Thank you so much its a good feeling to be a part of this group. Bunch of nice people for sure. A little about myself:
Im 49 and live in NH. I have three kids/adults, Girl 11,Girl 21,Son 31 with two grand children. My 21 year old son committed suiside last year and I struggle with that everday. I am so greatfull that i was able to hug him and tell him I loved him about an half hour before he hung himself. So remember to hug and express love to those kids everyday. I have been married for more than 10 years to the love of my life. She was diagnosed with MS the day after we were married. She is now a quadriplegic on a feeding tube and unable to do anything for herself. So I do my best to make her comfortable and laugh as much I can. It's for better for worst, in sickness and in health, thats the vow I took. And I'm sticking it out. It is said that God will never give you more than you can handle but it is amazing what he knows you can. I'll tell you that it has given me a new outlook on life and I am so greatfull of what I have. Most people take eating solid foods, walking, just doing the everyday things for granted. I no longer do. My wife and I are extreemly generous people. About 4 to 6 times a year I just out of a gut feeling go to the store and buy some family 3- $400 in grocerys. I enjoy seeing the faces on the little kids of joy and the tears of the adults when i just pop over with that. Nobody tells me they needed it, I just get that feeling and pick someone out. I have had many parents ask me "how did you know, we were just talking about going to the food pantry today because we were getting worried" It's kinda earrie because I really did not know.
I have put together my own buisness fixing/building computers to keep myself busy at home. I have been doing that since '99. With my wifes condition I am grounded for life. I dont make money at it and do mostly ALL the work for free. I have fun doing it and it helps me learn more and more every day. Also if anything ever happens, (heaven forbid) I will have something to fall back on. Finding a job at my age will not be easy. I am a Crysis Wars nut. I have built 6 systems just for that game so friends can come over to lan and all they have to bring is themselfs. I am stuck on the Hardcore server and invite everyone to join. As I have said before if you think your good at Crysis come on over to the hardcore and it will show.