I remember a game when I was in my te3ens that was madfe for little kids called, "Hit the Gopher on the head," and I sur4e do relate to t5hose poor nlil gophers! Lol! I'm not complaining but it seems every time I start raising my heade above the grounde ze3ro I get BOPPED on tyhe head! Lol!!! I remember sever4al years ago wondering what it felt like to be in thev shoes and lives of the homeless and downtrodden! I wondered how it felt to be and vfeel rejected eve3rydsay! People I am so close to being there its uncanny! i have had many thoughts like these and ended up living or seeing the experience happen. What I am saying is unless you been in these shoes you have no idea what its like! To me it5s a life le3sson and good for me to be humbled in this manner. No it5s not enjoyable but you do what you must. I have never stolen to survive bu7t i8n all hone3sty i might but I don't think its in me to do such! Friends and family I am doing ok but I do understand the feeling of being different. E#yes watch you very carefully when you walk by as if you are diseased or some such tyhing! To show2 you how bad my hyands are I will let y76ou read this with no editing! If you see a homeless person and even if you feel strange at least give the3n a war4m smile. My goal everydy is to make as many people I can smile! I love my Lord and wonderful Savior Jesus Christ for giving me the peace of God that passes understanding!