Bushape

Great one Wolf. I had that done once and I looked back and the Dr wasn't even wearing a glove. What a perve. And then like an old joke another Dr came into the room and the first Dr told him to check this out and so the other Dr put on a glove and checked. I asked them if there was a problem and they both said no, we were just making sure. True story. That is sick. I just had to ruin your guy's lunch. But yes that was true. Rape

Congrats, you idiots.

Good one

Try this: http://www.xtremidiots.com/fora_topic.asp?tid=14418 It may help you. I hope it does. Good Luck. If that don't work. Hit up Sun Tzu

Smokey, peppery, fatty, and it goes good with Cheese

Tastes like Bacon you dumb ass Here is some of my homemade bacon and pepper bacon.

lmao, That is some good shit there I tell ya

Sweet, Damn that is what I need right now.

No brainer here. Idiots come first, and Sun Tzu and Loader make good sense.

Many thanks again. It is strange but sometimes a tragedy has to happen to actually bring people closer together and find out why you married that person to start with. Everyday I see a little progress, that's awesome. She has to learn to walk again, and we have both learned just how much we love each other. She has her ups and downs and I do too. But we will pull through it. One guy I knew had a heart attack and he said it was the best thing that ever happened to him. He got his life back on track and it made him appreciate life a lot more. Kind of the same with my wife and I. It is quite a roller coaster of emotions. One minute I am almost in tears seeing her progression and then when later you sit her alone, I get some depression, and she said that she does too. So it is really awesome that this is going to bring us closer together. Many thanks to all of you. Maybe some of this will help someone else to open their eyes and enjoy and appreciate what they actually do have. Life is a precious thing and so are the people that are part of your life. I love you guys. And I don't mind saying so.

I thank all of you. I just got back home from visiting her. She doesn't have much improvement yet, for awhile we were just literally overwhelmed with everything and now I can finally feel better about life. It was kind of strange how it all fell together and worked out. Most of the time it is the opposite. I am just glad that I knew the Senator and that I did a great job working for him. I guess the work ethics will pay off, even when we don't expect it to. That was fucking amazing, five hours to get approved for Medicaid. Part of it was that I had already had sent in the application. I am really glad it worked out, otherwise she would be home right now and paralyzed. That would of been fucked. Thank you all for your support, you people mean a lot to me. I can't attend the XI fest, and I still want to send a cooler full of pepperoni, jerky and stuff like that, I just need to find someone that lives close to where it is going to be, so I can send it to them to take to it. Anybody want to volunteer. I will send it in a 5 day cooler with dry ice, I make some good shit, I just want to share some with you. Maybe I can sneek in some of my wine. That is some killer shit there. Anyway. A big THANK YOU. Hey Funstick, just rent a boat, fuck it man. Hire some Somalia pirates.

HOLY SHIT man. Fuck, must be a strong kid. I hope the best for you. He will probably playing somewhere and may be hard to find to start with. He will get hungry and be home soon. We wish the best for you and your family. Keep us posted. Kids like to wander off. Try to think like a kid and check out your surroundungs and maybe you can pick up some clues. Get a police dog to help. I hope it all works out for you. I am kind of speechless.

I really want to thank all of you for being there for someone in a crucial time of need. You people have to be about the best group in the world. I love this clan. I kind of lost touch of you guys for a few days and haven't been on much. I haven't been sleeping to much and I guess that I can relax a little bit now. I actually slept good for the first time in a week last night. Well here is the news. Wednesday I was told that my insurance would not cover my wife's rehab from her stroke. And the hospital was going to send her home on Friday. Paralyzed or not, they would not cover anything. I was in shock, wtf was I supposed to do. I figured that I would have to find all of the necassary things, wheechair, wheelchair ramp and all of the other things that people have to have that can't take care of themselves. I am on oxygen and can't do much anymore and I am disabled myself. But I got into the mind set that, I was going to do whatever I had to do. I would of taken care of her if I had to. That is just something you are supposed to do. Since SSI made me go on Medicaid and I had to change from my state insurance over to Medicaid, then why not my wife also. So I put an application in for her last week, just three days before her stroke. Well after hearing what her insurance wanted to do, (just throw her out like a rotten piece of meat). I just couldn't beleive that an insurance company wouldn't cover any rehab what so ever. I was pretty pissed off. I was up very late Wednesday night writing emails to everybody that I could think of. Well long story short, our state DSHS got a phone call about 9:00 yesterday morning from one of our Senators and by 2:00 I drove her to one of the top 20 rehab centers in the country, all free. She will be there until she is able to more or less take care of herself. She still is paralyzed on her right side. They estimate 2 to 4 weeks. The senator called me later and explained what went on. In my letter to everybody, I explained that I had applied for Medicaid last week for her. And he explained to them the severity of the situation and asked them to expedite the application. (It probably did help that I built his shop for him several years ago). I always took pride in my work, so I guess it pays off. So I am finally able to relax and breathe a little now. I almost cried when I heard the news. What a fucking roller coaster of emotions in the last week. I depend a lot on Ebay for any money. In the last week I had only sold two small items. Yesterday I sold 10 things in one day. So I don't know if the stars were lined up (lol) or what influenced it to be one of the better days in my life. But I am finally able to calm down a little. I realize that I am only 52 and I am dependent upon our government now for almost everything. But I don't feel like I am taking advantage of them by no means. For nearly twenty years I had my own company and grossed about 1/2 a million a year, which sounds like a lot, but beleive me it istn't by the time you have to pay out everything. So the government got a good chunck of change from me all ready and now that I have to have help. Then I am really glad it is there. And I don't worry about SSI running out of money or anything. That is just polictical bullshit. Could you imagine what chaos that would present. But that is a whole other issue. I am just glad that things are going to work out, and that my wife is going to be in the best hands available. That is truly awesome. You see there is nothing cut and dried in life. Just do the best you can. And look in the mirror once in awhile and see if you can like the person that you are looking at. God bless all of you. I love XI. And good luck to you Funstick. I am proud of you.

Happy Birthday Cavey. The birthdays over, you can get out of your Birthday suit. Oh no, my eyes. Just the thought. lol Actually, just trying get that last 10% to be a post whore.

Happy Birthday MOFO. Thanks for helping me with all that you have done for me. I won't forget it my friend.

You people are true friends and family to me. I can be myself in here and just be part of all of this. I really appreciate your concerns and comments. She will have to go through a lot of physical therapy, but I will by her side, as always. We have had our differences and life wasn't always easy together, but we both had a common goal and we stuck together through the bad times. So many people don't do that. They find it easier to give up. In some cases yes and some no. Sometimes it can't be reapired. But if you communicate and can talk to each and try to figure life out from the other persons point of view, then that helps a lot. I have never physically hurt her and I have never called her a bad name. I find her biggest fault was just like her mother's, just god damn stubborn. Get something in their head and come hell or high water, it ain't changing. Just communicate to each other and love will get you through. Enjoy life and your loved ones while you can. Because you never know. I know we all love our spouses more than we would ever let on. It is strange how some tragedies can change a lot of things in life for the better. Kind of ironic. Love you people Thank you

I really want to thank all of you. I didn't get much sleep. It is almost 7:30 PDT. I am just getting my day together and do some things around here and then head to the hospital. She is one tough person, I wish I was as strong as she is. I have gotten a lot of my strength from her. When I was having health issues, she would always tell me to do this or that. And you know us guys, you don't want to listen, especially if your wife is telling you to do something. Well I probably should of listened because she was right. So now I have to have the role of making sure she does everything right and get in a decent healthy routine that will be healthy for both of us. I was asked yesterday, apparently they found scar tissue on her catscan. They asked me about anything traumatic in her child hood. And the only thing that I could think of was when her dad knocked her out with a 2 x 4 when she was 9. It also broke her collar bones. And he also raped her that year. So she has had a lot happen to her. At the same time she had to milk 100 cows before and after school, while her parents got drunk all day. It was nothing for them to have a fifth by lunch time. So when I came along, I told them to fuck off and stood my ground. And so she has always looked up at me pretty strongly. And I in return. So I have great impathy for her as well. And there is more to what I mentioned, but I am not writing a book. She is not too bad of looking today by no means, but damn when she was a teenager, son of a bitch she was nice. And as you grow older together, you never really lose that. Even though times and conditions change. She is still the same size as she was when she was 12. That is pretty cool. The most I ever seen her weigh was 126 lbs. when she was pregnant. She has really taken care of herself. I wish I could say that. I want to thank all of you fine people for your thoughts and prayers. It means the world to me. I couldn't imagine a better group of people. Even if we don't know each other, we are here for each other. So for you people that are new to this clan, then read some of the things that these people tell each other in times of need. They are here for you and will do anything that they possibly can. You won't find a better group. This is a testament to this fine family that we call XI. I truly love you people. I will be here forever. I will come back and haunt you when I go. lol Thank you, Bushape

Hi guys and gals. I am sorry that I haven't been on much lately. As some of you know my wife had lung cancer, notice I said had. She had a mild stroke on April 12th. After that she went through seven straight weeks of radiation therapy. Once a day, everyday. The last test came back that the cancer has almost disappered and is malignant. She got done with her radiation on Friday. That is fucking awesome. This morning I was in my office on the computer and I normally get up an hour or so before her. Usually I will hear her and tell her good morning. Well this morning I heard a little noise and didn't think much of it. So I went into the living room about a half an hour later and she was laying on the floor and she was completely paralyzed on the right side. So I immediately called 911. And then helped her onto the couch. And then gave her an aspirin. The paramedics arrived within minutes. She had no feeling at all on her right side. Even when I left the hospital tonight she had no feeling in her right arm and couldn't move it at all. And June 5th is her 53rd birthday. That is tomorrow as I write this but it is today depending where you live. She will probably be ok with some therapy. I am crossing my fingers and toes on this one. The doctors said that she had two strokes early this morning. It scared the living shit out of me. We have been together since we were 19. And I am the first to admit that I am a complete fucking wreck without her. A total puss. I depend on her so much it is really unreal. I guess I need to figure that out, because some day she might not be here. That is a hard one to deal with. I really want to play more and I will when I get a chance. I just have to channel my thoughts towards my wife right now. What a hell of a birthday present for her. I just had to vent as I am setting here alone. I am glad I have my XI family. You people mean the world to me. Love you guys.

We are really glad that you like it. Right now we only have the one server. Until we get more useage that is all we will have. Everybody has their own likes and dislikes and I respect them all. To me it is a kick ass game and I have had very little trouble with lag or CI's. Some people had a horrible experience so they didn't get used to the game enough to enjoy it. And I can't blame them, put out good money and it don't work. Most of it was I think they expected something more like COD4 or COD5, it isn't at all like that. And I was a devoted COD5 guy. I still like to play it once in awhile. I am not sure why some people had no trouble and others had quite a bit of trouble. I hope it all works out for you. Well I hope to see you on there and have good time. Add a few of our Admins as your friends.

Done Funstick. Good Luck Bro.

Congrats Beers. Well deserved. I didn't even see this until today.

Awesome Angel, I am trying to keep this thread going, so I will post something once in awhile. Damn that was well put. I have trouble trying to say the right things and then typing them up. I lose track half the time. Pretty cool

We all put ourselves in situations that you the old saying, could of, should of, would of. Well hindsight is always 20/20. He has done a lot for this clan and he helps with tourney's and such. Besides that he is a hell of a great guy. And he just needs some help and direction. Hell just some moral support would be good. I sent him money so he could get a mic. So hopefully we can hear his voice again soon. My brother in law is a professor at a college in Virginia, which is close to him. I sent him an email explaining the situation and maybe he can help. I have a lot of admiration for Funstick and what he is going through. He loves her so much and he can't have her. I would be going nuts. When my wife and i first got together, she lived in a flood area. One November it flooded and she was 2 1/2 miles out, her house had stilts. I was able to fight my way through to see her. Along the river banks there was about 20' spaces where the water was coming through. I would run as fast as I could and claw my way to get to the other side. And then do it again. One spot the river went right down the road, I picked one foot up and the other would slide back, but just shear determination I got through and her Dad was happy because I brought the booze. And I got a pretty damn good reward from her as well, that was well worth it. It was a little ackward, since that was the first time that we slept together, I mean actually sleeping. I got a son out of it the next summer. So I know a little about his determination and frustration to be without his woman. I did that twice in 2 months. I know my story doesn't compare to what he is going through. But a man will do whatever it takes if he is determined enough. And that was 34 years ago. Bottom line he is a clan member and he needs some support. So in a sense, I think that we are obligated to try to at least do our best. Just like we do for anybody else. I thank all of you for your support. And Angel & Princess for having nice assets, I been being nice assests to the clan. lol

As you people are well aware of the problems that have been facing Funstick since he got married in February. If you don't know then: His wife is in Pakistan and is a Pakistan citizen. He got married, well one part of his wedding anyway in February. He has been having a lot of trouble figuring out how to get his wife home to him in Maryland. He needs any help that he can in order to get her over here. He is a great assest to XI and everyody that knows him just loves the guy. He is in need of a translator, someone that can translate a letter from his wife concerning her living conditions over there. Which are horrendous to our standards. He also would like everybody to sign this petition and send it back to him. The directions are all included on the paper. http://www.citizenspeak.org/campaign/trance325/fighting-my-wife-come-us This will explain it all and just follow the directions. Please, we need all of the people we can to do this and to help an outstanding member of our great family. Pass it on, let other people know. Let's just help the man out and get his wife home to him. I thank all of you. Love BO Bushape>XI<ADM

Hxtr, like everybody else said. But you can get your point across without having to be physical. Well most of the time. You rule the roost, just tell him the way that is. It can be hard, but they learn from their experiences and you have to let them or you will drive them away. It sucks, but that is the reality. She will understand eventuallty. All will be good again. I have been there. I went after one of my daughters boyfriends, I was going to pop his head off. Just grab him by the neck with both hands and pull him through the car window. They always get brave in the car. Some how, I didn't do it, but I came close. Just hang in there and roll with the punches. Don't beat yourself up too bad. Have a good one.