I am BACK Bitches!
@ShadyBrady I expect a little something special from you!
Seriously, one of the hardest thing I have ever had to do. The hardest thing I have ever had to do was to say goodbye to my twin boys that died at birth in 1990. And this was damn close to that...
Walking away from the man that made me who I am...the one I idolized, my role model and the person I tried to emulate my entire life just plain sucked. Leaving him in that nursing home and hoping total strangers will care for him just ripped my heart out. It goes against every bone in my body. I am seriously heartbroken.
I hope that I get to see him again....but only time will tell.