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BigPapaDean

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  1. Respect! Respect is a word few seem to understand these days. As such the world we live in has embroiled it self in conflict and destruction. Those lacking in its properties are demanding to be respected. It is one of few things abstract that is both earned and given. If you want to be respected then you must be respectful. People today seem to think that power brings them respect. I have seen many powerful men and women that controlled many peoples lives but had very little respect for those...

  2. WHO GIVES A FUCK? I won!!! lmao
  3. Obtw My score was 47 and the closest was 27, if you was wondering!
  4. I ask any of you that has ever gamed with me on the ACEMOD has ever seen me do the following. I am usually shot from every nook and cranny. That usually translates into me having the most deaths of anyone on the map at the end. I didn't even realize I was doing this well till I just happened to check the score to see how many knife kills I had. To my surprise I was way ahead. That even accounts for several of the other players hanging around the spawn points. I am not accusing anyone of anything just that I was all over this map and this is what my reward was FINALLY! To most of you this means nothing and truthfully speaking you are correct, but after all those back shots to be finally rewarded with a simple but good win! I want to thank all my fellow soldiers who gave me their support for it would have been impossible with out their hard work and input.
  5. you probably need help from someone who knows how to turn those options on for you! Such as Sitting !
  6. I def know that there are two maps I absolutely love and I will need to get their names tho!
  7. You deserve this tsw you idiot!
  8. Our little Duccie has grown up and did something important with his life, and I am so proud of him. He has the cutest downy feathers. He is so funny when he is flustered after breaking the website. Let's all lift a cold brew of each and every ones choice to DUCCIE!!!! Grats sir!
  9. Well Harry it shows I am LOVED!!! Lol!
  10. Fun I relate as I have been dealing with my own issues of being lied to and mislead. I feel like such a fool I have kept it to myself but finally it all became clear what was going on. The thing is bro you already know you are way better off without her. Let her rot in that hell hole of a life she has chosen for herself by the way she has done you. If you need to talk I am always here bro.
  11. I gave up preaching! Lol!
  12. Texas I know how you feel as I have been accused of hacking, but the facts are what they are. I don't believe you hack or cheat as I don't either. First thing you need to know is you are NOT the only one who suffers from these false accusations. Think about it this way and it should help you with your frustration, Most of the accusers are nothing more than wannabes and they will never learn the style you use and that is why they accuse you. Hell I have had people say to me that one of our esteemed admins hacks. I just laugh in their face and ask them why they say such crap. Most say well he just killed me like 10 times and I don't have even one kill against him. The funny thing this individual making the accusation sits in the same damned place every time that the said admin makes his rotation around the map and is actually a sitting target and thereby is his own worst enemy. Texas I have played with you quite alot lately and find nothing you should be concerned with. There was one time I cut this guy James about 6 times in a row and he literally started screaming, "Bigmeandean is hacking" and when asked why he said that he replied, "Because he has knifed me many times and I didn't even see him." Lol! Imagine that. lol! I spoke up then and said, " Before you scream that and look like a fool you might want to look at my kill/death ratio." The only hacking I was doing was hacking his nuts off! Never had to say another word because he realized he was a dumbass!. Texas most who accuse and that is admins on servers other than >XI< have no clue what hacking is. They honestly think if you kill them that you must be hacking and thereby they make dumbass accusations. Relax and have fun in the servers and next time tell them to record you and if they have a real proof then give it to an admin. They normally will stfu!
  13. It all started about 6 years or so ago. I first tried it a little at a time then when I officially became an "Idiot" I was hooked. Anytime I didn't get my fix I was shaking and having a hard time dealing with "my life." There were times I had to go long stretches of time with no fix. That was the worst. I tried other things to see if I could just have my fix but the real pure adrenaline I sought came from only one place. It was the highest quality even though it almost killed me more than helped me, I was an addict (look at my kdr). The funny thing is my son is the one who bought my first hit for me. He knew I was a virgin and had never done anything harder than small shots of things that gave me a buzz but never did quit sate my appetite for the hard core stuff. Not to put other sources down but none ever gave me the buzz that XtremeIdiots have. I don't believe I will ever even think about going in for treatment, because being free from the addiction I have isn't something I can visualize for myself. You know the real peasure is when I get up each day and prepare to take my daily fix is when I finally have it all ready and I know that Harry who I respect has the same addiction with one minor addition. He is hooked on pain. The pain I am speaking about is he loves a cold stainless steel shank shoved into his rectum and take from him the one thing every man wants, his family jewels. The things I have tried which makes me want more and more are things like the following: COD2, COD4, BF2, BF3, Crysis, WOW, Farcry1, Farcry 2, and many more. The world I came from was void all these drugs of choice, and I believe that is why I am so addicted now. The hardest thing I have ever had to admit and went to an "intervention" because I couldn't face the truth, is I am an addict!
  14. The number one requirement now is you must post a pixture so we know who we are playing with and talking to!
  15. welcome .brat. to the house of idiots!!!
  16. Hey bullets have you tried putting your old card back in and if so does it read it? If it does then you at least eliminate the slot being a bad slot for sure! If it doesn't then it has to be one of 2 things. Either there is no power getting to it or something is broken between the power source and the card. Yet you said you can see the card being in the device manager. So that more or less eliminates there is no power getting to it. Did you do a re-partition when you installed win7 64? Just curious how you did the re-installing of win 7 64?
  17. Hmmmm! Stormcrow? Would you care to elaborate?
  18. we were out with all our shotties hunting the duccie! I have been where you are. 3 months is nothing tho it seems like a million yrs when you are waiting. Hang in there and before you know it you will hopefully be back!
  19. I will always be filled with mixed emotions for the rest of my life. I don't foresee any improvement that will be permanent. I do have some very good positive times and on the other hand I experience some very low times as well. I know that I will be taken care of and not be in need for my basic needs. God has helped me to see that there are things I need to try and change and things I need to ready myself for. I believe those changes are happening just not in the way I had hoped but in a mor...

  20. Rugger I believe this is a very good choice. I believe Budman is a fair forthright individual who cares very much for this server. Budman I want to congratulate you on this post and I am very happy for you!
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  22. one thing you can do about the packets problem is reset your packets max to 63 and adjust as needed! Try that and see what happens! As for the loop thing I don't know anything at this moment!
  23. James when we loose a parent it's like we loose a part of our self and our history. They are what ties us to the world we live in. I feel for you bro. The memories will become vivid now like you can't believe because that's all we have. Hang in there and God bless you!
  24. Angel my friend, my heart feels your burden. I saw my Daddy die a slow agonizing death because he wouldn't go get help. Things like this never happen at a convenient time for us. I do understand what it feels like to be so helpless you think that the worst is coming. 2 years ago I felt the same way, but my brother assured me the end of the tunnel would eventually come. I don't know if I am completely out of the tunnel and it really doesn't matter cuz God is in complete control anyway. After 2 yrs of horrible things right after another I am finding happiness even in despair. Just remember this verse: Philippians 4:7 (King James Version) 7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Enough said! Hold your head up and smile your beautiful smile! King James Version (KJV)
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