Angel

Nice pics!

thx janey

Thank you all lots. Dad is now in a private room and resting peacefully. I couldnt be happier, just wanting to get some good news on my brother now, who is still fighting very hard as well.

Thx everyone and that was very nice Juju. My family has had so much lately but finally yesterday, we got a miracle out of it. They gave my daddy a 20% he would pull through this surgery and by the Grace of God, he took that 20% and came to us. Hes resting today and hopefully by mid-week, he will be coming back home. Oh noears, u may not wanna be by me, given the chance..I think I could spend a whole week just crying everything out. But we are on the upside now, I hope atleast.

So sorry to hear this...I know this pain. I lost my dog (best friend) Lexi last year after 13 years. Old age just got her. I still miss her.

I made another post called Hallelujah....it will explain my now happiness and we finally saw a bright day yesterday..a freakin miracle happened before me. Thank you for the thoughts and continued prayers. We still need them, thx!

@@Giggles--thank you very much hun. we all need some serious girl time with this is all done. hugs right back at ya Thx all!!!

So today, my dads doctor came in and told us his heart is in very bad shape. Its either attempt a heart cath or daddy's not gonna make it much longer. The deal is about 10 years ago daddy was on his way to a massive stroke, anyway short story...the sac that protects your heart is gone from daddys heart, it had to be removed. So that made him to where he is NOT suppose to undergo that kind of stuff. But it was either take the chance or he wasnt gonna make it anyway. We all agreed to take the chance. About half way thru, the doc calls and tells us its worse than he thought, daddys heart in just 2 months time had been damaged by 56%. If he stopped, daddy wouldnt make it but if he continued, theres only a 20% that daddy will make it. I lost it!! I broke down and I screamed and cussed at God and I promised if he took my daddy, I would loose all faith I had and I would never forgive him. I guess it worked cause HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!! by the grace of God, my daddy came through and now his heart will be stronger than ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My faith is back and fully restored...I guess its true, God comes through, even if not at the time we want, he did come thru and I am forever sorry and my heart and soul is back with God!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you all for the prayers and support, now lets just get him home and my brother back to full health!! Please continue to pray, thx in advance.---My family and I!! A special thanks to Cspears cause even tho we have been thru alot lately, I know either one of us can pick up the phone and the other is right there...Ty and I love you! I am so blessed to have my family, when times are hard, the waiting room is full of love, support and prayers!!!

So they told us this morning that his heart muscle is weaker but he is breathing better. We are still awaiting word on whats to happen next, just please pray. Its too long to explain but my daddy cant have stints or stuff done to his heart so we NEED those prayers please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday My Heartbreaker!!!!!!!! Sa te fut acum?!!!

Thx guys!! I am trying but seriously, my faith is slowly going down....

Praying for ya hun!!

@@AstarRN--thank you girl. I believe ya too, you always hit me up on xfire and ask how I am. I appreciate it so much. You and giggles have both been good at keeping in touch. Thx all!! Well in all this tragedy going on, I finally have some great news....My niece delivered a healthy baby boy today as all this was going on! Thank God this one came out all right and healthy as can be. His big sister is the one who was a complete and still is a walking miracle. I will post pics soon.

So right now there is still talk of a heart attack but right now hes got alot of fluid on him and they are getting it pulled off him. He does have congestive heart failure. I just got back from seeing my daddy and its killing me!!!!! He looks so bad and it takes all i have in me to not break down and cry. Ive prayed, cussed, yelled, everything....I need to be shown something positive cause right now, my thoughts are not what they should be. Thx all and just keep the prayers coming. And my brother, well hes back in with some doctors, running tests but right now all we know is they are gonna have to give him blood, his blood was very low.

Send my thoughts and prayers.

My brother 2 weeks ago had a blood clot travel from his leg to his lower lung, before that we learned the bone will never be able to grow so its rods and maybe just maybe bone grafts done on him and thats if they can get the infection gone and everything clears up, hes still fighthing and now my dad is in the hospital again, this time he may have had a heart attack on me today. I seriously cant take much more and my faith is dying. But as I say that, Please pray for my family!! We need it!! It is never ending right now for my family. I lost my 24yo cousin just a few weeks back and with everything....Im breaking! Sorry for this vent but seriously Im at the end of my rope and it just is not stopping so its either pray or give up. I am trying really hard to not to give up.

Welcome Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Missed ya, good to see you back around

Sending prayers his way.