BigPapaDean

We get screwed without doing any screwing!

In the ace mod there is. It says, " Die bitch"! You wanna knife then come over there!

You need to find a group for people just like you so you have someone to relate to. At first you may feel uncomfortable but hang with it and you will see how much it helps! Good luck!

Landshark this is great info for me and any and all who have similar disorders! Thanks for posting it!

I love your response here. I have had the opportunity to help a couple rape victims deal with their pain as my wife was brutally raped when we were dating. I know most all those triggers and this before I had triggers to actually deal with. Because I had first hand I did not need to read tho it may have saved me time in figuring it all out. Today we are no longer a couple but she will be effected the rest of her life. Thanks for reading my response. I didn't mean to get personal with you just straight to the facts. Thanks again.

Hmmmm! Yes it sure looks sweet to me! Now where is your old vehicle so I can have one? lol

I'm still the up close and personal kind of guy and will stick you with it that way!

it does help the pain in my hands but not the numbness!

I am touched by the empathy some of you are showing. I am doing much better these days yet the culture I grew up in was ti keep people like me in a closet and don't talk about them. To those who feel embarrassed to have some with this or any mental disorder I say this. Come out of your closet and walk into the 21st century. The means for treatment has gotten so vast even tho there are tons of studies and research left to do. I for one will not let you off the hook because I embarrass you or it may make you look bad. Now having said that let me tell you how I deal with this thing. I have held the hand of my maker thru this whole ordeal and when I needed His guidance I asked for it and He led me to the source of help available for me. I tried going to college for retraining and failed, but I discovered they had a program to help someone like me. I included only 5 treatment sessions but my Dr in my case changed it because she knew I needed the help badly. I told you this to show you even in failure there was goodness and I received much needed advice and counselling. My journey has taken me out on the street for 2 years where is disorder is rampant. The problem is there they can't afford to get help and therefore are left untreated and left to the cruel world to try and survive. It took me into a world that is so much different than the one I live in today. I am extremely glad for this journey I am on because it helps others to seek critical help when they are initially ashamed. This is a disease where pride has no room to exist. That comes later when you are well, if you are blessed enough to be so. Like I have said there are so many unanswered questions that need to be answered and if this is the beginning of the help you need please do as other have done and just pm me. Take back your life and be the person you are and not what you feel now. God bless you all.

Congrats!!!

When you get high how do you feel and what sort of things do you do? I feel like am drunk but it seems time has been suspended. Most importantly I feel no pain! LOL that's a good feeling! I also really get the munchies to the point of over stuffing myself lol! Sometimes I get really really horny, but that is rare! What do you do?

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Pharticus do you have a degree or for that matter any course of study in this disease? If you do you are so out of touch with reality as to what I wrote. You lack empathy for this type of disease. As far as me choosing how to react you are ignorant there too you totally are in the dark ages about this disease and until you do your home work you might want to refrain from posting about a disease you know little or nothing about. I have lived with this all my life and tried all those bible verses you like to quote problem is they are talking to spiritually sick people not mentally ill people. People that need freedom from the captivating grips of sin not people like me who am already a believer. I use to be a pastor and taught all those things you are promoting but in mental illness cases They simply do NOT work. I have good spiritual thoughts daily and even minute by minute but when if someone crosses that boundary and triggers my anger I can't control it easily at all and then it becomes the persons problem that triggered me. I hate being this way and meds only help to a point but counselling does nothing but makes me aware of certain ways to try and avoid situations. I pray and talk to God constantly and for you or anyone to assume I don't by just reading this is a total mistake on your or their part. I have been able to counsel many people just like me and got them some help to get a long in life. I appreciate you considering my feelings but my feelings for the most part are a small piece of the cause of my reactions when I hear or see a trigger. Don't ever think someone like me can do this all alone they need family support and friends who know that you really don't like how you are. I would trade places with you in a heart beat but then I wouldn't be bearing my cross would I?

Looks like you photo-shopped it to me!

What this does for you is free you from the bondage of re using that damned condom over and over again. Grats you filthy rotten whore!

He was advertising for his brothel!

Once there was a girl who wanted a boyfriend. Her mom wanted to help her, so she set up a blind date for her daughter. When the girl got back from the date she said “That was the worst night of my life!” “Why is that?” her mom asked. “He owns a 1922 Rolls Royce!” “Isn’t that a good thing?” “He’s the original owner mom!”

happy birthday!

I hope not!

Not following you SOB what you mean this post was removed and I re-posted it? that isn't what happened but rock found it right off when he looked for it.

Thanks Rockape I couldn't find it even when I searched for it!

Happy birthday!

Well young lady I want to wish you a special happy birthday! I hope it's the best ever for you! I apologize for all the cutting you on the server. Enjoy your special day!

I have rebooted my pc to see if that was the problem and still others would tell me they don't see it when I can and then 1 day after I posted and 12 viewers it just simply vanished. I pm'd rockape but have not heard back so am not sure if my last post was removed or what! If it was it would be nice to be pm'd and notified why and such>

I have been having posts I have made either not showing to anyone else and or disappearing from the forums and I was wondering if anyone else was having this problem?