When anyone who truely knows me looks at me they dont see anything but a smile, a laugh and a good time. But this time im being pushed too fucking far and im not one to push back... until now. Now your probably curious as to what the fuck im talking about but sorry this is a little venting because i cant seem to do it on social networks n shit because of family, work and blah. But ive learned and still learning the odacity and sneakiness of women. Now dont be all getting offended but as of my statistics ive seen 9/10 girls that are pure full blooded cats. Sneaky and usually up to no good. this girl ive been talking to for about a month now just blew my mind. I fucking found her stranded one day and shes been a good friend of mine for a couple years n i drove around for hours and we talked. She and i have had rougher than normal pasts and so we swapped conversation and really got to know each other on a different level. We started cuddling and kissin and shit. Shes lay in my chest and be as close as humanly possible and in the moment it was the delight of my life. Was fucking perfect as she stated more times than i can count. We had this cute innocent thing going on. Walks thru the park, long drives, dinner bowling movies blah blah blah. Nothing too serious. But i pay specific attention to peoples patterns and habits. Over the course of 2 weeks it goes from talking non stop to maybe a text or 2 a day. When i know she looks at her phone when she gets a text. She'd ditch me, or just not reply. Im not one to show emotion anymore because purely im the nice guy. Im the sweetheart, im the one who opens doors, pulls chairs out and all that sweet shit. Bitches love it but yet always go for the asshole.... then have the clankers to go around saying that good guys dont exist. FUCKING TEASES !!!!!!!!!!! if its going great why leave it ? it doesnt make any type of common sense. If your comfortable and extremely happy in the situation your in currently why leave n ditch out to fuck around with an asshole that YOU KNOW will hurt you ? I mean am i speaking in common sense or is this concept just beyond the normal human capacity ? Im slowly learning to say fuck em! Its retarded and shady as hell. But they always come back and ask for a 2nd chance... but no more are given. Take your best shot, because you only get one. I know i know im not supposed to let bitches get me down but i mean damn. Im looking to be happy and they claim their happy but just Dip out... Im not normal, i do suffer from extreme depression (weed helps that alot) and people say im paranoid...i just say im 3 steps ahead. But my question to the ladies that can shed some light on this annoyance...WHY ?!?! why do they tear people apart knowingly and still be able to sleep at night ? I know girls that have mind fucked guys to the point of suicide. and its fucked up... why play games when you can just be chill n happy ?
Sorry of your offended. I dont mean bitches in a negative way but as a descriptive word for girls that act fuckin retardedly. But ya sorry i had to vent somewhere but i doubt most you care at all.