I cam home from work to find dog passed over night before i got home from work , and i could barely stand. I laid by her and cried my eyes out all day today. Just a terrible terrible day for me right now. But i also thank dukoo, exkamizae,google and everyone else that helped me smile and feel a little better in game. The reality of losing my best friend of 10 years is heart breaking and i feel the weight sitting in my chest for i miss her very much and it hurts knowing the next time i walk thru the door she wont be there licking me, wagging her tail and over joyus to see me.She wasnt just a pet to me, she was family, she was my best friend. She was the one who listened when no one else cared, never judged me and was the only one who ever stuck by my side and witnessed the bad things that happened to me when i was a kid. She cuddled with me and my mom when a bad ice storm hit and we were out of power for 3 days to keep us warm. She was my guardian and one of the best things to happen to me. I chose her at an adoption pen at petsmart. She was the only dog that wasnt playful and had no kids around her. I immediately looked in her eyes and saw that she was exactly like me. no one liked her, no one wanted to play with her so i took her by the leash and we were inseparable since than. 10 years went by so quickly and i asked god to give me some more time, but i guess he didnt want me to watch her die. i miss her....i remember saying for years that i wouldnt know what id do when she leaves this world, and now that the day is here im lost. No one can comfort me and i feel in a fog. I might not be in the server for a few days.....in plain im devastated. Im sorry all if im not my usual happy go lucky self but we all cant always win. and i just lost...BIG TIME.
Thank you all in XI who helped me smile a little bit today
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