Great its fun reading , and informive , well i cant spell at any time ,,lol,,, as to Drugs, and being an adict ,, I spent most of my life getting hi , main drug of choice SPEED not the shit they have now ,,,, but ive done a lot of everything,,, I went sober 1992 and have not had any needles in my arm ,, was in a sober motorcycle club for 16 years , now i just smoke , i cant drink because of hep , i am hep c free now , but the damage is done could be worse,,,, was never a big drinker any way,,,, to all out there still using , or have someone in meth trouble , You have to want to stop 100% and find sober people to be with , change what your doing , and find something to do with your time , that you use to do while getting hi ,,,,, I smoke to get a high but it help's with depression for me , and to sleep , i still can't sleep more then 4 hour with out waking up,now i just go back to sleep.. for an hour or two,, a good night sleep is 6 hours straight ,,lol,,,,,, To all at XI , if i had not gotten sober I would not be here , I have a nice small house and big shop , my 55 chevy pickup now restored , two motorcycles and a rve 4, for everyday, I Allways had a job but could not make ends meet till i was sober,,,,,,, I love the plants and when it legit in MN i will be growing some toooo Clifford the Big Red Dog