this isnt my official withdrawl from XI but im just posting to let everyone know. I wish i was just joking around but in all seriousness I just found out i owe my sister $1,400 because i couldnt get any of my "friends" to help me move junk from my old house, so im forced to pay an extra months rent of 875 + 600 most of the deposit the fuck head of a landlord took from my sister. Which forces my hand because not only do i have that but im stacked on bills and just cant seem to get out. I will probably end up selling my computer, my xbox my tv and everything. It just sucks..... i helped these people out when they needed to be moved and never asked for anything but the one time i needed help no one was there. and im just tired..... im tired of stressing im tired of all this causing rifts between me and my fiancee im just tired of it all. I had to push back the date of my wedding because we cant even start paying for it. Everytime something looks up i get body slammed right back into the ground worse than before. and before any of you say "quit buying so much weed", i hate to tell you but ive been sober now for about 9 months because of all this. I chose my fiancee, my bills and our livelyhood before a bag of grass. Im so mad all i can see is red right now but this is just an FYI post that if in the future im forced to leave one of the best places ive ever been.