BigPapaDean
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I remember as a child I rarely was allowed to stay up let alone able to stay up all night. Now I rarely don't see the light of day on both ends of the night. Night time is rather peaceful though lonely at times. Though most of the time I try to keep my mind busy enough to not have that as a problem. If anybody wants to video chat am always willing here. A nice friendly voice is a wonderful companion and comforting thing to hear. Just saying!
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Hey Harry you old SOB how did you survive all those yrs? Damn man your older than DIRT. Keep it going so I have some one to stick me blade into! Happy birthday bud!
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I guess I am just weak as I can't seem to fight the mood swings because my body has a chemicle imbalance and will have from now on! I have tried to fight so many days and sometimes I just plain ole get tired of fighting! I ain't saying it's not worth it but it sure does get hard to keep fighting the loosing sensation I have when I feel this way! This is just one of many days I feel this way but most often than not I approach it as a-matter-of-fact situation for me!
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Okay please tell this idiot what all I gotta do!
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That is a very well done job my friend!
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http://news.yahoo.co...-195744482.html
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I don't see our beloved Blackcat there! If there isn't room put her there instead of me! I appreciate the honor but I believe and feel she deserves it much more than me! What an honor to the group! Thank you Markoff>XI<
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Hellboy this stuff is :BADASS"!!! I just wish I could afford this kind of thing but am glad for you!
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Congrats To Ricko New Head Admin For Bf3
BigPapaDean replied to Ruggerxi's topic in User Announcements
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After going through this myself and feeling like life was no longer worth living I then realized that that was a very selfish frame of mind. Why? Because there are tons of family and friends who would be devastated if I wasn't around. I also tried the drinking and found out right away that there in fact is not an escape there. Weed did more for me than you can imagine but I only used it when it was unbearable. You see if we medicate so much we are always numb do we ever really heal? NO! Yes time is the only true friend you will have in those long lonely hours when you lay awake and wonder when will this ever end? I spent many hours releasing the anger inside me that I was unawares I had until it started coming out. Brother the one thing you can know we all do what we do to survive and those that don't survive are the ones that die in self pity. I know I will be okay now but still fight the trust issues with other women as I am not sure it won't happen again. Hang in there and try to stay away from places you did special things together with. I could go on and on all night long as I have searched long and hard for the answer and now know I am the only one who can help myself to deal with my pain.
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Dm Custom Maps Is Down
BigPapaDean replied to MikeB 's topic in Call of Duty: World At War's Call Of Duty: World At War Discussion
i GET KICKED BY THE IWD THING OR THE UNHANDLED EXCEPTION AND THEN FOR THE NEXT MAP WHEN i DO CONNECT IT TAKES ABOUT 5 MIN UTES AVERAGE WHEN AM ALWAYS DOING IT IN 2 OR LESS. Sorry about the caps Am not yelling! Lol! -
Corsicaman Joyeux anniversaire! Je sais que nous ne pouvons comprendre les uns les autres dans le jeu, mais je suis sûr que vous pouvez comprendre cela. Que votre journée soit très heureux!
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I don't think this is funny but it is on the strange side of things! http://www.grindtv.c...s+debate+video/
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It seems like in these days that society has become a throw away society. We live such that if we don't like what we have we just throw it away and get another one we do like, at least for the moment. Even families do this with one another until the family unit is no longer there. If we don't like our marriage we just throw it away and get another. I know I am somewhere in the middle of this. I believe this all started with the idea that convenience was better than quality. Our automobiles ha...
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I am having a hell of a time navigating around the site today! Am I the only one having this problem?
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The update could have been for another program or hardware on his PC. I get updates all the time for Microsoft Office, my keyboard, all kinds of random shit that's unrelated to the operating system. Good point but then thats a good reason to change his updates to manual OK!
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He would be a classic on there for sure! I love to slice him just when he has a good kill and take him down to earth again! hahahahaha! Sometimes he really goes off on me!:)
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Pman I want to ask you a question as after some research I found out that the extended support for XP Pro was over in 2007 and you said you received some updates yesterday or today? Why would they send you updtaes after the extended support is over and done with? Maybe you need to set your updates to you decide what gets updated and what don't. The following web site is where I found the info for my question! http://support.microsoft.com/lifecycle/search/
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http://sports.yahoo.com/blogs/highschool-prep-rally/utah-youth-football-coach-under-investigation-child-abuse-225620621.html
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welcome indeed!
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Like she said!
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http://shine.yahoo.c...-173900092.html
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I say, ITS ABOUT TIME girl! Welcome HOME where you belong!
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