Giggles

Some of you know me some don't but i lost my husband to cancer 5 yrs ago this past sept. ... I for one could see RED when I read this!!!!!!!!!! THe pain from losing someinr to this god awfull thing is beyond sad but to have some low life do something like this is beyond GROSS it's WRONG!!!! Angel I agree 110% with you I sure as hell hope Karma slaps the BItches in the fucking face!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry this really does bother me seeing I Know this pain 1st hand. GIggles

First Thanks Jackk for the laughs and memorys threw the years it was always fun. Second All of the people who have and still do fight Cancer you are the true heros to me!!! I am the widow to someone who fought and hard battle from this and lost. I can say this much they ( well most) fight hard to be here with us but it really does show you how short life can be.... I am posting this poem because it helped me threw my pain. Manthis if u need to talk I havee in your shoes and will always have an ear open 2 u A Letter From Heaven... To My Dearest Family; Here's some things I'd like to say, but first of all to let you know that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above, where there's no more tears, or sadness, there is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I am out of sight. Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and he said "I welcome you"! It's good to have you back again you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on. I need you here so badly, as part of My big plan. There is so much we have to do to help our mortal man. Then God gave me a list of things, he wished for me to do. And foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for you. I will always be beside you every day and week and year. And when your sad, I'm standing there to wipe away the tear. And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth and all those loving years, because you're only human they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain. Remember, there would be no flowers unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you of all that God has planned. But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain though my life on Earth is over, I am closer to you now than I ever was before. And to my very many friends, trust God knows what is best. I'm still not far away from you, I'm just beyond the crest. There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, but together we can do it taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too, that as you gave unto the world, so the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who is in sorrow or in pain. Then you can say to God at night, my day was not in vain. And now I am contented that my life. . . it was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile. So if you meet someone who is down and feeling low, just lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go When you are walking down the street, and I am on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when you feel the gentle breeze as the wind upon your face, that's me giving you a great big hug, or just a soft embrace. And when it's time for you to go from that body to be free. Remember. . . you're not going, you are coming here to me. And I will always love you, from that land way up above, We'll be in touch again soon.

Happy Birthday Dean !!!

Jack as the widow of a cancer pashion I know the stuggles your going threw but know your loved and will be missed my many of the ppl that you have come across here at XI and the servers. God Bless and you and your family are in my prayers. Live the time you have to the fulliest and enjoy it. Giggles

Had mine done 3 yrs ago ...It's very ez was back up and running the next day ...Lots of luck and prayers

Dean, Wade says to stop looking at the porn sites and u will be good to go I had to say it

LMAO!!!!!!

That's so messed up ...Look at all of the ppl who do serve and give all of them to make sure we are safe . Just so some jack ass can do somthing this messed up. I am sorry did not mean to rant but my dad is a vet and I was raised to honer all vets past and present.

much love and respeact for all of them even the Dogs who have served and we have lost !!!

It's to the point alot of the player get tired of him and will leave. I am to the point I really DO NOT want to play when he is one. We all have asked him to move yet he will not. Just my 2 cents. {DS} Giggles

Happy Birthday OverKill ...I guess I will send you a few b-day bullets soon

@Harry LOL ....Dean so glad your back and I can SHOOT u!! LOL

LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Remind me to NEVER mess with the bird

Was great fun my friend to see and play the game with ya......Have to make damn sure of how I word things around here

lol yes I do but I am almost never on anymore

Purple even if I am not an XI memeber I do enjoy coming to the servers and playing and killing all of ya'll .....It's been ages for me to see you or play the game with ya...Guess I need to start bring my tail end back into the game . LOL till then be good ( If you can)

Harry I really do understand this ....I have the shots done myself. I have had the shots 4 times already. I have to have it done again. The only reason I have to have it done againis because I took a pretty bad fall and messed my back up again ( DUMB ASS) ... I have had them last for as long as 1 yr and as short as 6 months .... The other thing u can do is have the Dr give you a script for Tramadol....It works very well. The biggiest part of my problem is my chest size does not help anything Plus diskes that are messed up in my neck and upper to midd. back.

I'll never tell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LMAO I would never deny u anything .... But ...NM before I get in trouble

So sorry for your loss Angel

We are talking about Fl ya'll that have FUCKED up to many times already so who know what they will do.

Happy Easter from my family to yours . Giggles and X-RINGCUTTER aka PAIN IN THE ASS!!!!!!