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The struggles I have had really all began with something that somebody who has the disorders I have is something that I have a REAL problem with. You see I have always viewed myself as a big time looser, and as such I loathed myself and blamed myself for all the failures that I have experienced in my life. When I feel this about myself I cannot seem to look myself in the eyes and do two things critical to my self worth. Before I go on there is something those around me seem to think I have a...
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As a person I sit and wonder what brought me to where I am and what I am as a man? It occurs to me that every thing I have seen, heard, tasted, smelled, and thought is where I am and what I am as a man. I also believe all my experiences as a human being has had a huge impact on my outlook and my belief system as a spiritual being. When I was a child my father tried his best to teach me to treat others in a manner I would want to be treated. I believe this is why I am so giving of myself today...