I can understand how you feel and I respect your opinion.
Had a friend who has Parkinson's Disease and her fingers and hands were curled so bad she was in a lot of pain. Someone suggested she try to smoke weed. She did and her hands went back to normal within a week of smoking. She said she will smoke till she dies.
I personally do not smoke it, I eat it. Medicinal works way better if you make it into oil. You fill your fingertip with it and lick it off. Twice a day (morning and night). You don't get the same high with it as you do when you smoke it. You get better sleep.
I have made the butter with it for baking. Shortbread, oatmeal/peanut butter cookies, banana bread, pound cake and cheesecake to name a few.