BigPapaDean

Welcome to the house of Idiots!

welcome to the servers!

It seems that there are people who have children that they try in their own way to teach them wrong from right! Yet for whatever reason the child refuses to obey. They go around with a chip on their shoulder with the idea that nobody is their boss and no one and I mean no one will tell them how to behave or what to do. I have one of those. They think you should respect them while they walk all over you and disrespect you. Some of them venture onto our servers here and I for one would love to digitally reach out and slap them into the next server for permanently banned players. Then I read an appeal from a friend of one of these kids dad. I was really touched and felt so horrible for this man. Yet I know we are not, nor can be baby sitters for these kids. I am torn between trying to help the dad and beating the kids ass with my digital ugly stick. I understand the rules and that we can't make exceptions just because they are our friends, but it doesn't mean we can't have emotionally activated feelings for the poor parent whether it be a mom or dad. Here this Dad gave his life in service for our country and his child is fatherless most of that time then when he comes home unable to do things with him the child doesn't understand that the dad is disabled and can't do normal stuff fathers and sons do. So he acts out anyway he can to strike out at his dad! It wouldn't matter if the dad could actually whip his ass he would still act this way. Why? Because he is angry at his dad for being this way. It makes no difference if the dad can't change how things are just that he is not able to have the normal relationship fathers have with their child. I know this is not an excuse for misbehavior but it is reality of their lives. Rugger I believe you did the right thing concerning this and gave the poor father a second chance. I want to thank you for this for the father and his friend. I hope that this does not happen again. Just my thoughts for all you idiots to read and ponder.

Tell us some idiot jokes! Lmao! Welcome Blackie Just kidding! I have seen you around here and hope to knife you in one of the servers!

before you do that Widowmaker does it give you any messages when it crashes?

My Lolababy! I loved her with my whole heart!

our little one died at age 17 on the 23rd of December. Going to miss that little guy. My daughter had taken it pretty hard. Her first dog... cant believe we had him for so long. I made a little video for him. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcDoa6tEA0g&feature=youtu.be Hxtr I don't think he was ugly! Lol! He was cute! He may have been little but he has left a huge hole in your hearts and that won't be replaced, ever.

Sassy I relate to your feelings. Before my marriage went south of the border we had a little Pomeranian who we called Lolababy. The are know as the heartbreak breed with good reason. They are fairly hardy with a couple exceptions they are susceptible to collapsed trachea and many of them die from it. We watched her suffer long bouts with it and I tried to tell the ex that she should have her put down to stop the suffering. One tome she was having a horrible bout so the ex decided to take her in and have it done. She passed that night in the arms of my ex. The next day I happen to be on the internet searching for info on this horrid disease and came across some info I hadn't seen before and then the guilt set in big time. If I had know I could have saved her from a whole lot of suffering. I really battled with the guilt but then I realized that what I didn't know I shouldn't blame myself for. Remember you did what you thought was the best for you friend and leave it at that if you don't want a whole mess of other probs because the guilt trip never ends. Both of us went into major depression and she tried the stupid thing of trying to get out the easy way but it wasn't to be I was planning things and finally realized that was just plain ole stupid. So see Sassy I do relate and I went through several therapy sessions before I was fine. I still cry once in a while but its just from missing that beautiful little friend of mine! God bless you Sassy! Hugs to you!

I have read this before but when I follow these step by step instructions I cannot find the "Stereo Mix" location! Please give me a better map or if it might be under another name or whatever.

This morning I was downloading all the current maps from the down-loader and had to restart my pc several times to get it to work properly. I got all the COD4 Acemod done and was starting on the DM WaW maps when I had to reboot and when it loaded back up the monitor went to the big electronic retirement home in the junkyard. I didn't know exactly what is was at first as the power and fans all came on and no noises could be heard. I noticed there was a faint flickering from the monitor but it wouldn't show anything. I have several old parts here so I begin testing each one of the things in my pc to see what I could narrow the problem down too. I even replaced the old hard drive and nothing. I have an old antic monitor like one of the first generation flat screens so I had to search for the adapter for it and now I am posting this on it. I get paid on Jan 3rd so I can't buy anything till then. I will try to play but if I can't I just wanted you to know why! I also would appreciate any help with suggestions for a new more modern monitor and please keep in mind I have a monetary consideration to keep in mind. Hope to see you in the servers!

Welcome to the most Prestigious club in this clan. It has the stickiest banner of any other club in the world. There is one thing you have left to do now, FIND YOUR OWN DAMNED CORNERn as this one is MINE!!!

I have had mine set this way for years. The thought that sleeping saves power is a myth. I always found that when it was asleep it was very difficult to wake!

Here is the third server!

I hope this is better!

with aaan exception. The Great Northwest is having a higher than average rainfall. The mountains here are far above the rate for record snowfall over the record of just a few years ago. Now any body want some feel free to grab some from us here! We average between 35 inches to 135 inches per year. What is the average there? I forget how to convert from metric to inches so please help me with this.

I owe my debt of gratitude to him and all those who served and gave their all for my freedom! R.I,P. Norman

Happy birthday Frenchi!

Frenchi je suis touché dans mon cœur par votre très MOTS compréhension. VOUS AIMEZ-MOI SUIS VENU POUR CONNAÎTRE LA VALEUR DE LA VIE DE

Happy birthday Belle!

The following I already posted in my other post but for those who may have missed it here is why I feel so sentimental right now. I appreciate all of your thoughts and well wishes. Just knowing that I have friends who actually care bring a tear to my eyes. When I went back home to see my mother and sibs some of them actually thought I came there to get pity from them and to live off of them. I went there just to see them because I needed their support but what I found from some of them was a stone wall and a hard line stance. I guess some others had taken advantage of their hospitality so if that was the case I can't say I blame them but I never said anything with the exception I wanted to move home and go to school there. Here I find open understanding arms and open minds about when I am not handling things so well. I want you to know for those of you who doesn't know that there is a member here now that had she not been the kind of friend that really cared I would not be today. When my life fell apart at the seams big time I fell apart and was contemplating suicide. My ex did the same but she actually tried to end it all. When I saw how devastated my kids were with it I stopped myself and sought help. But there are countless hours when no one else is around and that is when my best friend Giggles came into the picture. I was at my lowest and she begin talking to me on xfire. Most nights all night weeks on end trying to help me stay sane and not sink deeper into that horrible pit of muck that kept dragging me down into it. Eventually I was able with her support to seek out professional help and get the meds I needed to get much better. She is still my best "buddy" I love her as my own sister. Thank you Giggles you gave up your life to save mine and I pray some how some way God will reward you for you heart of gold! You helped me see that my existence really does make a difference in some peoples lives and again I say "thank God for you my guardian Angel" People this is why I stress so much take time to notice people of low estate around you and help when you can and have the ability. You just may save a life when you do!

I appreciate all of your thoughts and well wishes. Just knowing that I have friends who actually care bring a tear to my eyes. When I went back home to see my mother and sibs some of them actually thought I came there to get pity from them and to live off of them. I went there just to see them because I needed their support but what I found from some of them was a stone wall and a hard line stance. I guess some others had taken advantage of their hospitality so if that was the case I can't say I blame them but I never said anything with the exception I wanted to move home and go to school there. Here I find open understanding arms and open minds about when I am not handling things so well. I want you to know for those of you who doesn't know that there is a member her now that had she not been the kind of friend that really cared I would not be today. When my life fell apart at the seams big time I fell apart and was contemplating suicide. My ex did the same but shr=e actually tried to end it all. When I saw how devastated my kids were with it I stopped myself and sought help. But there are countless hours when no one else is around and that is when my best friend Giggles came into the picture. I was at my lowest and she begin talking to me on xfire. Most nights all night weeks on end trying to help me stay sane and not sink deeper into that horrible pit of muck that kept dragging me down into it. Eventually I was able with her support to seek out professional help and get the meds I needed to get much better. She is still my best "buddy" I love her as my own sister. Thank you Giggles you gave up your life to save mine and I pray some how some way God will reward you for you heart of gold! You helped me see that my existence really does make a difference in some peoples lives and again I say "thank God for you my guardian Angel" People this is why I stress so much take time ti notice people of low estate around you and help when you can and have the ability.

BnB I want to thank you for the wonderful Christmas card. You once again made me smile! Bama and you are wonderful people and I am glad to know you even if its just on the internet.