BigPapaDean

I been struggling whether I should tell you all what I found out when I was at the Dr's office yesterday! But because you all have been there praying for me so steady I feel I have to tell you. Because I couldn't make an appointment and didn't get the bandaged changed I had quite a setback. I was down to one open wound and well on the way to recovery. I was wondering why I was in so much pain and why it hurt only at certain positions... The Dr told me something that made my heart sink with disappointment. I now have 4-5 new wounds and all of them seeping. I also have a plan "B" in case my ride should ever not be able to make it for what ever reason. I really do appreciate all your concern and prayers. I wanted so to be telling you I am healed but it wasn't to be yet. Like I said I am more disappointed about this than I have been in a long time. Please keep praying for me that I won't let this slide me backwards toward that time when I sunk so low I wanted out. I have way to much going for me and I want to live and enjoy my life as I was doing this whole time! I fight this battle every day to stay on the positive side . I know my God is holding me in His hands but I may be weaker that I have been in a while! Please pray and keep me in your thoughts! I love you all and want you to know I know from things you have said to me that you love me too. God bless you and keep you!

Have you ever eaten a cow tales? What do you think about them?

Wow! It's been quite a while since my knee has given out on me and hurt like it does right now. Makes it very hard to walk even to the restroom. I stand up and it wants to not hold me. I can't even get comfortable. It's not fun getting old and being disabled! I don't mean to be complaining but it hurts and seems to be getting worse! It usually happens during the cold damp months of the year. I hate winter and all it stands for! Summer may be warm but it at least keeps me from hurting so bad!

How many remember here just a few years ago that there was a claim that said we are all closer than we think? That we are connected within 6 people and we know someone within those 6 people that knows someone else who we happen to be connected to? Well I have notice quite a bit lately especially where some of my friends who don't know each other at all but they share the same post and talk about the same things just in different words. Maybe this is true more than we think. I believe it seems the world is definitely getting smaller to me! Do you think I will pass when I run out of room? I don't know but maybe! I do know I love all of you and appreciate all of you! God bless and have a good day!