worth seeing

i like Johnnyquest he's a bud so i thought id help him out with his life as a blonde. i've been maried to 1 for 10 years so i learnt alot of blonde terminology. heres just a few blonde Terms 1) Bowel ( a letter like A E I O U) 2) Cat scan ( searching for your kity ) 3)Coma (Punctuation mark ) 4)Diarrhea ( journal of daily events) 5)Impotent (distinguished, well known ) 6)Intensepain (torture in a teepee ) 7)Labour Pain ( got hurt at work) 8)Pap smear (fatherhood test) 9) Pelvis (cousin of elvis) 10) Seizure (Roman emperor) Hope that helps johnny enjoy your life as a blonde

o boy manthis told me u got a dye jobt but i thought she said a tie job lol u look like u shoild the mechanical man at sears. to funny thats why i sleep with one eye open johnny aint no one no way gonna touch my black hair. Johnny listen to that old talking heads song once in a lifetime im sure youll relate to it. favoritte lyric you wake up one day n go this isnt my house and your not my beautifull wife how did i get here. Blondes always understand that . cheers

I havent been playing much due to stressfull times. we just had a new baby girl which is a good thing but also a greater resposibillity. Things at work are not going so well many laid offdue to government cutbacks. conservation officers are being cut forced into early retirement or transfered. over the next year we have been told to expect a total of 1400 lay offs at least 150 have already recieved pink slips.so wondering how long ill be employed for or if i will be t ransferred yet again weighs on me big timet mnr officers are not allowed to strike but there is talk of refusal to work in protest which means no pay. My 3 girls keep me strong my wife MANTHIS my daughters felicity and little roxette I just want to say I love you and we will be ok as long as we have each other. love and familly is everything and everything else is just stuff. cheers love u girls and my xi family

well glad your here but i wonder is it just me or are we getting alot of flightless birds in here . and everyone of them kicks my ass in game. cheers hope u have fun

redneck spelling bee contest if you can burp and spell jour name at same time you win your lawn ornaments consist of 1950 chevy's, bathtub and empty beer bottles your highschool diploma came at the bottom of a two four

welcome doom we havent played against eachoter yet but from what my wife manthis told me your really good if u ever play bf3 ill see u there. i play svr 1 to occasionally so well bump into each other heres a tip for u if u ever kill loco run right away he always has extra nades. cheers and have fun

cute kids cheese so im guessing they take after your wifes side of the family. love your daughters now cause when our daughters are teenagers they r gonna put us through hell I already made up the dady questionaire for potential boyfriends haha and im in law enforcemen so thats gonna be fun. cheers great pics addorable looking kids

This has been far the best father's day for me. my wife manthis gave me a baby girl for fathers day. I think thats the best gift anyones given me. cheers

ti have to admit I tend to be one of the more vocal players in game Ive been told a couple times to just shut up. I really dont have a problem with it if someone tells me to shut up I shut up. then they tell me to shut up shutting up haha.tthe only time i think its a problem is when u get a couple or more players on that are very vocal me and Boilerdon on same team is a nightmare for our side. My wife doesnt use headset often for the same reason that cobrabites said she finds it to loud sometimes so i have to make up for manthis. all in all could u imagine a team that consits of wildthing,boilerdon and myself as well as wardragon haha we'd be to busy yelling at eachother to tag anyone. cheers

Welcome kage so now you wil get the passwords for svr n if your real good you'll get a key to the admin washroom. just remember click your hels together 3x n repeat theres no place like home home being xi cheers i will let manthis know you made the grade Jackk