Hello everyone i guess your all wondering what i,v been upto
well the true is nothing much just trying to sort my life out as you
all know that i got myself a job but got layed of due to ill health [ stress,depression]
then i went to the doctors last week and she told me that it would be the last sick line
she will give me as i won,t get better looking at 4 walls.
I put a post up in September about my dad being rushed into hospital after loseing
4 pints of blood because of a vain in his liver burst due to his diebetes well he isen,t
any better and he won,t be getting any better just worse as my mum and dad was at
the hospital the day and they told them that there is nothing else they can do for him
but they are going to send him to Edinburgh hospital keep him in for 5 days to do test
to see if he is able to get a liver transplant.
My dad is 68 years old worked all his life and at his age i don,t think they could help
him because if he dose get 1 and it work it might happen all over again or it might not
suit him then he would have to wait months,years even and i don,t think my mum could
go through all that again i coulden,t and i rather see my dad live his life what he has left
without going through more tests and more pain.
So my doctor thinks i won,t get better becuse i,m looking at 4 walls everyday sorry but
she is not in my shoes and she is not going through what i,m going through right now
with my dad and all that shit.So please keep me in your thoughts and
prayers to help me get through this real bad time in my life
as my dad means alot to me and i LOVE him to bits.
Thanks FIRE