Lil Acorn, I feel the pain , the sorrow, and the anger you feel. I have deepest empathy for you and your family. I lost my Dad 28 yrs ago and I still miss him so bad sometimes I still cry! I just want you to know that in your pain and sorrow you are not alone but as the previous messages gave an inclination to we all feel for you and support you and your family. There is a verse in the bible that says, "Presious in the eyes of the Lord is the death of His saints." God is feeling your pain right now also. It is Him who will see you through this. Only He can give you peace in the mist of a storm. He carried me when I thought I couldnt go on any longer! Just lean on Him and He will stay by your side!