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If you ever thought you knew anything prepare to never understand that again.

I don't handle death well. I couldn't even successfully kill my own self starting at age 12. Everyone who has died in my life is a conversation. Nicola Tesla said our Soul is bands of unbreakable energy. Let that sink in. The Light Between Us. Look up the D Wave quantum Computer. I will blow your mind. The damn thing works just like Tesla said it does. Every Q bit doubles. The magnetic Flux lines making a 1 or a 0 happens in world's just like ours and they are exploiting there resources. No one ever dies. Keep talking to your friend. I do mine. And yes I am crazy. I keep doing over and over the same thing expecting a different result.

The great news I can legally smoke weed. Can't wait to see all of you on the other side. I appligiz for being so stupid over the years. World is about to go to shit. Everyone please take care.

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. My head was getting to me hard. How many is this now starting will Killa? Every time I come here now someone is dying. Are we that old? I'm in a really strange place right now Chad and just know I love you. Bann me bro. I deserve it.

When I seem your post I was and still am so very proud of you GG. You don't know this but I looked at you like my own daughter. Ok enough of that mushy stuff. My daughter Ezra is making 100 thousand plus and I'll tell you what I told her. People will work for you. She didn't believe me till it happened Thanks for being my daughter for years. It helped me many times. You WILL DO GREAT.

Fear Inoculum. Think about it. Bill Gates. I'm scared.

There is no question if I'm crazy or not. Tool 2019 Fear Inoculum is what gave me the balls to do it. Seen another XI failed. Look... let's talk. Talk and look up to your dad forever.

When your done absorbing that got only one more for you. This song blows my mind and I can't memories it. Way to complicated. 7empest Trust me I'm trying very hard. Tool 7empest. Do me a favor and get the link and if it helps you post it. Song is about to end I'll soon have to get back to reality. The riffs... the vocals. Take care. Ok let me find the link. This shit is epic. No sorry you have to find that song. Crazy song speaking the truth.

This song is for you. I know your angry and super sad. Here is the best song ever to man you up. I'm invincible. So are you.

This song is for you. I know your angry and super sad. Here is the best song ever to man you up. I'm invincible. So are you. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CtiuMnhP3Qk

Dukoo I'm very sorry for your lost. I'm having a hard time coming up with words to say right now. Take care if yourself. There is an author and Laura Lynne Jackson and sheven is one of 18 in the world certified psychic. I have her book call, "the light between us" I seen her on Fox and Friends back in 2015. Getting hard to type in here so I got to make this short. She helped me understand no one ever really dies. He is right next to you. Take care. Now I need a good cry.

Everyone here loves me. I work my ass off and I am 100% real. They appreciate that. Hey life under Bill Gates will be h3ll .

All I got to say is FEAR INOCULUM. 2019 the band Tool. I will be very upset if you bitches get it. I worked for Bill Gates for two.. who cares. Get that first ever RNA vaccine and you will die. I'm on a mission motherfuckers. Fuck you if you don't understand.

I'm living a dream. None of you including Chad will ever understand.

Look. I finally made it to Arazona. A life desire. YOU HAVE been a cattlist for me and I truly want to thank you.

The thing about crack and I we hold zero punch... This is for you my friend. I have never had a real conversation with Rugger aka Chad. Ask him. You and I had many. Chad and ours relationship is a bit different. Chad is XI. We are the talkers. Chad is not. You and I can create drama out the palms of our hands. Chad... no way. Chad knows I had his back for years. He received every PM I sent. Wrong or right I looked up to the guy but it was 100% a one way conversation. You and I talked deep over the years. I still have comfort in our words. . Btw I miss Loader hard. Look I will never change but I will try.

Back on topic soon I'll be building a greenhouse so we can grow food year around. Canning is what we are doing. Tips, suggestions whatever would be much appreachated. Oh I also built a a 2 acer pond. The cows, frogs and other loved it after a couple rains. Dry as can be right now. Rain will come this winter.

Thanks Rob. I always enjoyed your and I's interactions. You were fun to respond to. Before your time I talked about moving here to 4390 Mountain Rd. Bisbee AZ. You will never find where I am btw why I have zero problem give you my address you asked for. Google maps does have the shop and battery room and you can see the solar pannels but no way will you find how to get here. Or am I just seriously directly challenged. Just know a scary place and I'll hear you a mile away unless super windy. Anyway I finally made the move after 8 years of talking about it. I should've come 8 years ago. Every house is sold in town so this badass cabin we are almost done with will sell fast. I'm living a freaking dream. The only reason I even turned my phone back on is so I can keep my appointment's with the VA. Only way to get my medication 50mg of Lumintal or Lumintragine. Otherwise I would turn this phone one. There was a post about me year or so ago and I was being emailed by a Head Admin who will remain nameless. They were poking me and I ended up saying I don't, I forget my exact words but still have the emails.. I didn't want to talk to anyone in XI. I want to apologize for that comment. I was pissed at the time. TBB use to call me but only for technical support. I was having my monthly period and didn't return his call in 2 or 3 days.. and we haven't spoken sense. Budman and I have texted each other but like Cruck... haha Crack we lost contact. Crack called me like 7 months ago to check on me. Love both of them guys. BB and stayed in contact but 2 years or so ago she fucking called the cops on me. Boy was that some fucking drama. Long ass story but thankfully I didn't get arrested. It was very close. Why did she call them I hear you asking, because I told her I was firing all my customers and moving to the mountains in Arizona. No like ask her. Fast forward to 6 months ago my best friend called the cops on me with BB's help haha because I moved here and said I can't wait to die and I fucking can't wait for it. We live in hell. What is so fucking funny the cops drove all the way from Sierra Vista AZ because Bisbee cops don't care and the cops couldn't kind me. 2 days later I turned off my phone. Called my best friend from high school just the other day and told him I wasn't mad anymore. Just wish folks would stop calling the cops on me. If I have a bad day just let it fucking go. My buddy Steve talked to the cops a mile away from me and let them know I was fine. I love it here. Hard at times but 100% worth it. I have built a garage, a house and part of one cabin. This is my new life and I love is so please don't call the cops on me. Hahahaha I freaking love to laugh plus talk about the world and XI was my go to place since 2006. I won't be on much but until they bann me I'll stop in and say hi. Take care.. Jeff

Oh my goodness that fing cracks me up. Hahaha @Rugger is 100% correct. I fucked up so many times I don't deserve another chance. I love and respect the guy so much and for years I was afraid to talk to him. I felt guilty the past two days and PM'ed him letting him know this was hx and he was not pleased. I totally understand. Hey I'll stick around till I'm banned again. Told him I would do so. Untill then have fun with me. I won't take any offense. I'm a walking punching bag and it is all about the attention. Why did I come back? I was board and I thought.. Humm let's go check out XI. I could make this forum rock again. It is who I am. I like to talk... but like Rugger knows once I gain ground I become an asshole. I think it is what mentally ill smart people do. Look I thought I was stupid all my life due to my spelling and reading problems. XI over the years helped change that. I use to studder and couldn't talk in person. Yes me hxtr I couldn't talk to save my life. Hard for even me to believe. In close.. the only lie I told here is Mindcraft. All else is the truth. Rob... oh man I'm still laughing my ass off. That was fing funny.

It's very hard working for yourselfe. You sound like you have the drive and desier. Must be online due to.... the obviouse reasons today. Great job being inovative. Hard to say this but I wish I could afford and support you because I would. That gameboy mold would be cool. Great luck to you. DrD

BTW how the hell did you know I was cixelsyd?

First I thought I conveyed I prefer not to masterbate but at times I must or I will be a wild animal. Second if the mule deer knew my habits they probably wouldn't drink my free water. There is a plan. Third no my Internet is by cell and my phone has to be at least 7 foot on good days up in the air and is very limited. Forth boy if you can teach me to spell you and I will be best friend for life. Fifth... is there a fifth? Fifth, if you want a snake... I will send him one or many. Sixth, AM radio is beyound me. FM.. Puff.. haha 7 foot won't do it nor AM. Seventh, oh crap please explain this stone thing.

A 7 foot Brit or 7 stone ' ' ' ? I had no idea you humans were that tall. Sure your not talking about a Scott? Defiantly not an Irish. I'm starting to feel shorter. I'm also never giving my address out to you. Thought you were nice.

You and me both. Old that is. For some reason I have every GBA rom as well. Not sure where I got them. Pocket Neo Geo as well... what is a Pocket Neo Geo btw? The roms are kind of cool, kind of.

Very Nice... could you add roms? Sad to say I have every NES and SNES and N64 roms for US, E and J. You know because I bought them all right? It has two USB C ports one for power/other and one for a external controller/other but not for power and a HDMI out. Thus far the HDMI don't work..YET.. I think. It might have a new firmware for the HDMI I'm not aware of. I know some guy in Hong Kong got it working. That dude in Hong Kong had Doom working networked playing with a PC. Quite cool. https://www.amazon.com/DREAMHAX-Handheld-Console-Preload-Opendingux/dp/B07ZPD1JM1/ref=mp_s_a_1_5?dchild=1&keywords=rg350m&qid=1604519867&sr=8-5