BigPapaDean

After going through this myself and feeling like life was no longer worth living I then realized that that was a very selfish frame of mind. Why? Because there are tons of family and friends who would be devastated if I wasn't around. I also tried the drinking and found out right away that there in fact is not an escape there. Weed did more for me than you can imagine but I only used it when it was unbearable. You see if we medicate so much we are always numb do we ever really heal? NO! Yes time is the only true friend you will have in those long lonely hours when you lay awake and wonder when will this ever end? I spent many hours releasing the anger inside me that I was unawares I had until it started coming out. Brother the one thing you can know we all do what we do to survive and those that don't survive are the ones that die in self pity. I know I will be okay now but still fight the trust issues with other women as I am not sure it won't happen again. Hang in there and try to stay away from places you did special things together with. I could go on and on all night long as I have searched long and hard for the answer and now know I am the only one who can help myself to deal with my pain.

i GET KICKED BY THE IWD THING OR THE UNHANDLED EXCEPTION AND THEN FOR THE NEXT MAP WHEN i DO CONNECT IT TAKES ABOUT 5 MIN UTES AVERAGE WHEN AM ALWAYS DOING IT IN 2 OR LESS. Sorry about the caps Am not yelling! Lol!

Corsicaman Joyeux anniversaire! Je sais que nous ne pouvons comprendre les uns les autres dans le jeu, mais je suis sûr que vous pouvez comprendre cela. Que votre journée soit très heureux!

I don't think this is funny but it is on the strange side of things! http://www.grindtv.c...s+debate+video/

I am having a hell of a time navigating around the site today! Am I the only one having this problem?

The update could have been for another program or hardware on his PC. I get updates all the time for Microsoft Office, my keyboard, all kinds of random shit that's unrelated to the operating system. Good point but then thats a good reason to change his updates to manual OK!

He would be a classic on there for sure! I love to slice him just when he has a good kill and take him down to earth again! hahahahaha! Sometimes he really goes off on me!:)

Pman I want to ask you a question as after some research I found out that the extended support for XP Pro was over in 2007 and you said you received some updates yesterday or today? Why would they send you updtaes after the extended support is over and done with? Maybe you need to set your updates to you decide what gets updated and what don't. The following web site is where I found the info for my question! http://support.microsoft.com/lifecycle/search/

http://sports.yahoo.com/blogs/highschool-prep-rally/utah-youth-football-coach-under-investigation-child-abuse-225620621.html

welcome indeed!

Like she said!

http://shine.yahoo.c...-173900092.html

I say, ITS ABOUT TIME girl! Welcome HOME where you belong!

Bad behavior on the part of adults to the extreme of what this post was about is unacceptable under any circumstance. I would at this point of my life tell the fools just what they are and let the chips fall where they may! You see what we are talking about here is simply put a matter of principle! To many people which has none! Remember what Bud Sr use to say? Act like an idiot, and not like a moron!

http://news.yahoo.co...topstories.html

http://news.yahoo.co...-215822212.html

My wife and I were sitting at a table at her high school reunion, and she kept staring at a drunken man swigging his drink as he sat alone at a nearby table. I asked her, "Do you know him?" "Yes", she sighed, "He's my old boyfriend. I understand he took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear he hasn't been sober since." "My God!" I said, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?" And then the fight started...

http://sports.yahoo.com/news/nfl--fan-crossed-the-line-by-cheering-when-chiefs-qb-matt-cassel-got-hurt.html What would you do if you were at a game and this happened?

ITS SEXY!

happy birthday Hellboy!

For those of you who dont know I recently bought a new gaming mouse. I have been more than happy with it til the last couple weeks. It'sd started acting as if it has a compatibility issue with Windows 7. I had a Microsoft mouse that did exactly as this is doing now. Well tonight while playing the middle wheel acted as if it suddenly got off center such as the little shaft bent or slipped out of the hole which it fits into. I is now really tight and I can't scroll anything any more. I wonder if maybe it needs cleaning but I can't find any instructions (even on line) how to do said operation! If I could see a schematic of the housing maybe I could clean it, but I don't wanna ruin the guarantee! Any suggestions that I can do? I have already notified the company there is an issue! So I will wait if necessary.