This is for my buddy RAT- FINK, I went for a physical today. Doctor did the cold as death hands on my boy's and cough thing, (cant help but cough) touch your toes, little pocket magnifier/light in the ear,nose and throat thing. Spread the cheeks and feel for the string to your jaw thing, then sent me to the hospital for blood, urine and other tests. And with-out thinking about it , I thanked him. After I got in my car to travel to the hospital I was mad at myself for thanking him, after what I felt was a violation of my orifaces, I THANKED HIM. What an idiot! Then at the hospital they want you to fill a cup 5 times the size of your shot jigger after fasting all night and day and take enough blood samples even Dracula would go WTF. And I automatically THANKED them again. And again I thought to myself," you did it again you idiot". Then I thought about what you went through and I realize how lucky I'am. Your recovery seems to be coming along fine my friend, keep it up and God Speed.