Ok hold the hell on wildthing....talk to me. Me and U have had some convos before and I am here if u need to again. I have been there buddy. I have come close to loosing everything here not to long ago, when I was getting a divorce. I had my own business but we ended up closing the doors thanks to the big rich man and then I was a stay at home mom and then I was gettin a divorce few months later. But I hung in there and its sounds funny coming from me but prayer goes a long way. I managed to have a local bank have my house and we worked out deals and we did this and re-did my house to give me some time to get up some cash. Its been a long hard battle. But I made it....and now its hard, but I have my house and a new life. I honestly was ready to give up myself but thanks to my daughter and my best friend, Christy, I hung in there and didnt give up. Now I am just making it and I have a wonderful man in my life. Over a year later, so it wont happen fast or easy but it will happen. Hang in there buddy of mine. Hit me up honestly and we can talk.