PK let me tell you a story that I hope gives you hope. 5 yrs ago when my marriage fell apart and I lost everything and eventually ended up on the street, I was out for 2 yrs. I stayed in contact via my smart phone. My brother told me that when I applied for disability it would feel like there was no end in sight. He said if I would just keep believing that the day would come when I would see the light at the end of the tunnel. After a whole lot of shit and 2 yrs later that day finally came. I now am online everyday and try my best to help where I can. I have a proposition for you. If we the members of this clan can all throw pieces together to get you back online would you be opposed to that. Remember gamers usually have some top of the line stuff laying around and maybe between all of us we can get you back in the game. Please let us know and we will start the process. I been helped a couple of times and I believe in paying it forward!