Angel

WHATEVER!! We will see. I know this will be the year we get 'em. Thanks for the tissues, I will make sure to save them for u cause ur gonna need 'em. To cushion that ass-beating

I have one.. I have a group of guy friends that do this ghost haunting stuff and me being me I didnt believe it. I gave them a really hard time about it until finally one of them said then come with us one night. I agreed and I was ready for just a fun nite. Well the house we went to had a very bad history. It was an old mill house but this was back in the day of well, I dont know if I can say but anyway this group of people hung a man in this house. And well the murder history went on from there at this house. Well pulling up to it, it had a creepy feel to it but I still just went on my way. This one lady that was with this group started feeling sick and then she said she was feeling lots of pain, anger, and so much sadness. I was like what the hell did this lady smoke before she got here. LoL! But anyway they broke it down into groups and I was in the first group to go in this house. Well the back bedroom is where this stuff "supposedly" happened. Well they are doing things with their lil machines and asking questions when she said there is lots of anger in here...its very strong. I was like well if something is here and its angry come on and show me. Do something to me cause I dont believe anything is here. Well the temp like dropped crazy and I was like ok lets move on. Well I was the last person to walk out of that room when behind I heard this growl and I was thinkin, damn is there a dog here that we didnt know about but before I could turn around to see, I was pushed forward and this burning, sting was on my back. I screamed and I was yelling get the f*k out of here. When I got outside and pulled up my shirt, there was a medium size red spot on my back. I dont know what did that to me but after that my ass didnt go back in that house and I didnt go back to anything with them again. But later that nite the same woman that said all this stuff was in the same room and something yanked her cross necklace off her neck. Anyway, the next day they called me and played back this tape and u can hear the growl and then me yelling and screaming. Freaky!!

And by the way.......F U Rugger!! 6 secs this time tho...

Wow!! Thank you Baldie!!!! *claps* Yea I never realized this would be such a problem....wow!! U know what tho...I dont have to check my attitude at the door...its the same attitude I have always had and well guess what Im always gonna have it. Just like u have urs. P.S. I have to agree...very nice statement coming from one of our admins. Looks like someone needs to check their own attitude before they tell someone else to check theirs. And Im really not bitching that much at u Gorilla...its someone else who got under my skin. *sorry I hit post before I was finished...tryin to cook and post at the same time is not workin for me.. *

Ok first of all....I think I did the right thing in my situation...constantly gettin pms and messages and threats of being banned because I was seen playing without my tags was a bit too much. U are dumb as hell if u think I just willingly gave up my name that I have had since I first began gaming when I was 18yo...well actually I was RunawayAngel but when I joined XI, I had to shorten it to Angel. I did the name change because it was easier to sort out that it wasnt me and this person hung himself...it was just a matter of time. I couldnt say the real reason on the post about the name change just for the fact I didnt want this person to read the forums and then he would know what was going on. But I did it and I was patient until it happened and I waited just a lil longer to make sure he wasnt gonna find a way to come back. And yes I have to agree with Harry, ur post was rather insulting and I will speak my mind to you in a private pm, I will be the better person here for once and not say what I really wanna say here for all to read. And thank you Baldie and the others that agree I did the right thing and really why I did it is nobody's business but the admins I dealt with over this but I felt I needed to explain. Thank you!! P.S. Ur whole thing about hiding from something....lol. Thats funny! I have nothing to hide from, I still spoke on the microphone and I was still the same ol bitch I have always been. And I played and posted just like I always have. This bitch aint hiding from anything!!!!

LoL...I will give a small break to him then. But yes I like Angel better and thank u guys! I never wanted it to change but had to do something for a bit to settle the confusion but luckily its all sorted and Im back!! Woohoo!! LoL!! Pickled Angel with a blunt...u better look out.

Ok well for people like Gorilla and LiLA....I did a temporary name change because there was another person using the name Angel. At first it was just like mine, then it changed to all caps but people were pming me and asking me if that is me playing without my tags and i was gonna be banned. This went on for a month and then he got stuff started and people were comin to me thinkin it was me. So now this person is no longer on our servers and I was allowed to get my name back. So before u say something like keep ur name or something to that effect..........know what ur talkin about first please. Thank you!! And no, u dont wanna tick me off P.S. Not tryin to be a smartass either here but being blunt.

Yes....Deejaykeg it wasnt meant to be a true story. It was just showing that u shouldnt take marriage or life forgranted. And ur welcome guys...trust me comin from a woman...the littlest love you or something very simple like bringing us a drink means alot to us. Least for me anyway. P.S. U didnt read too clearly..no where does it state that it was a true story...just someone wrote this to make people realize how special a marriage is. Or just life in general..cause one day u could be fine and the next gone. And yes Bushape..that is wonderful.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband.... The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

The Pickled Angel could be more than ya'll can handle....

LoL!! Hell no..I never give up on my pickles....mmmmmm so good. And I love the name pickles but everyone is still callin me angel and the one causing probs is not here anymore so i wanted it back lol And for bob...angel is back

I have now changed my name from "Pickles" to "Angel".This has been done in agreement with and by Rockape>XI<Adm and all records have been updated. Thankfully going back to the name Angel

Well Blackcat...welcome to my world. That sounds like the kind of day i have everyday...lol. Gotta love that natural grace.

Happy Birthday to you sexy fellas....have a good one.

Hello and Welcome!! Enjoy!

welcome to xi

Happy Birthday!! Hope u have a good one.

awww..cute but i liked ur old one better.

This morning, I was a new mommy. So I was running late to work cause of course the baby woke up hungry and me being her source of food, I had to let her eat and she was a lil piggy but afterwards I gave her a bath and then handed her off to my mom while I went to work. This was during the time my family and I owned a tobacco and beer store, I was in a great mood and went and got biscuits for everyone and when I walked thru the door I remember seeing my sister-in-law just in tears and her mouth was dropping to the floor and so I was like, "what the hell is wrong", and she said look at whats on the tv and as soon as I turned the corner I saw the second plane hitting the towers. I just dropped everything in my hands and stood in shock. It seemed like forever that time stood still but it was probably only a few minutes I put up a sign and we all went home to our families. Never forget that day as long as I live.

Never forget this day....still praying for our nation and all the families who lost a loved one that day. Great Vid. and nice post. Ty.

LoL!! w/e danko.....he cant. Hes the one that came up with the saying on my sig....embrace the pickle.

Love that song!!

Just wanted to wish u a very happy birthday....have a good one hun.

lol.......ummmm

glad ur gttn back on ur feet Janey, congrats