well to be honest with you guys and girls....i really dont know how im keeoing it together.
what i do know is that ive been playing alot more on cod 5 getting in more game time. i find the aggression i take out on it helps lol
oh and this is the truth, last night i went to the pub with some friends and decided to get pissed coz i felt i needed to. played darts and stood to close to the board, one dart bounced off the board and went straight into my arm. i mean i took the whole damm needle . the look on my friends faces wen i pulled it out was a treat. it hurts like hell today lol. i got home late and had the mother of all domestics with the wife, shes not talking to me now,
so i think theres still some shit to come in my life but im now thinking that if i can get rid off it by the end of january ill have the best year ever... im trying to believe that my cup is still half full