I've been absent from the server and game due to being hospitalized for my depression, and general depression. Also, my machine turns itself off periodically without warning. . Being in XI means a lot to me. I promise to be back in game soon. My psychiatrist says that I should force myself to do things I enjoy, and I enjoy gaming. With depression I basally sit around and feel worthless, so It's been hard to do things I enjoy. I have off tomorrow and will try to play. I know I'm not very good at it, and this absence will only make me worse, so please bear with me on that.