Wow Brother I am so very sorry to hear about the lose of you wife. I know the pain you are going through, I lost my wife 6 years. If you ever want to talk PM me or xfire me when you are ready. Talking about what you are going through is the best thing you can do. I thank the Lord you have your family to lean on, that is so important. Believe it or not you will get through this, and she will always be close to your heart and mind. I will be praying for you brother, for peace and strenght to go through this time of greif. Any time bro we are here.
MY Deepest condolence
Sabreeyes, Michael