BigPapaDean

PigDog Primal, I am saddened by this news and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Some other XI members that know me know that I have lost 2 little boys, most recently my 4 year old son. It was the most difficult thing that I have ever been through. You said that you are the strong one in your family, and that is important. But do not forget that you need to grieve also. Do not ignore your néed to cry or let your emotions out. Sometimes you will just want to be alone so that you can have your own little breakdown. I really feel for you and your family right now. It is something that you cannot truly understand until you go through it. If you ever want to talk, xfire or PM me. Talking will be hard right now, but you will get to a point when talking will help. I will leave you with a poem that I really like. In fact, we printed this on the funeral program for my son. It was perfect. Little Angels - Author Unknown When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He picks a rosebud, before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye." So when a little child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children, Angels are hard to find. God Bless you and your family Primal. Amen PigDog!

I like to think of it like we are living in the Master's garden. In any garden there are a variety of things some are precious and beautiful and some fill other needs or wants of the Master Gardener. The Master Gardener walks through His garden on occasions and harvest things He desires to take to His home. One day He was walking through His garden and saw this beautiful precious flower that had such a special glow about it that He just had to have it with him at all times, so He picked that little flower and put it on His chest for all to admire and love. Now this Master Gardener has the ability to make that special little flower where she will never wilt or grow old. I believe this is why God picked Juliette, so He could have this precious sweet little angel by His side where He will never let anything happen to her again. She is at rest and in the most loving environment in existence. God loves that sweet lil angel and is loving and caring for her as no other could even attempt to. Your son will be able to see her again some day when God takes him to be in His arms. In God's eyes there is nothing more precious than a child.

SgtHarryWeezer Yes, that's very wrong. Many members of XI are assholes and don't hesitate to admit it. In most cases, it's not their fault. Scientific studies show clearly that assholiness is genetic in origin but even so, assholes are proud of their heritage and way of life. For instance, my father was an asshole, and his father before him. Indeed, I come from a long line of assholes and I take serious offense that you would demonstrate such a bias against assholes in general, or even in particular. Often, we're called "fucking assholes" which is entirely accurate, because like anyone else, assholes like to dip their lilly, flog their dolphin, manage their meat, etc. Sometimes, we're even cocksucking assholes, though I don't prescribe to this particular activity myself. But the point is, being an asshole is an honored American tradition and you shouldn't put an asshole down for it (unless you fall into that second class of asshole I referenced earlier, who enjoy putting other assholes down for various purposes which we can't discuss at this family-oriented web site.) Thanks Killgirl, for your understanding, and I would hope that in the future, you will refrain from denegrating we assholes, and make an effort to understand us. We here at XI are some of the best assholes you'll find anywhere. Harry I am so sorry for trying to do surgery on your "asshole" to convert it to a "cocksucking asshole". Next time I will just stop at "fucking asshole".

Ruggerxi - NO RACIST COMMENTS ON WEBSITE/SERVERS/VENTRILLO ANYWHERE Just need to make this clear to everyone, there is no place that has >XI< attached to it that allows racist comments. That means servers, that means the website, that means ventrillo. If you are heard or seen making these comments you will be banned i dont care if your my mother you will be banned, I dont care if its me I will be banned, I dont care if its your friend on your name you will be banned, I dont care if its your dog you will be banned. End of story have a nice day. This is the way we have run things since day 1 and will continue to run it this way Rugger I have to tell you this is a very impressive statement and I for one feel just as strongly about this issue as your statement says. There is no room for it in any IDIOTS heart! Thank you for being the strong leader we need to have a safe place to come and have real comradery and fun!

This is what it said: Notice Server disconnected - Bigmeandean >XI< MT_GetSize: max allocation exceeded: failed allocation of 1205988 bytes for script usage. Can somebody tell me how to avoid this in the future!

Happy Thanksgiving Day one and all.

ph4nt0m Black Friday, the start to the holiday shopping season named after retailers' transition from loss to profit, (Out of the Red and into the Black) Very well said indeed, Phantom! That's what it means in today's financial world.

Yep were all idiots!

JohnnyDos Might be a good jole if I could read it.Why the coloured text? I could just barely read it and it is funny!

I relate for sure lmao

I've played with you and wondered who you were but now with the introduction I want to make you feel right at home. Have a seat and here's a drink and lets chew the fat and get to know each other. Really what I am trying to say is, Welcome to our servers> Have fun and only one rule as far as I am concerned you have to let me slice and dice you about 400 times. See ya in game.

TY I did already know this but my memory sometimes glitches out and I for get to do it. Thanx for the friendly reminder! In really do appreciate it.

Thanx ever so much Sun, I found everything I needed and was able to do some of the things I wanted as for the rest I will finish those later but now I know where and how!

Happy B-day Logan Go ghet drunk so I can kill you in the server lol have a great day.

At the risk of sounding ignorant, which to some I do but anyways, where do I find the create custom weapons \link? and how do I go about buying stuff to upgrade and basically I am saying on this game I am clueless how to progress and use my exp points. Please don't laugh too hard but if you must then be easy on me.

good this guy is a good guy and we want his kind of character here!

BoomSlang yes AND ANOTHER YES!

Ruggerxi - Black Ops players....Do you want an unranked server?? With an unranked server we can customize pretty much anything except gun settings, change player health, respawn time, there is a crap load we can change. The only thing is that you will not get any XP points for kills, it will be like playing in a ranked server just no XP but the server will be the way we want it. We can also have 24 players in a server Please let me know here and I will make the changes if you guys want it

Ruggerxi - Black Ops players....Do you want an unranked server?? With an unranked server we can customize pretty much anything except gun settings, change player health, respawn time, there is a crap load we can change. The only thing is that you will not get any XP points for kills, it will be like playing in a ranked server just no XP but the server will be the way we want it. We can also have 24 players in a server Please let me know here and I will make the changes if you guys want it

Happy anniversary Guys! May you have many, many more.

SgtHarryWeezer I prefer no breasts at all. I just want two-inch nipples. (can't believe I just said that, but I'm after that post whore medal) I think you had a successful stab at that medal! roflmao!

SgtHarryWeezer I'm still having problems getting servers to stay in my Favorites list. I add them, but they don't show up. (7) I had the same issue then by sheer accident I clicked on favorites again and my favorites popped up. IDKY

I wish someone would have contacted me about my jackass bro. I don't appreciate finding out this way in a public forum no less. Damn you guys damn you all to hell! LMBFAO

I think a hot chick working the lines and distracting them all so Me the backstabber can cut their balls off! Go Idiots!!!

I have one up on you Harry! I am a backstabbing Idiot! LMAO!!!