BigPapaDean

I actually was terrified to play online. Then my son bought me COD4 and reluctantly after a while I decided to try this magic they called online gaming in servers you actually was able to control and mod as you seen fit. The first player who I remember that called me by the old Bigmeandean" was 2cuteSue. Incidentally he also gave me my first taste of blood by slicing their testies off of them. Today I fell very protective of that server and basically ever since it's been my server! Lol! I have been told by several that I was known as Mr Acemod! Well be it true or not it still was an honor to be felt that way about. If this game had never made it big like it did I would never have gotten the game and I would never have played online!

Damage at least your wife talked to you and let you know how she felt. Mine just clammed up and wouldn't tell me much of anything except it was none of my damned business. Today I could careless and she flipped and went to be a muncher and now she isn't in the greater 48 and that's a good thing. Through all my challenges I never turned to alcohol as an escape even with as bad as I hurt at times. I guess I just also convinced myself I am stronger than I thought. Damage life is not fair it just happens! What you do with that is up to you and what I do with it is up to me. Yes I am an old fucker too with emotional challenges but for the most part these days I am doing pretty good! Hold your head up and smile and the world will smile with you. Hope it turns out okay!

The further we get away from XP/ME/Windows 98 as an OS the more we seem to have problems with the older games. I would like someone who understands this kind of thing to explain why so we as idiots are not just sitting here yelling at the screen thinking we have some real problems with our machines. Please cause I have as many or more iw3 and iw4 quitting messages that I an beginning they themselves must be a virus! Lol! Please someone explain!

Now I wish like hell I could be there. Maybe one of these days. As much as I want to be there there are many more important things that take president! Have fun and come back and share all those fun times with us in pix and stories!

you're too old!

It's very good to see you back Rusty as some of us were worried what happened to you. I went down the same road that you did maybe just a different reason but I was about to do something really stupid when I realized my kids were more important to me than that. I had to go thro therapy and I was on meds but financial concerns got me off that but I still do relatively well considering. There are more of us around and we know how hard the road can get at times. It id good to see you back!

I thought they all had the same answer! What? You mean all but one did? Damn I am a dumbass redneck!

I am super impressed my friend!

In mho you posted this to try and scare others from trying to get you. Now I do not play there enough to have even bothered buying the game but just because you happen to have been lucky enough to have jumped down when you did really has no bearing why anyone should not try to cut your balls off. Come over tot eh ace mode either the cod4 or 5 server and I will show you how easy you are to cut!

Who's the Numb Nutz now? He's your daddy NOW!

Grats Nummy! You are what >XI< is all about! Way to go!!!

some how this double posted as I did a view new post and it posted instead of just viewed it! Sorry!

I sent you a request too!

There are days I can go into the Ace-Mod and be in there in about 15 seconds, but then there are many many days that when I try to get in all I do is get these dumbass problems where it will say 3min 38 secs and when it gets about halfway or so it suddenly jumps up to an hour or better. I exit shut the whole thing down and then try again and usually it will let me in. Today it simply would not let me in. I have a question and I don't know who can answer this but does the redirects run on your favorite browser engine like some other games of today? If so will cleaning the cache help it to run much faster? I use the xi downloader until I am blue in the face and until it tells me that there are no more maps to download and seemingly no probs, until I go to get in game. Thats when the problem first shows itself and refuses to work smooth as it should. I am getting very frustrated with this and wanna pull the last freaking single strand of hair I have left! PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP!!!

God bless you TSW! I am speechless except to be here praying for the two of ya!

Rehabilitation rarely works. Am not sure it works at all. The law is the law but when some goes in for hard time they come out even harder. If we knew where they will be put when found guilty we should let the inmates there know what these two scumbags did! They say that the inmates as a whole despise those that do that because it could be one of their friends or family members.

Bob there is something you should be aware of. If they need Jessica to testify it will be very difficult on her. If she can use the support that she has received from here at XI she will finally find and receive the justice she sorely needs to move on. I am very thankful they caught these lowdown snakes in the grass so that justice can be done. I will be praying that she finds the strength to do whatever needs to be done. You might have her tell her counsellor she may have to testify so they can work with her for that as well. God bless you and her. My heart goes out to you both!

Jessica I have seen the devastation this causes and was there to help pick up the pieces and I know from dealing with my ex and a very dear friend that this happened to just how demoralizing this can be. You will do much better with counselling specifically with someone who can empathise and see how you feel through your eyes. I am praying you are presented with such a counsellor so you can get on the road to recovery as much as is possible I am sending all the best toward you now. God bless you!

First off this is about my style of play. Second there is always somebody bigger, badder, and maybe even faster. I am a damned good knifer who happens to play a style who has conditions that would stop most from playing the way I do. I am primarily a cutter and only a cutter. Lately tho with my hands hurting so bad I have been forced to change a bit. My heart is still to rip other players open. This week while I was playing a new member came into the ACE MOD and said he came there to fight me. Well he got me more than I got him but this is what I explained to him. If you want to go head to head I simply cannot do that beyond maybe one time because my hands won't allow me too more than that. I have one thing to say to all the new players who want to be a cutter of the best and top form. To be the best you must give yourself totally to the knife and it must be your first reaction. Yes you will die a hell of a lot but you cut those bastards who shoot you from their place under the log in the corner. IMHO there is nothing more satisfying than sinking the blade up to the helm and ripping their nuts off especially after being shot from behind more times by this prick than I can count. Don't come after me for a head to head but do as I do I play and go for anyone that is a challenge for me. Oh and you remember the old saying I hear on the server all the time,"Don't bring a knife to a gunfight?" Well what is funny I never hear that once I cut this samebastard. I don't want the head to head jus cut the ones who are playing the easiest game in the business. I remember a few years ago when I knifed a few players they use to scream and call me all kinds of names and made me smile because they were one of the players I have been referring about. I don't care what style you play as long as you are honest and do not sit on a spawn just play. If anyone wants to know how I do it I will tell you as its easy to do. Most will not stay with it because they do not like dyeing as much as you do cutting. I do admit I seem to be getting slower on my reaction time but on a good day and a good map I can stay with the best there is on our servers! You see when I first begin my journey I would pick any and every one who had any resemblance of the talent of knifing as to how to to improve my skills. After years of honing my craft I figured out that you can only do so much by talent alone and the equipment has as much to do with cutting as anything, specifically with my hand challenge. I went thro several mice and keyboards and finally am narrowing down what is best for me to be the best I can. I do not cheat and if you do you loose my respect the second I find out. Once dear friend told me I am a legend here and I never ever thought I would ever acquire that status. I am not a very confident person in anything in my life so you can imagine the humility I feel when I think of that high compliment! I just want to be happy and free! See ya'll in the servers.

Happy birthday NUMmy!!!

Wanna lay a $10,000.00 bet on that? Lol! What's the old saying? The ASS stops here! lol Grats Kush and many well wishes on your long happy road together. I am curious tho. I mean this with all the best okay? Are you having the traditional Jewish wedding or the traditional un traditional American wedding? I am really serious and it doesn't really matter but curiosity is killing this cat!

The lastest news flash about the Asian plane that crashed! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XtpYGHJ34w

Bud I do this and when I go into a game I still have the problem with the downloader on the server. They normally start out at about 3-4 minutes downloading then when they are about 30 seconds left it all of a sudden goes up to an hour or even an hour-and-a-half. This after using the damned map downloader and it saying there is no more new maps! So what do I do then? I have to close everything down that has to do with the game. Then I start the game again and usually it will go right in even tho I still may have to wait 3-4 minutes. None-the-less I get on!