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BigPapaDean

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  1. Well Harry it shows I am LOVED!!! Lol!
  2. Fun I relate as I have been dealing with my own issues of being lied to and mislead. I feel like such a fool I have kept it to myself but finally it all became clear what was going on. The thing is bro you already know you are way better off without her. Let her rot in that hell hole of a life she has chosen for herself by the way she has done you. If you need to talk I am always here bro.
  3. I gave up preaching! Lol!
  4. Texas I know how you feel as I have been accused of hacking, but the facts are what they are. I don't believe you hack or cheat as I don't either. First thing you need to know is you are NOT the only one who suffers from these false accusations. Think about it this way and it should help you with your frustration, Most of the accusers are nothing more than wannabes and they will never learn the style you use and that is why they accuse you. Hell I have had people say to me that one of our esteemed admins hacks. I just laugh in their face and ask them why they say such crap. Most say well he just killed me like 10 times and I don't have even one kill against him. The funny thing this individual making the accusation sits in the same damned place every time that the said admin makes his rotation around the map and is actually a sitting target and thereby is his own worst enemy. Texas I have played with you quite alot lately and find nothing you should be concerned with. There was one time I cut this guy James about 6 times in a row and he literally started screaming, "Bigmeandean is hacking" and when asked why he said that he replied, "Because he has knifed me many times and I didn't even see him." Lol! Imagine that. lol! I spoke up then and said, " Before you scream that and look like a fool you might want to look at my kill/death ratio." The only hacking I was doing was hacking his nuts off! Never had to say another word because he realized he was a dumbass!. Texas most who accuse and that is admins on servers other than >XI< have no clue what hacking is. They honestly think if you kill them that you must be hacking and thereby they make dumbass accusations. Relax and have fun in the servers and next time tell them to record you and if they have a real proof then give it to an admin. They normally will stfu!
  5. It all started about 6 years or so ago. I first tried it a little at a time then when I officially became an "Idiot" I was hooked. Anytime I didn't get my fix I was shaking and having a hard time dealing with "my life." There were times I had to go long stretches of time with no fix. That was the worst. I tried other things to see if I could just have my fix but the real pure adrenaline I sought came from only one place. It was the highest quality even though it almost killed me more than helped me, I was an addict (look at my kdr). The funny thing is my son is the one who bought my first hit for me. He knew I was a virgin and had never done anything harder than small shots of things that gave me a buzz but never did quit sate my appetite for the hard core stuff. Not to put other sources down but none ever gave me the buzz that XtremeIdiots have. I don't believe I will ever even think about going in for treatment, because being free from the addiction I have isn't something I can visualize for myself. You know the real peasure is when I get up each day and prepare to take my daily fix is when I finally have it all ready and I know that Harry who I respect has the same addiction with one minor addition. He is hooked on pain. The pain I am speaking about is he loves a cold stainless steel shank shoved into his rectum and take from him the one thing every man wants, his family jewels. The things I have tried which makes me want more and more are things like the following: COD2, COD4, BF2, BF3, Crysis, WOW, Farcry1, Farcry 2, and many more. The world I came from was void all these drugs of choice, and I believe that is why I am so addicted now. The hardest thing I have ever had to admit and went to an "intervention" because I couldn't face the truth, is I am an addict!
  6. The number one requirement now is you must post a pixture so we know who we are playing with and talking to!
  7. welcome .brat. to the house of idiots!!!
  8. Hey bullets have you tried putting your old card back in and if so does it read it? If it does then you at least eliminate the slot being a bad slot for sure! If it doesn't then it has to be one of 2 things. Either there is no power getting to it or something is broken between the power source and the card. Yet you said you can see the card being in the device manager. So that more or less eliminates there is no power getting to it. Did you do a re-partition when you installed win7 64? Just curious how you did the re-installing of win 7 64?
  9. Hmmmm! Stormcrow? Would you care to elaborate?
  10. we were out with all our shotties hunting the duccie! I have been where you are. 3 months is nothing tho it seems like a million yrs when you are waiting. Hang in there and before you know it you will hopefully be back!
  11. I will always be filled with mixed emotions for the rest of my life. I don't foresee any improvement that will be permanent. I do have some very good positive times and on the other hand I experience some very low times as well. I know that I will be taken care of and not be in need for my basic needs. God has helped me to see that there are things I need to try and change and things I need to ready myself for. I believe those changes are happening just not in the way I had hoped but in a mor...

  12. Rugger I believe this is a very good choice. I believe Budman is a fair forthright individual who cares very much for this server. Budman I want to congratulate you on this post and I am very happy for you!
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  14. one thing you can do about the packets problem is reset your packets max to 63 and adjust as needed! Try that and see what happens! As for the loop thing I don't know anything at this moment!
  15. James when we loose a parent it's like we loose a part of our self and our history. They are what ties us to the world we live in. I feel for you bro. The memories will become vivid now like you can't believe because that's all we have. Hang in there and God bless you!
  16. Angel my friend, my heart feels your burden. I saw my Daddy die a slow agonizing death because he wouldn't go get help. Things like this never happen at a convenient time for us. I do understand what it feels like to be so helpless you think that the worst is coming. 2 years ago I felt the same way, but my brother assured me the end of the tunnel would eventually come. I don't know if I am completely out of the tunnel and it really doesn't matter cuz God is in complete control anyway. After 2 yrs of horrible things right after another I am finding happiness even in despair. Just remember this verse: Philippians 4:7 (King James Version) 7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Enough said! Hold your head up and smile your beautiful smile! King James Version (KJV)
  17. Welcome Pinglo! Your first challenge will be to convince hxtr he loves I-Pads and such! If you cant do that well you will have to scratch his balls for a week! Lol!
  18. Before you buy a new MB try putting your friends HD in your computer and see what happens. If it works then you know your MB is fine and it saves you money!
  19. Unchileno! Have a happy birthday for the ages!
  20. This is for my German speaking friends with no intention of leaving anyone out because you don't speak German. If you find you want to read this by all means join in. I have several German friends and one of them posted this on her timeline so to show my support I am showing her I count her dear!Ich muss da mal was los werden !!!!!!!!!Dies ist an jeden Einzelnen von euch gerichtet, der sich auf meiner Freundesliste befindet. Ich mag es, Bilder anzuschauen, von euch zu hören, Witze und Neui...

  21. About three years. I have seen most of the ones before that. Thanks guys!
  22. i DON'T HAVE A tv BUT i DO WATCH MOVIES ON MY PC AND WOULD LOVE A LIST OF GOOD ACTION ENTERTAINING MOVIES TO WATCH . i LOVE ACTION, DRAMA, AND EVEN A GOOD ROMANTIC OR HUMAN INTEREST STORY EVEN FITS THE BILL! PLEASE LIST YOU TOP 5 OR MORE YOU WOULD SUGGEST TO YOUR BEST FRIENDS! Thank you for your support. This is BMD and I approve this message!!!
  23. Awesome find Pete! I lived with one of these nuts for 28 years! I am glad she is gone.
  24. Giggles I don't know why I didn't know but anyway my dear friend I wish you the happiest birthday of all.
  25. Welcome to the forums and help your self to my sausage and special cream sauce! Lol!
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