BigPapaDean

First thing is you are on the right path to getting the help you need! Just don't let them tell you you don't have a problem! I would get another opinion from another Dr if it's possible because your health is the most important thing to you! If you need any more or just want to talk I am always available as I sit home most days doing nothing! Yes not working is very boring but I have adjusted to the mental aspect of it as I do things to keep my mind busy!

Knew him since I first came to >XI<! I really liked that guy! My condolences and prayers are for the family and friends he left behind!

Awesome Chile!

My blade is broken atm or I'd hack you and take your family jewels! lol

I got my popcorn ready and sitting back in my seat watching!

Done bro!!!

He posted this on the facebook account and asked that some post it for him so here goes:Will someone please post for me on the vacation forum? I can't log into the website and I'm gonna be in jail for a month or more.... he could sure use some support right now as his ex is playing a game with his life! That is all I can say right now!

Anxiety is also associated with many disorders! The truth is while we have more info today than ever before, they have barely scratched the surface as to the research that needs to be done. I have it but not all the time. My son has what is commonly referred to as "social anxiety". When he first told me about this I thought he was joking but then he let me watch several videos on you-tube and I became a believer. We share info with each other because while our disorders are different the symptoms cross over to other disorders! Anxiety is also a huge contributor to sleep disorders. Some sleep disorders cause anxiety and others are caused BY anxiety! @@BiG CheesEI am glad you are exploring this thing as it has many bad health side effects to it. You need to get it solved and sorted as soon as you can!

Have you been tested for sleep apnea? I was and I had a very bad case of it. I had the same kind of problems sleeping and found out I had 2 major problems! Both of which affect sleep and the pattern you do sleep. First I have sleep apnea and when tested I was waking up in a 5 hour time span 144 times. He said it wasn't the worst but just about! Second: I deal with a mildly severe case of depression and when I am in the downward part of the cycle(it does work in cycles) I get very little sleep! I never used marijuana until after I was diagnosed and then only when my regular meds ran low and I was low on funds to have them replaced! You might try another Dr as well and ask them for a sleep specialist referral!

Caffeine stays in your system for up to 17 hrs after consumption! Besides that it doesn't do much for me outside of stopping my headaches! That maybe because I am slightly addicted but I use very small amounts when I brew it. So I am not sure!

Same here LOM lol

Looks much like our ferries here now! They bare modernizing here too as they replace the older ferries! Some get sold and some are scrapped!

Nuf said @

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Fire I know how it seems the world is trying to devour and eat you up! It feels like you are in a world all by yourself and that there is no help for you! You also feel a certain responsibility to your parents! While in the real world that may be true but you are not dealing with the real world in this depression state. You are dealing with the world your brain has created to try and protect you from the real world. You see your body and primarily your brain is in survival mode at this time. Why wouldn't it be with all the shit you been through? I say this because I deal with this daily and have severely for over 5 yrs now. I have, to a certain extent, been this way all my life and never knew it til I fell into this mental world I now deal with. I am not saying your feelings are not true but that this feeling of being alone is not the real world. Your Dr thinks she is doing the right thing by trying to force you into making some physical advances when your mind isn't there yet and ready for it! I know how you feel and I am still living with this horrible debilitating disease. You feel there is no hope and wonder if it will ever end. My brother who had been down a road similar to that I now travel told me a long time ago, "Dean you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel but believe me it is there." For two years I looked for that light then one day from out of no where it was there. I want you to know that there is hope for all of us in some form or other. You are not alone in this battle of survival but you have brothers and sisters walking the same road and feeling the same feelings! Rest assured this too will pass! I had to reinvent my whole life as I had lost most of my memory of my past life. Today I have climbed back out of that dark horrible hole and remember the old life but today I am not that old person of 6 years ago. I want to encourage you to keep fighting and keep asking yourself what you can do to make it another day and keep climbing the ladder that will lead you back to your world as you want to live! I don't know if you believe in God but my faith helped me greatly as I needed someone to rely on when no one else was there. I am praying that you will find your way back to the life you want and need! God bless you my friend! I am always here if you feel the need to talk to someone who understands!

And I like to give reach a rounds then snip snip! lol

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I just logged in and tried to look at my post My wife is missing and I tried to access it thru the notifications button where it showed me a certain someone liked it. When I tried to access it there I got the attached message. Then I tried it from another one in the same notiffcations button and got right thru to it. It happened twice so I figured I better bring it to someones attention!

Getting wet?

As much as I dislike the Patriots organization Tom Brady still one of the very best qb's of all time! Having said that why is his mouth open? lol

Well the bears need their beauty sleep!

A husband went to the sheriff’s department to report that his wife was missing. Husband: My wife is missing. She went shopping yesterday and has not come home. Sergeant: What is her height? Husband: Gee, I’m not sure. A little over five-feet tall. Sergeant: Weight? Husband: Don’t know. Not slim, not really fat. Sergeant: Color of eyes? Husband: Never noticed. Sergeant: Color of hair? Husband: Changes a couple times a year. Maybe dark brown. Sergeant: What was she wearing? Husband: Could have been a skirt or shorts. I don’t remember exactly. Sergeant: What kind of car did she go in? Husband: She went in my truck. Sergeant: What kind of truck was it? Husband: Brand new 2015 Ford F150 King Ranch 4X4 with eco-boost 5.0L V8 engine special ordered with manual transmission. It has a custom matching white cover for the bed. Custom leather seats and “Bubba” floor mats. Trailering package with gold hitch. DVD with navigation, 21-channel CB radio, six cup holders, and four power outlets. Added special alloy wheels and off-road Michelins. Wife put a small scratch on the drivers door. At this point the husband started choking up. Sergeant: Don’t worry buddy. We’ll find your truck.