My mother passed away last tuesday oct 17 th.
She left us like she was sleeping eyes shut and relaxed .
She was fighting a fucking lung cancer ( even she quit smoking in late 70's) for almost 3 yrs.
It took me a few days to find the strenght to talk about it.
Since i lived far from her i didnt saw her since 8 days before, and she was ok enough that no one would knew that shes gonna left us that early.
I think that was her heart that failed do to medications..
Now im feeling that something was forced removed from my gut and soul , its like im lost a bit...
My only regret is i didnt talked to her enough . So never say tomorrow when need news of a close one.
She was the bound and the reason of our family and shes was always up to do a big feast for holidays to reunite us .
I will always missed her!
I love you mom!!!
Here is a picture took for my 60th anniversary last august with my father and 3 brothers at my parents home in Blainville Quebec.
Clockwise from upper left: Michel , Pierre , Daniel , me , my father Jean-Marie , and my mother Cecile.
My parents are both from New-Brunswick Canada .
THX for reading me
Mark