The feelings of sadness that you experience now are going to fade as time goes on, but it also depends in large part on you and on the attitude you take in the face of this situation. Courage, friend, that you have done the right thing by putting an end to a relationship that did not lead to more. Courage friend, you can move forward with your life because this is not the end, it is the beginning of a new stage of your life in which you can be happy again and find love again. Be patient because your children will be with you soon, in a different way but they will always be yours. I admire that courage and that attitude of not settle for less ... so dear, I send you a lot of strength and always fight to be happy