Back when I first started playing COD4 over in the acemod I use to get my ass handed to me by most every body! I was as terrible a player as you can be. Pitbullpete would carve my ass all day long. 2cutesue would join in the party.I remember I would think, "I wish I was the sort of player that caused others to change how they played because of my style." That's when I begin playing like I do today. The first time I cut 2cutesue he screamed ,"What the fuck happened?" lol That reaction hooked me on the thrill of the slice and dice! My goal back then was to win the knife title every month and be the best there ever was on that server. It took years to hone my style and method to be effective as I am. These days I do not believe I am nearly as good a player as we have but there is one thing I do that changes how others play the game on any certain map! I don't even claim to be the best at what I do but I am the most consistent player at it! If I so much as show my fACE ON THE COD4 acemod you will hear them say, "watch your ass Dean is here!" At that point those there that know me go find a corner to hide in. I guess I wanted this and now that it has happened it seems kind of strange but it is true. Before you think I am tooting my own horn let me say something for you to consider! I have certain disabilities that would make some give up but not me. I have permanent partial paralysis of both hands due to a whip lash injury from back 22 yrs ago. I also have pretty bad eyesight and wear glasses and a dark map makes it very difficult for me to see in. My reflexes because of the paralysis are not what they once were. To illustrate what I am talking about let me show you the following graphs! The first is the DM1 a swrver and the second is the acemod on COD4 which I haven't played hardly at all anymore! So yeah I know why ya'll use martyrdom in games. It's because ya'll a bunch of pansies! blol Just kidding! The moral of the story is, be careful what you wish for cause you might get it!