BigPapaDean

I appreciate all of your thoughts and well wishes. Just knowing that I have friends who actually care bring a tear to my eyes. When I went back home to see my mother and sibs some of them actually thought I came there to get pity from them and to live off of them. I went there just to see them because I needed their support but what I found from some of them was a stone wall and a hard line stance. I guess some others had taken advantage of their hospitality so if that was the case I can't say I blame them but I never said anything with the exception I wanted to move home and go to school there. Here I find open understanding arms and open minds about when I am not handling things so well. I want you to know for those of you who doesn't know that there is a member her now that had she not been the kind of friend that really cared I would not be today. When my life fell apart at the seams big time I fell apart and was contemplating suicide. My ex did the same but shr=e actually tried to end it all. When I saw how devastated my kids were with it I stopped myself and sought help. But there are countless hours when no one else is around and that is when my best friend Giggles came into the picture. I was at my lowest and she begin talking to me on xfire. Most nights all night weeks on end trying to help me stay sane and not sink deeper into that horrible pit of muck that kept dragging me down into it. Eventually I was able with her support to seek out professional help and get the meds I needed to get much better. She is still my best "buddy" I love her as my own sister. Thank you Giggles you gave up your life to save mine and I pray some how some way God will reward you for you heart of gold! You helped me see that my existence really does make a difference in some peoples lives and again I say "thank God for you my guardian Angel" People this is why I stress so much take time ti notice people of low estate around you and help when you can and have the ability.

BnB I want to thank you for the wonderful Christmas card. You once again made me smile! Bama and you are wonderful people and I am glad to know you even if its just on the internet.

Please remove mp_not_a_cave you spawn with a huge red thing on you and can't see hardly anything!

Most of it comes from, believe it or not, facebook! Lol!

TO fucking late Hxtr I had a great Christmas! :D hahahahahaha!

I wasn't expecting much from Christmas this year as the kids and I have kind of been estranged for lack of a better word. I figured I would be spending it here at my desk and nothing especially good would happen, but I was very pleasantly surprised. I was sitting at my desk and when I logged into facebook my son sent me a message asking me if I wanted to go out with him for dinner on Christmas. I naturally said yes. The problem was here in the small town of Monroe Wa there are very few if any places open on Christmas night for dinner. The only place I could think of was the local theater which is open every Christmas as it is normally their busiest nights of the year. When him and his partner arrived in town they happened to go by Denny's Restaurant, ya it's the same Denny's we all like to criticize and make fun of. Well as it happened We didn't really eat as he ordered an appetizer and I had a hot chocolate. He then pulled out a deck of cards that we use to play when he was a little kid, Phase 10. We sat there and laughed and visited and had a blast just being together. I have never been very lucky at that game but I just happened to win this game. I came home and was tired so I took a nap and when I woke this morning I had a splitting head ache but my spirits were soaring as I had some family time with my son. He seemed to enjoy it as much as I did. We didn't exchange gifts but we did exchange our love for each other. This is the best Christmas in my recent memory as my long term is biased by what I may or may not remember that is actually true. If you ever have the time and opportunity take it to spend with your family and friends and you will not regret it if you just let them know you love them. Now I need to get ready to face a new year that should hold many changes in store for me. A new place to live and several other things like that. I am now looking forward to it and beginning my life away from this hell hole I now live. God bless you all. BMD

Amen and a+1000

oKAY HOW DO i TAKE THIS MOUSE APART? i HAVE FINALLY FIGURED OUT IT IS DEFINITELY a broken wire

Merry Christmas Larsin! And all of you!

I will see if its still on warranty I will see if they will replace it with the G500 then! Thanks for the info.

Merry Christmas back at you you old friend!

The long wait for our children to be blessed by their loved ones and families find so much joy and happiness is finally here. Tho there are many out there who hate this time of year as it brings to mind it's the most separated time of the year for them. Many have been ostersized from family and friends for what ever reason. I am not trying to put a damper on your celebrations but to enlighten you. I would ask you to take just an hour out of your week to spend time with someone you know has no body else to celebrate with or to include them. If you really want true joy do something for somebody else and you will have a joy you would not have otherwise. It appears that instead of staying home with myself and I, that my son wants to take me to dinner sometime today! I will wait to see what happens but when he said that to me my spirits lifted quite a bit. Trust me you will make a difference of you just reach out! Merry Christmas my dear gaming friends!

Happy birthday you idiot! May it be a good day!

I have done that!

Come on now don't be a chicken and a party pooper! Play along! Mine is Happy Sparkley-Toes! Lol!

If I don't forget I will be there. I will more than likely be home alone anyway!

I have been having some real issues with my mouse lately. It seems that when I play it does things sparratic. I loose control and I sometimes hear the sounds of it disconnecting then immediately connecting again. I Googled this and found out it is a very common happening. I wonder if any of you techs can help me resolve this issue. I can't afford to continually buying a new mouse every 3-4 months. The support says they think its the cable but I never yank on it or abuse it. So if that is the case it's a manufacturing problem which they should replace it but as I said its a financial problem for me to send this one back to them. I would much rather figure out what it really is than to send it to them and be told there is nothing wrong with it. Please help an old Meanie!

Вы Россия как маленький мальчик, которого я помню очень холодные зимы -30 или больше Ничего себе так, как вы попали в Великобритании?

Вы Россия

I am just plain ole mean and ornery! Well now that thats is out of the way the real truth is it comes from my highschool days. In phys ed class we would play football and I mean tackle not the sissy flag crap. There happened to be like 50 sophies and freshmen and about 15 of us juniors and seniors and when they would give me the ball I would not run to out run the other team but instead run to where the group of them were. I just lowered my head , much like they say I do in Cod4 ace, and dare them to tackle me. Thet tried really hard but they just couldn't quite ever get it done. Then one day one of them laughingly called me "Bigmeandean" and it stuck.

Am jealous Shamu but glad for you!