Zorg

speaking of posts that arnt needed......post count going up

Hi Primal, im sorry to hear about the bad news man, and im also happy you have a new son. My own personal expirance of when i was 6 years old, my close grandfather died. He used to take care of me on weekends so that my parents had time with each other. I knew he had gone into the hospital but i hadn't known why. But when he passed away my father sat me down and told me. At the same time he asked me if i wanted to help carry the casket to the grave. At 6 he had to explain to me what that was because i didnt know. I accepted it because i knew he would be on the other side helping as well. To tell you the truth there was so much going on and nervous that so many people were watching me i didnt have the time to be upset that he had died. I missed him alot. I still do. There was points in my childhood where i need strength and courage to do things and i had looked back many times at that day and said to myself that if i was able to that at 6, i can make it through whats bothering me. I am proud of the fact that i carried his casket and i am very happy my family allowed me to do it. Even though my father passed away 4 years ago i am very proud of him for always telling me the truth about what was going on in the family. While my father was alive i found that trust to be very reasuring to me. To know that no matter what was going on i could always talk to him. I dont belive my grandfathers passing had any adverse affect on my childhood. the way i see it is, either way he will be upset that she is gone, either hes upset now or a few years from now. so him being sad is not the issue because its gonna happen no matter what. the question is will he be able to trust once he finds out he had been lied to. pain and sorrow is a part of life. no matter how happy we want our loved ones lives to be, sometimes we cant protect them from everything. not sure if that story or my thoughts will help you in any way primal. i hope it does though. best wishes

omg hack that was some funny shit

hehehe she enjoyed every min of it

gets a little itchy after a while

cya ripzilla good luck with the clan hope to see ya around

happy b-day rascal, hope ya get some good presents!

hey heff, i understand what you mean, i think there is many of us in XI that do it to other clan members that are our friends, but then there are the people that hit ya once or twice because they are upset in some way. i think there is a differnce in doing it so that the other person can laugh and have fun, some people like me even have binds set up for when people knife me when im frozen. if you are having a problem with someone doing it to you, you should warn them and/or hit up a admin in vent or xfire to see if they can help you. there are many ways a admin can help you and they all seem fair and willing to help out when it is needed. remember a person on the internet dosnt know they are pissing you off until you tell them. they could possably do it just because they like you. also i belive i was told when i joined the clan that the auto freeze function was disabled so that you could shoot through frozen players with out getting yourself killed. i was told it was killing more inocent people then it was helping. my 2 cents....

congrats rascal!!! look out for the twinkies

happy belated birthday killgore!! sorry for being late...

&rel=1"> sshhh dont let him know the secret is in the gun

thanks for getting a new box, it seems very smooth no lag spikes, no ci, and my ping is better

welcome to the clan

killgirl got a hair cut?

If im not working you can count me in for Canada.

Hey! For everyone who knows me as InsideJob, my appoligies for not playin under my name Zorg all these months, but after becoming part of >XI< I figured I should go by my existing name. Hope you all dont forget who I am lol. Hope to see you all in the servers! and many thanks to Rockape for helping this happen!!

I have now changed my name from Insidejob to Zorg. This has been done in agreement with and by Rockape>XI<Adm and all records have been updated.

hey everyone thanks for the warm welcome!! caper it probably would have been easier to ban me lol and thank you to everyone involved in getting me in. im sure it will be great times

hey, sorry didnt really know what to write for an introduction. well i live near toronto (thats canada lol) aged 32 years already you guys in the UK might recognize the first pic its in london... lol caper so true, for me im going south to some warm beach one day, snow is nice to visit but i hate living in it lol kill ya'll later!!!