DrDysl3xia

When I seem your post I was and still am so very proud of you GG. You don't know this but I looked at you like my own daughter. Ok enough of that mushy stuff. 
My daughter Ezra is making 100 thousand plus and I'll tell you what I told her. People will work for you. She didn't believe me till it happened  
Thanks for being my daughter for years. It helped me many times.  You WILL DO GREAT. 

Look. I finally made it to Arazona. A life desire.  YOU HAVE been a cattlist for me and I truly want to thank you. 

@Grumpy You know you are my shootin partner and you make this place great ! The forums here are yours buddy so use them as you see fit...Thank you for joining us other idiots...
Love ya dude
P.s stop shooting me in my butt cheeks and aim higher ya wanker

So whats up !
 
 

I don't handle death well. I couldn't even successfully kill my own self starting at age 12. 
Everyone who has died in my life is a conversation.  Nicola Tesla said our Soul is bands of unbreakable energy.  Let that sink in. The Light Between Us.
Look up the D Wave quantum Computer. I will blow your mind. The damn thing works just like Tesla said it does. Every Q bit doubles.  The magnetic Flux lines making a 1 or a 0 happens in world's just like ours and they are exploiting there resources.  
No one ever dies. Keep talking to your friend. I do mine. And yes I am crazy. I keep doing over and over the same thing expecting a different result.  

The clan received a message from his girlfriend a couple days ago that he had passed way on September 27th. Keep his family in your thoughts and prayers
https://www.xtremeidiots.com/profile/26697-_derxos_/
RIP my friend 

Thank you, yes its an online shop. maybe one day in the near future it could be a physical shop. but yes with everything goign on its all online.

Fear Inoculum.  Think about it. Bill Gates. I'm scared. 

There is no question if I'm crazy or not. Tool 2019 Fear Inoculum is what gave me the balls to do it. Seen another XI failed. Look... let's talk. Talk and look up to your dad forever. 
 

When your done absorbing that got only one more for you. This song blows my mind and I can't memories it. Way to complicated. 7empest
Trust me I'm trying very hard. 
Tool 7empest.  Do me a favor and get the link and if it helps you post it. Song is about to end I'll soon have to get back to reality.  The riffs... the vocals.  
 
Take care. Ok let me find the link. This shit is epic.
No sorry you have to find that song. Crazy song speaking the truth. 

This song is for you. I know your angry and super sad. Here is the best song ever to man you up. I'm invincible. So are you. 
 

This song is for you. I know your angry and super sad. Here is the best song ever to man you up. I'm invincible. So are you. 
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CtiuMnhP3Qk

Dukoo I'm very sorry for your lost. I'm having a hard time coming up with words to say right now. Take care if yourself.  
There is an  author and Laura Lynne Jackson and sheven is one of 18 in the world certified psychic. I have her book call, "the light between us"  
I seen her on Fox and Friends back in 2015. 
Getting hard to type in here so I got to make this short. She helped me understand no one ever really dies. He is right next to you. 
Take care. Now I need a good cry. 

I am so very, very sorry about your loss!  How horrible!   I do believe in spirits and that love transcends time and space.  I believe that when you love someone who has died, when you think of them and talk to them, that on some level they can hear you.  Love is universal and eternal, imho.  Thank you for sharing, and know that a lot of us are thinking of you and your family and wishing you the best.  

Oh my goodness that fing cracks me up. Hahaha
@Rugger is 100% correct. I fucked up so many times I don't deserve another chance. I love and respect the guy so much and for years I was afraid to talk to him. I felt guilty the past two days and PM'ed him letting him know this was hx and he was not pleased. I totally understand.  
Hey I'll stick around till I'm banned again. Told him I would do so. Untill then have fun with me. I won't take any offense. I'm a walking punching bag and it is all about the attention. 
Why did I come back?
I was board and I thought.. Humm let's go check out XI. 
I could make this forum rock again. It is who I am. I like to talk... but like Rugger knows once I gain ground I become an asshole. I think it is what mentally ill smart people do. 
Look I thought I was stupid all my life due to my spelling and reading problems.  XI over the years helped change that. I use to studder and couldn't talk in person. Yes me hxtr I couldn't talk to save my life. Hard for even me to believe. 
In close.. the only lie I told here is Mindcraft. All else is the truth. 
Rob... oh man I'm still laughing my ass off. That was fing funny.  

Back on topic soon I'll be building a greenhouse so we can grow food year around.  Canning is what we are doing. Tips, suggestions whatever would be much appreachated. 
 
Oh I also built a a 2 acer pond. The cows, frogs and other loved it after a couple rains. Dry as can be right now. Rain will come this winter. 

Thanks Rob.  I always enjoyed your and I's interactions.  You were fun to respond to. 
Before your time I talked about moving here to 4390 Mountain Rd. Bisbee AZ. You will never find where I am btw why I have zero problem give you my address you asked for. Google maps does have the shop and battery room and you can see the solar pannels but no way will you find how to get here. Or am I just seriously directly challenged. Just know a scary place and I'll hear you a mile away unless super windy. 
Anyway I finally made the move after 8 years of talking about it. I should've come 8 years ago. 
Every house is sold in town so this badass cabin we are almost done with will sell fast. I'm living a freaking dream. The only reason I even turned my phone back on is so I can keep my appointment's with the VA. Only way to get my medication 50mg of Lumintal or Lumintragine. Otherwise I would turn this phone one. 
There was a post about me year or so ago and I was being emailed by a Head Admin who will remain nameless. They were poking me and I ended up saying I don't, I forget my exact words but still have the emails.. I didn't want to talk to anyone in XI. I want to apologize for that comment. I was pissed at the time. TBB use to call me but only for technical support.  I was having my monthly period and didn't return his call in 2 or 3 days.. and we haven't spoken sense.  Budman and I have texted each other but like Cruck... haha Crack we lost contact.  Crack called me like 7 months ago to check on me. Love both of them guys.  
BB and stayed in contact but 2 years or so ago she fucking called the cops on me. Boy was that some fucking drama. Long ass story but thankfully I didn't get arrested. It was very close. 
Why did she call them I hear you asking, because I told her I was firing all my customers and moving to the mountains in Arizona.  No like ask her. 
Fast forward to 6 months ago my best friend called the cops on me with BB's help haha because I moved here and said I can't wait to die and I fucking can't wait for it. We live in hell. 
What is so fucking funny the cops drove all the way from Sierra Vista AZ because Bisbee cops don't care and the cops couldn't kind me. 2 days later I turned off my phone. Called my best friend from high school just the other day and told him I wasn't mad anymore. 
Just wish folks would stop calling the cops on me. If I have a bad day just let it fucking go. 
My buddy Steve talked to the cops a mile away from me and let them know I was fine. 
I love it here. Hard at times but 100% worth it. I have built a garage, a house and part of one cabin. This is my new life and I love is so please don't call the cops on me. Hahahaha
I freaking love to laugh plus talk about the world and XI was my go to place since 2006. 
I won't be on much but until they bann me I'll stop in and say hi. Take care.. Jeff
 

BTW what kind of snake is that. Rat? It sure is beautiful. 

Our Red Racers are amazing looking and fast. Try and catch one.. NOT! 

Reason to catching them is to move them on your property. Great snake.

Arizona watch as well. Funny in the morning watching Bull Snakes, Rattlers on the dirt road heating up looking like prostitutes laying on the road ready for a hunt with no care at all even when you walk or drive by them. 

Bull Snakes which I love pretent to be Rattlers and they try to play the part. Harmless unless your a mouse. 

Rattlers.... beautiful. Bulls almost as beauteful but their wagging tail is silent. 

We all genuinely miss you, but poor Rugger, every time he gives you a chance you go far too far, it's great to see your sense of humour/humor hasn't changed, hope you last until at least Christmas.

Oh my goodness that fing cracks me up. Hahaha
@Rugger is 100% correct. I fucked up so many times I don't deserve another chance. I love and respect the guy so much and for years I was afraid to talk to him. I felt guilty the past two days and PM'ed him letting him know this was hx and he was not pleased. I totally understand.  
Hey I'll stick around till I'm banned again. Told him I would do so. Untill then have fun with me. I won't take any offense. I'm a walking punching bag and it is all about the attention. 
Why did I come back?
I was board and I thought.. Humm let's go check out XI. 
I could make this forum rock again. It is who I am. I like to talk... but like Rugger knows once I gain ground I become an asshole. I think it is what mentally ill smart people do. 
Look I thought I was stupid all my life due to my spelling and reading problems.  XI over the years helped change that. I use to studder and couldn't talk in person. Yes me hxtr I couldn't talk to save my life. Hard for even me to believe. 
In close.. the only lie I told here is Mindcraft. All else is the truth. 
Rob... oh man I'm still laughing my ass off. That was fing funny.  

Follow the contrails and you shall find truth
 
hxtr chapter 1 verse 4

Seriously though, oldest thing I still have is my Colecovision from 1982
, which was a console.

It's very hard working for yourselfe. You sound like you have the drive and desier. Must be online due to.... the obviouse reasons today. Great job being inovative. Hard to say this but I wish I could afford and support you because I would. 
That gameboy mold would be cool. Great luck to you. 
DrD
 

First I thought I conveyed I prefer not to masterbate but at times I must or I will be a wild animal. Second if the mule deer knew my habits they probably wouldn't drink my free water. There is a plan.  Third no my Internet is by cell and my phone has to be at least 7 foot on good days up in the air and is very limited. Forth boy if you can teach me to spell you and I will be best friend for life. Fifth... is there a fifth? 
Fifth, if you want a snake... I will send him one or many. Sixth, AM radio is beyound me. FM.. Puff.. haha 7 foot won't do it nor AM. Seventh, oh crap please explain this stone thing.