BigPapaDean

Okay so I am home now and I have some good news and some not so good! First the not so good stuff! I cut the bandage off this morning to take a shower before O went and I noticed it was very tender in certain areas of my wound! So when they re-wrapped it they switched to a saline solution type bandage that is noted to remove things that could and probably inhabit it from healing as much as it could have. Which is probably why it was so tender! Now for the good stuff all my wounds have showed...

In about a half hour I am going for another Dr appointment about my leg! Had a super good week with it and maybe will be going to a wrap where I can take it off so I can take regular showers! Better yet is the fact it's getting better all the time! Love all you guys and keep praying things keep improving so I can be normal again! Whatever that is lol!

I went for my weekly re-wrap yesterday and I found out that my leg is looking better all the time. There are 4 open sores but two of them are the size of an eraser on a pencil and are feeling in with new skin growing! The third is about the size of a quarter and getting better. If you remember that horrible picture of my leg back in the beginning you wouldn't know it's the same leg! They told me it looks even better than last week with no sign of infection so I am feeling pretty good about th...

Today at the Dr I had a exceptionally fantastic review! My Dr was pleasantly surprised with my progress since I been on this new antibiotics! I was told with the progress of last week and it if continues at this rate he will declare me healed of this horrible ulcer! I will still need to do a maintenance preventative program for the rest of my life . That means I will switch from a weekly visit to a permanent kind of wrap that I can take on and off as I need to. I am actually stoked about this...

I have a favor to ask of my friends. My BP has been high and I am on a program to bring it down and as far as I can tell it's dropped quite a lot. There is another issue that I need them to help me with also. I hyave quite an infection on my lower right knee. I hurts a bunch and it feels like someone it poking me with a hot iron . It's so bad it keeps me awake at night. I am lucky to get a couple hrs sleep per night. Please pray that they will find answers so I can get back to normalcy for me...

jetzt bin ich mal gespannt, wer antwortet Wie viele kennen wir wirklich aus unserer Freundesliste??? Hier ist eine Aufgabe für euch: Ich wünsche, dass alle meine Freunde einen Kommentar zu diesem Status schreiben!!! Wie sie mich kennengelernt haben. Nachdem du das getan hast, kopiere diesen Satz in deinen Status, so dass ich dasselbe für dich tun kann (wird sicher interessant). Also: Woher kennt ihr mich??

well this is the tell tell day of what is happening with my bp. Even if I can't afford it my health is more important than that. Tho if it has gone down much at all then I won't be needing to go in every other 3 days. I cannot afford that. If you see fit lift me up in remembrance! I could really use some great news for a change about my health. I have a lot of issues and I haven't shared them as I feel like I am complaining when I do. I believe I will be fine. Not perfect but fine!

You never know when some unexpected event will pop-up and change your life forever. Yesterday I went in for a routine Dr.'s appointment and was immediately she told me to get to the emergency room and check myself into have myself monitored. My BP was 228/140 and for years its been 180/around the century mark. Well this really scared me and I had to take a deep breath and take it all in. I had a friend take me and I checked myself in and the long nightmarish night began. The Dr came into my r...

Two years ago my life was changed forever! Even tho that change was not really there until a few months ago I always knew she was there and that someday she would get to know me and love me as her "Papa". I love the times she wakes in these great moods and when she walks by my door she smiles really big and says, "Hi! Papa! My heart leaps from the joy knowing she loves me. Those little conversations she takes time to have with me even tho I don't understand most of them. Two days ago she came...

When someone we know is in trouble we feel lost and do not know how to help them. It's so easy to sit and judge and say if it were I this is what I would do. I have learned through the school of hard knocks that is not the right way or proper way to think. If we just take a moment and consider the situation and ask ourselves this one question, "If this were me how would I want to be helped?" After answering this all important question ans asking for guidance if it indeed is meant to step in...

What is the humidity outside? I mean it's like 80 plus and the humidity is so high I can't move without sticking to myself!

It's another Friday and I want to wish everyone a very happy Friday and even more have an excellent and safe weekend!

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Today, on June 25, 2013, by making full use of my mental faculties and my ownership of this account in Facebook, I declare, to whom it may concern, and in particular to the administrator of the company Facebook, and any other company that views my site, my author rights are related to all my personal information, comments, texts, articles, illustrations, comics, paintings, photos, professional videos and other publications in electronic format that I spread on this site under my signature. Th...

I need someone with Medicare experience to answer some questions for me. As I am on disability and have waited my time to qualify for Medicare both Plan A and Plan B. My question is how much are the premiums on the Plan Band is it worth it? I am not sure what to do what with the Obamacare these days! Please respond if you have any information for me to clarify these questions so I make the right choice! Thank you!

Sometimes I don't see the reality of life and I feel it passes me by because of that. My heart has always been to help others when they need it and ignore my own. I sometimes wonder if that includes my family. It's like when you know something is wrong but for whatever reason I just cannot figure it out. Regardless if I ever know why I feel this way I still know most of the time there really is something wrong that I may never know what it is. They say that the apples don't fall to far from t...

Am hoping today brings about some good news for a change! I know there are a few of us that really could use the positive reinforcement so to speak. Amen!!!

There are times when tragedy happens we want to say or do something to try and make it all better but the best thing we can do is to stand still holding the ones up and watch the glory of God and His great love shine forth in ways we cannot fathom. This has been one of those days! I am fine but some of my dearest friends are not fine. From cancer to losing a child to a marriage breaking up. I have experienced some of this and have a slight inkling of the feeling involved. Yet I feel so helple...

It's finally time for me to hit my temporary grave and know nothing at all for a few short hours. I know some of you are thinking what do you mean temporarily know nothing. I will see ya'll in a few hrs! Night!

Lately I have been tested on the spiritual side of my life. Not in the normal way you might think but in the way that gets to me the easiest at this stage of my life. The reality of nit is is there really is no reason I should let this get to me, but I do. FYI I have anxiety and it can be caused by numerous things and events going on. I have someone in a group I belong to that has really become a thorn in my side. The funny thing is it's really nothing more that I had to chide him for his lac...

For some reason trouble seems to just follow me. Where can I hide from it? If anyone knows please speak up.

I just wish that I could be normal again. I know its not likely to happen but I can still dream about it. That feeling of waking up wondering what I will be like today and wondering if I run into someone that draws a reaction from me that may be very tense and me feeling like a lion about to pounce on its prey and ripping them to shreds. My friends this is the way I feel when someone decides they are going to get in my face and tell me the what for without even a reason. Thank God I have fri...

You know it's funny how much some of us have come to depend on our puters for our communication and our entertainment. Years ago I never even thought I would be where I am today and thereby didn't give it a thought that this could ever happen to me. A few years ago when I was privileged that my son bought me tickets to go see my family in Arizona they quickly noticed how I was tied to my smart cell phone. I wouldn't even lay it down anywhere except where I was sitting or laying down. It was l...

Can't seem to get enough sleep today! Bbl!

Tomorrow I will call my dear sweet mother and wish her a happy Mother's Day! I miss her and worry about her. I wish I lived out there but right now I am needed here too much to be able to go. I am hoping by this time next year I can go back and see her. If you see her tell her I will call her and most importantly I love her. Oh and HAPPY MOTHER"S Day to the rest of all you special ladies out there too!