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SORRY ITS LATE BUT I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GOOD 1 x

Thanks Rugger thanks Larsin

LOL Reddog9551 i have been on them for over a year now since my split from my x husband outside i,m fine but inside am num want to cry don,t get me wrong i do cry when i,m on my own watching tv.I hate the flat i,m in so might be moving out in a few weeks because when i,m in and my door is locked no 1 but me in the flat apart from my cat and i fall asleep but when i,m sleeping i feel that someone is in the flat and i want to scream but can,t so i wake up because once i thought someone was trying to choke me. IS IT JUST ME OR IS MY HEAD JUST PLAYING GAMES WITH ME i don,t know i guess i,m just losing the plot or my mind.

Just to let everyone know that i,m back on line and i won,t be going through that again as i missed being on line as i coulden,t do anything like come on the site or speak to my friends or anything anyway my life is getting a wee bit better as i,m on anti depression tablets but might need to see the doctor again as i feel there not doing anything.Got my divorce through back in November and i thought i would be happy but i feel num don,t know why anyway enough of that as i,m just glad that i,m back on here with you guys as i missed you all so much now all i need to do is sort out how to join in the serves as we don,t have xfire anymore Speak to you all soon

What can i say been here for over 2 years now and before that i was in a clan called CFF and when i had no one to play cod4 with i would come over and play on server 2 with use guys its the best 2 years i have had with XI. You all stood by me this past year with all the stuff that i have been going through and i,m getting there just 1 more thing and thats to sort out my sore heads so got the nurse the mora to give blood but i woulden,t change anything as i love been here at XI and i love all you guys.HAPPY BIRTHDAY XI xxx

SOMETIMES I USE TO JOIN GAME THROUGH XFIRE BUT SINCE WE DON,T HAVE XFIRE ANY MORE I HAVE TRYED PUTTING THE SERVER IP INTO MY COD4 SHORT CUT BUT EVERYTIME I PUT 1 NUMBER IN IT CHANGES TO ANOTHER NUMBER OR SOMETHING ELSE ON MY KEYBOARD FOUND OUT THAT WHEN I PUT MY NUMBER 2 IN IT CHANGES TO NUMBER 1 SO ANY HELP WOULD BE GREAT AS THIS IS DOING MY BLOODY HEAD IN AS I WOULD LOVE TO JOIN YOU ALL FOR A GAME.WISH THEY WOULD BRING BACK XFIRE WOULD SAVE ME ALL THIS PISH.

Thanks to everyone who wished me Happy Birthday I had a good day seen my son and grandaughter that i haven,t seen since my marriage broke up and all my wishes have come true if you have facebook then you will all know that my dad got his new Liver a week past Sunday there and he is doing really well as the doctors say he might get home a week on Thursday if he dose when he is told. So everything is going good at the momment but THANK YOU all for thinking of me on this day as its my birthday.Love and miss you all loads FIRE xxx