MY HEART BREAKS

[SHADOOW]

hello,

  just wanting to let everyone know that for the past few days i have been talking to my daughter and trying to figure out how i can get her into her own place,

she is the one that has made the most proud grammie in the world with my little baby buggaboo,

because of her dilema,

i have had the worst mingraine ever,

got some meds for them yesturday when i went and saw my nuerologist,

by the first of next month i will be sending every bit of my money to her so she will be able to get a place,

and her mother in-law is also helping out as much as she can for our children,

i have stayed off of TS be cause i didn't wish to sound like the biggest jerk in the world because i was in such pain and my mind just wasn't a very nice one,

i did not want to hurt any of my friends with extremely harsh words that could never be taken back.

please forgive my absence.

[FunStick]

aww no wonder I dont see u..  im like where the hell is she????   If you NEED ANYTHING  let us know.   We <3 u Shadow!!

[SHADOOW]

thank you,

i'm just really trying to be strong for my babygirl and my baby buggaboo

[PHUCKITMAN]

Hope your feeling better today and it sounds like you have a good plan in place to get her where she needs to be. God Bless you and have a great Christmas and a Happy New Year. Yes we all love you here Shadow and we always miss you

[SHADOOW]

being strong for my babygirl, has made it so i can forgive others for their faults in life,

got to accept the good with the bad even with your own faults,

and then you can grow and correct your own faults so they can hurt others,

my babygirl is my heart and the means to keep doing what i do as a person,

love her with everything i have as a person and always be there for her,

even if it's means giving her my every last bit to help her and my baby buggaboo,

that is a strength of love

[SHADOOW]

in the month of january i will be sending 600.00 dollars to the in laws of to my daughter to get her an apartment as a surprise. the mother in law is also giving the same amount of money for food and for other expenses. this will be the biggest christmas gift ever to our children and to our baby buggaboo,( our grand daughter). we both know they are going to start crying and that is alright in our hearts, it tells me and the in laws that they appreciate what we have done for them, tears of joy are priceless, especially when you know they are directly from the heart. my babygirl is my life, and my grandbaby buggaboo has no price to what myself and her other grandparents will do for my duaghter and their son. we are both proud of our children even in the most harshes part of the econemy, we are both here for them to help them with whatever is needed. they are our hearts

 

[Milky]

No worries shadow!!! dont worry about it!! we understand!! we are family!!

[PigDog]

Shadow, never apologize for taking a little time for yourself, we all understand.  Merry Christmas and best wishes to you and your family.

[SHADOOW]

i know this in my heart about the >XI< family, and it's a grand feeling,

  i just feel so guilty because i am not able to help my >XI< family as well,

it hurts me not to be able to contribute to this most fabulous family,

even though my bloodline is more stronger, the guilt is still there,

this clan has accepted me as one of their own,

and that means a great deal to me,

i whole heartedly want to contribute to this most grand clan,

 that said, i just feel so guilty i am unable to,

i will however send in a contribution to the donations to keep this wonderful site up and running, but by another clan member because i only deal with cash,

 banks can close down at a whim,

so money talks and everything else just looks like a bit of poo,

 so i'm just stating that as soon as my babygirl and my grand daughter is set and don't need the in laws or my help anylonger then i can give to the clan contributions,

i so love being a member of the extreme idiots

[Nobodygood>XI<]

been there, all I can say